PROLOGUE-
Niall,
My life has been miserable since you decided to leave this world. Why'd you do it anyways? You seemed so happy and then you just cracked? I guess? I don't know.
Your long lasting absence from now on definitely came on as a shock to our families and everyone you knew. Even your fans. Besides, you were the one the the band that always kept everyone happy and perky. Don't even get me started on that laugh of yours. And that smile that could brighten up the room.
*sigh* I sit here now on our bed writing this. Ouch my hand cramps. I miss you Niall. I really do. I don't know what I'm going to do without you. Not to mention how you decided to leave this world. At least you passed in the place you wanted to right? Wrong, do you have any idea the misery I am going through now? I hate you for putting me through this. Oh who am I kidding I love you. I promise you Niall I will never fall in love again. You were
the one and always will be til' the day we are re-united in a better place.
How am I going to cope living alone? And not waking up with you by my side? I am only 20 after all. All I can say is I only lasted 35 days Niall.... I had to be with you....