"When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.
Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up," Luke sings to me.
"Maria this is for you because I promise you I'll never give up," Luke smiles shyly, "Even if it means I have to wait an eternity for you, I will. All for you and you only."
Everyone stares at me and I have tears coming down my face. I quickly nod and run up stage smiling. I kiss Luke. I kiss him long and hard.
"I've missed you," I mumble.
"I've missed you too," Luke smiles, "All that matters is now though baby girl. We're together at last."
I kiss him again and the crowd starts to cheer. I pull away embarrassed and see Alyssa wiping away happy tears. It made me so happy to see her happy. Mason suddenly runs up to us and hugs us both.
"Does dat mean we can be a famiwy togeder," he smiles.
Luke looks at me with a hopeful smile on his face.
"Of course Mason," I laugh.
Luke kisses me hard. I know I want him right now because I haven't had him in so long but I really shouldn't do this right now. I have to tell myself to wait until the party's over. I quickly think of Tyler and push the thoughts away. This is what Tyler wanted, for me and Luke to be together again.
Afterwards we all just party. I decide that Mason will be going home with Zoie and Liam since they're the only ones who haven't gotten totally wasted and they aren't busy tonight. I need to be alone with Luke.
"Come here," Luke mumbles against my neck as he grabs my hand and leads me away.
He brings me into the bathroom and starts to kiss me all over.
"I need you so badly baby girl," Luke moans.
I moan at the nickname and what Luke's doing to me right now. He kisses my neck and my shoulder. He nibbles on the spots he knows are tender. I have my hands tangled in his hair. He lifts me up onto the sink and spreads my legs apart. Luke closes the space between up and grips my thighs. He moves up my body and starts to massage my breasts.
"F*ck Luke," I groan as my eyes roll to the back of my head.
"Say my name baby girl," Luke whispers in my ear as he kisses my cheek bone back down to my neck.
As much as I want this, we really shouldn't be doing this right now. Alyssa's wedding is going on.
"Luke," I mumble, "We need to stop."
"Why?" Luke mumbles against my skin.
"It's our best friends wedding," I groan as he starts to grind his hips.
He stop and looks at me.
"Promise me we'll finish this later tonight," Luke says looking at me with lustful eyes.
"Oh trust me we'll finish this real good when the party's over," I smirk.
Luke smile at me and kisses me before we walk out the bathroom. After another few hours, it's over. I kiss Mason goodbye and give my best wishes to Alyssa and Ashton. They're going to Florida for their honeymoon and they'll be staying there for a few months.
"Let's go," Luke rushes me as we drive to Alyssa's to pick up my car.
I get in my car and Luke follows me to my house. The door barely closes when Luke shoves me against it. He puts my arms around his neck and grabs my thighs. He puts my legs around his waist. I smile and Luke kisses my lips. I start to grind on him and he throws his head back.
I take this chance to kiss his perfect neck. I miss Luke so much. I have wanted this for three years now. I've wanted Luke more than anything. I start to suck on his neck and he moans my name over and over. I'm in my own little world when Luke moans my name.
"Shall we continue this in your room?" Luke asks in a husky voice.
I nod rapidly and Luke runs us into my room and throws me on the bed. He quickly rips off his shirt and climbs on top of me. He grinds his hips over mine and starts to rip off my clothing. First my shirt, then my pants, my bra, then my under wear. They're all scattered on the ground as I rip Luke's pants and underwear off at once. Luke positions himself.
"I love you more than anything," Luke kisses me.
"I love you more," I say confidently.
****thats all I'm doing with that so Alyssa doesn't kill me****
Alyssa's P.O.V
"Princess it's time to wake up," I hear as someone shakes me awake.
I groan and shut my eyes tighter as I turn my body around the chair. Yea I'm not the best person to wake in the morning. Suddenly I open my eyes and run into the bathroom, I puke. After what seems like forever of puking, I get up and clean my mouth before walking back to my seat on the airplane.
"Is it the baby?" Ashton asks.
