"It'll be okay in the end, because if it's not okay, it's not the end." - Paolo Coelho
Hang by my bed,
Knife in hand,
Trigger to pull,
Suicide planned,
Promises said,
Promisies unkept,
Words are broken,
Tears are wept,
I had kept strong,
I didn't lie,
But the time has come,
For me to die,
Thoughts collide,
Memories come,
Broken, lost,
Where's my gun?
Noose is ready,
Razor too,
Tears flow,
Where are you?
What to think,
What to say,
I can't give in,
I'll fight to stay,
Yet I'm now weak,
My fight has gone,
I can't find it,
I don't have long,
Bullet to head,
Blade to wrist,
Noose to neck,
I must resist,
My legs are faint,
My heart is numb,
But my head will stay,
I won't succumb,
Break the gun,
Forget the blade,
Cut the noose,
But I'm still afraid,
Carry on,
Like nothing's wrong,
But deep down I know,
I don't belong,
Where to go,
What to do,
Just fight on,
Forget about you,
Spend every day,
Finding a friend,
Then you'll see,
It's never the end.
A/N: Bit different to my usual style, but ah well. As I've said many times before, I enjoy something new! ^^