Life is full of problems, most of the time I feel like my reason for living is to be one of those people who's lives revolve around problems. But then again there's always a war going on in my head-
Do I want this?
Why am I like this?
How do I change ?
When I do chance how do I keep that change?
-And so on.
I envy how people live there life's, always sticking with one decision. With me, it's the opposite. Kind of like when a little kid gets a new toy and plays with it for five minutes, then turns around and acts like its the most pitiful thing in the world. All that money for nothing right?
Well, I have that same mind set, except I'm more mature and keep it to myself. Most of the the time at least. My mind isn't as simple as some other people though, or maybe people feel the same way I do. I want so many things,but my mind and my conscious get into the way. Like there's another me, hovering above me and pulling my strings as if I was a puppet. I've been given tons and tons of advice but that other me has taken over my mind.
I need to do something about this problem.
This problem that's controlled me for to long.