I nod and rub my eyes. I've been pregnant for about 2 months now. No one knows about it except for me and Ashton. I haven't even told Maria. I feel kind of bad for not telling her but I just haven't felt like telling anyone. I have a little bump but no one has really noticed and I've been doing what Maria did when she was two months pregnant, baggy clothes. The wedding was an exception but the dress didn't even really show the bump because of the clothes under it.
"Well we're here so let's go," Ashton smiles as he wraps his arm around me.
Ashton grabs our bags and we call a taxi, then we're off to our private beach house. When we get there, Ashton quickly puts the bags inside as I stand outside admiring the house. When Ashton comes back out he smiles at me.
"Don't you dare Irwin," I giggle knowing what he's thinking.
"Too late," Ashton laughs picking me up bridal style, "Mrs. Irwin."
My stomach flutters. I'm Mrs. Irwin now. I'm married to Ashton Fletcher Irwin. I kiss Ashton as he walks us inside and onto the bed. He doesn't even hesitate to start grinding on me. Well I guess the real Daddy's going to have to teach Ashton a lesson.
"Stop," I say.
Ashton looks hurt. I laugh.
"First off, I'm Daddy and Daddy goes on top," I smirk.
I climb on top of Ashton and straddle him.
"Second, I have a baby in my belly so we're not going rough and you're not squishing our baby," I laugh.
Ashton sighs.
"Daddy's no fun," he pouts.
"You're the one who got me pregnant," I scoff, "And I said not rough, I can still rock your little world my drummer."
"Oh really?" Ashton asks smirking.
I smile and attack Ashton with kisses as I work on taking off his clothes. He works on removing mine as well. Tonight is going to be fun.
****didn't want to get killed by Alyssa again, or else I would add more but I feel like I'm pushing it****
Luke's P.O.V
Well I'm screwed. I didn't use a condom. Curse my horny self. It's actually kind of sad that the first time Maria ever had sex she got pregnant and now the second time we've ever had sex she can actually be pregnant again. What am I going to do? Do I tell her I forgot the condom? Or should I stay shut until she figures it out on her own?
"Good morning baby," she smiles at me when she wakes up.
"Mornin," I mumble nervously.
"What's wrong?" Maria asks concerned.
It sucks that she knows me better than I know myself because she can always tell when I lie or when there's something wrong.
"I forgot the condom," I whisper.
Maria's eyes widen and she looks at the ground.
"It's okay baby girl," I quickly say, "Isn't there a pill you can take to make sure you don't get pregnant."
Maria snaps.
"How the hell am I supposed to know Luke?!" She shouts, "This is only my second time having sex and I never thought of taking pills."
"Okay calm down," I try to relax her, "If you do get pregnant you can just get an abortion, right?"
I know that once I said it that it was a mistake. It's not that I want her to get an abortion but I just didn't know what to say to calm her.
"You want me to kill our 'might be' baby?!" She looks at me in disgust.
"No no!" I rush to say but it's too late.
I pissed her off. There's no going back now.
"How dare you suggest getting rid of something that might not even be real!" Maria glares.
"Maria I'm sorry let me explain please," I beg.
"No Luke, leave me alone I don't want you right now," Maria says, "I need to be alone."
"Please don't push me away I don't want this again, I don't want to be abandoned!" I plead, "Don't push me into the dark. Let me be with you, don't make yourself do this on your own. I don't want to lose you or make you hurt yourself."
"I'm fine Luke," Maria tries to reason, "I just want to be alone right now."
"Please," I say as I start to feel tears coming.
I can't let her be alone. I know what'll happen when she's alone. All hell will break loose.
"Pick up Mason," Maria says in a monotone voice.
"No you'll just cut when I'm gone!" I shout.
"Luke please," she cries, "I want my baby right now."
"Promise me first," I cry.
"Promise what?" She asks.
"That you won't hurt yourself," I mumble.
"I promise," she says without hesitation.
"Maria please tell me the truth," I beg.
