My Fucked Up Life

By sazzie00

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Tara Wilson was never one to follow rules, but thats' the way she liked it. Music is her love, home is her es... More

Intro
Chapter 1)
Chapter 2)
Chapter 3)
Chapter 4)
Chapter 5)
Chapter 6)
Chapter 7)
Chapter 8)
Chapter 9)
Chapter 10)
Chapter 11)
Chapter 12)
Chapter 13)
Chapter 14)
Chapter 15)
Chapter 16)
Chapter 18)
Chapeter 19)
Chapter 20)
Chapter 21)
Chapter 22)
Chapter 23)
Chapter 24)
Chapter 25)
Chapter 26)
Chapter 27)
Chapter 28)
Chapter 29)
Chapter 30)
Chapter 31)
Authors Note

Chapter 17)

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By sazzie00

I rode my bike around town for about an hour before I decided where u was going. I pulled up at the hose a near ten minute drive from my own house. I got off my bike removing my helmet and walking to the front door.i ring the door bell.
"Coming" the voice yelled,a moment later the door opened "oh hello dear"
"Hey grandma" I sniffled
"What's wrong dear" she opened her arms for me.i walked into them.
"Why isn't she coming home?" I said
"Who darling?"
"Mum,she extended her holiday again for three more months" I said pulling away.
"Come in I'll make you something to eat" she smiled whipping the tears that have fallen out if my eyes.i nodded and followed her inside into the kitchen,
"So what's wen going on"
"Well I got home a few days ago and mum told me that her and dad were going in a cruise for almost a month but she was going with with the Matthews,you remember Ashton?"she nodded" well him and his brother are staying at my house until they get back.
Nan,i just don't know me and him are okay but I've had a horrid day and I said something and he probably hates me again" I sobbed
"Let it out darling" she said huffing me again.
And I did
~*~
I walked though the door and everyone's voices stopped I poked my head though the kitchen door and spotted everyone.
"Hey Mason,did you want me to show to how to use the DJ deck now?" I asked
"Uh yes please that would be awesome" he smiled
"Okay come on" I singled for him to follow I walked upstairs tiny music room with mason in two I walked into the closet and pulled out all the equipment.
"Like I said haven't used this stuff much since I got it so some bits may confuse me" I smile
"Okay,no problem" he said nervously
"Let's start then"i said switching it on.

~*~
"Good job Mase" I said as he was getting the hang if it.
"You want to do a song?" I asked
"What one?" He smiled at me brightly.
"Ummm" I mumble walking out re door to the top if the stairs"hey guys give us a hand" I shouted
They all came into the music room
"What?" Mia asked
"Masons getting the hang of it and we wanna do a song" I said the approite people went to the approite instruments
"Lies greed misery" I say as they begin to play the song
"I'mma be that nail in your coffin
Sayin' that I softened
I was duckin' down to reload
So you can save your petty explanations
I don't have the patience
Before you even say it I know
You let your pride or your ego
Talk slick to me, no
That is not the way I get down
And look at how you lose your composure
Now let me show you
Exactly how the breaking point sounds" I sung looking at Ashton

"I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery" he sung

"What is it you want me to tell you
I am not the failure
I would rather live and let be
But you came with the right kind of threat to
Push me to let you
No you can't intimidate me
You disrespect me so clearly
Now you better hear me
That is not the way it goes down
You did it to yourself and it's over
Now let me show you
Exactly how the breaking point sounds"

"I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery" we sung together

"You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself

I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery" I finished.
"Good job mase" I said again
"Well I'm going to shower,catch y'all later" I said walking out if the room,leaving no room for convosation.
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A/N
I know I haven't updated for a while I know I suck.
School gose back tomorrow 😢 not looking forward to that.

I will try have the next chapter up in the next few days

Laters
Sarah Xx

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