"Luke I promise I won't cut," she smiles.
I know I should still stay with her but I can't make her think I don't trust her. I just got her back.
"Fine," I say looking at the floor.
I quickly leave hoping that I'll be able to get Mason and then quickly come back.
Maria's P.O.V
I didn't lie to Luke. I won't cut but I sure as hell will abuse myself. There's other ways. Snapping a rubber band on your wrists until it's bright red or bleeding, burning, etc. I'm gonna be using the rubber band method though. I'm not sure how far I'll go with it though. I know like will come back soon. I start to flick the rubber band.
Flick
Flick
I could be pregnant again. I probably am given my luck. I just hope it's a girl. I've given up thinking that there's a chance I'm not pregnant because I did last time and that got me to a bad place, I could've lost Mason. Not this time. I will not do anything to hurt this baby. Im going to pretend everything is fine, a soul sacrifice (😉😉 to my PTV fans).
Flick, flick, flick.
I hear the door start to open and Mason runs in.
"Mama!" He smiles happily.
"Mason baby," I smile hugging him as I sit him on my lap.
"Dada says I have to help you," Mason giggles, "So come here Mama."
Mason motions me closer to his face and I wait for him to tell me a secret. I'm surprised when he starts kissing my face.
"No more sad!" Mason giggles.
He kisses all over my face and I snatch him up. I throw him on my bed and I start to tickle him.
"Nooo! Not da twickle monsder!" Mason laughs.
"Oh yes it's her," I laugh, "She's coming for you."
I quickly let him go and start to creep slowly towards him. With my hands outstretched about to tickle him. He runs back downstairs where Luke is. I creep down the stairs and I look for Mason.
"Where's my big boy?" I ask.
I see Mason hiding behind Luke. Luke looks at me and smiles. He can tell I'm in a better mood. How can I not be? I've got my Mason. Mason sees me and he runs away from behind Luke. Then Luke sees my red wrists and he sighs, sitting on the couch. He puts his head in his hands and he cries.
"Lukey," I say as I rush over to him.
It shocked me that I brought him to tears. I don't want that.
"I'm tired of seeing you hurt yourself," Luke cries kissing me, "I can't have this anymore. It's me I know it is. I'll leave you alone Maria."
Luke starts to get up but I push him back down.
"No!" I say, "Don't you walk out on me! I need you, Mason needs you, the baby in my stomach needs you."
"There might not even be a baby," Luke corrects me.
"Ha! Luke I know there is," I mumble, "I had this same feeling when I was pregnant with Mason. It feels like there's something there."
"I just want you to be happy," Luke whispers.
"I'm happy with you," I say caressing his face, "I'm going to be pretty darn cheerful for the next 9 months."
I laugh and Luke looks at me confused.
"Aren't girls supposed to be b*tchy during pregnancy?" He asks.
"Do you kiss Queen Liz with that mouth?" I gasp.
Luke laughs at me and I smile.
"With Mason I had a pretty tough time being happy and I could've lost him," I say thinking about it all brings tears to my eyes.
"Why weren't you happy?" Luke asks.
"It was the day that you said you hated me on the phone," I whisper.
Luke looks at me with wide eyes.
"Baby girl you know I love you right?" Luke says trying to reassure me.
"Yes I do," I smile, "I was upset that I wasn't with you Luke. I should've been stronger but I was only weaker."
"I love you so much," Luke kisses my cheek.
"I love you more," I smile.
Then we here Mason running into the room.
"Mama?" Mason asks, "Why aren't you trying to twickle me?"
I laugh.
"I'm coming for you!" I shout before chasing him around.
Luke helps me corner him.
"Dada you twaitor!" Mason gasps.
How did I get so lucky? I have a beautiful baby boy and an amazing boyfriend. What more could I want.
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Okay how do we feel on the fact Alyssa's pregnant and Maria might be too? Is this happy family or will more get in the way? Shocker, shocker with one of the pregnancies. Who will it be? Okay love y'all ~ Maria