dayummmm. there was so many comments..like oh my gods. but some of my favorite authors commented! i literally freaked out. :P
Our lips touched...
I didn't feel any sparks...
I felt fucking fireworks.
Our lips molded so perfectly together. It was basically the best feeling I've ever felt. Then, our lips detached themselves...and I just wanted to kiss her again.
Over and Over again...
I just stared at her while I was contemplating about kissing her again or not...
But then realization hit me like a truck.
I was still Camila's girlfriend.
I just kissed her best friend.
I just cheated on her.
But the worst thing was that, I enjoyed it.
"(Y/N), I'm just going to say it now...." Lauren spoke softly, breaking the silence
"I've always had feelings for you.." She completed her sentence
HOLY SHIT. I REPEAT...HOLY MOTHER OF ALLYSUS SHIT.
She likes me?
WHAT THE HECK?!?
But I mean, we did just kiss...I felt fireworks..I mean, I would be lying if I said I was never attracted to her. I mean she's freaking Lauren Jauregui..who couldn't fall for those green eyes and deep husky voice? I mean, I felt like I was at home when I was held in her arms. I mean, I could give her a chance...it's worth a shot.
"Lauren..."
"Oh god no. You just used my real name...you always call me a nickname or some shit like that. This can't be good" Lauren said nervously while she tensed up, preparing herself for rejection.
"No. Who said that?"
"Me"
"Lau-"
"Wait. Before you say anything..I'll love you the way you're supposed to be loved. I'll treat you the way you should be treated, which is like a fucking Queen" Lauren cursed.
That. Was. Hot.
"I'll love you until forever. I"ll do anything for you; I promise. Just choose me."
"Lauren..you just made me fall for you more. Just promise me one thing..."
"Of course! Anything!" Lauren said with a million dollar smile on her face
"Catch me."
"I will, I'm standing at the bottom with my arms wide open, waiting for you" Lauren replied sweetly and I gave her a quick peck
"(Y/N)?"
"Yeah?"
"You're still with Camila.." Lauren frowned
"Yeah, but technically...we are Over. She literally said she didn't want to be around me anymore."
"But technically..." Lauren mimicked "You're still with her"
"I'll break up with her for you" I replied
"You would?" Lauren said as she gave me another smile. She wrapped her arms around my waist, pulling me closer..
I hummed in response. Lauren smiled again, and leaned in- the doorbell rang.
"I'll go get it" I said and stood up
I opened the door and there stood..Camila Cabello. Her hair was a bit messier than usual and she had blood shot eyes. Tear streaks were evident on her beautiful face. I couldn't help but feel my heart flutter when I saw her..
GOD DAMMIT. (Y/N) YOU HAVE LAUREN!
YEAH BUT YOU HAVEN'T BROKEN UP WITH HER YET
I'M ABOUT TO!
FEELINGS DON'T JUST MAGICALLY DISAPPEAR!
"(Y/N).."
"What?" I snapped at her
"I came to apologize..."
"(Y/N), I love you, so much..so incredibly much. It was just that with the fans and Austin's manipulative skills made me say that. I wasn't myself when I said those things. When I'm with you, everything doesn't matter, it's just me and you against the world. All my worries, doubts..seem to magically disappear; I was just blinded for a moment. I was a bitch, and I treated you badly...I know I did but I want to make it up to you. I'll treat you better from now on. I promise. I'll do anything. I"ll treat you like the Queen of Bananas, even better than that. I love how we can just stay up until 3 am just talking about nothing...but that nothing means absolutely the world to me. You mean the world to me. Actually saying that you mean the world to me is just an understatement. YOU complete me- making me whole, you're everything to me. I could be sick, poor, unhappy..but if I had you those things wouldn't matter because I love you and you love me. That's all that matters. If you could give me another chance, I'll never make the same mistakes again. Please (Y/N)... just one more chance. I won't screw it up. I promise." Camila pleaded at me
It was silent for a few moments..
I wanted to say 'Yes' to her really badly, but I had already given Lauren a chance. I can't just back out on that. I truly believe that Lauren and I could be something. But there was just something..I could tell that Camila meant those words form the bottom of her heart..and that just made it harder to say no to her. Her chocolate brown eyes were begging me to say yes. That everything was going to be okay. I wanted to give in so badly...so badly...
"I'm sorry Camz, but friends?"
"Yeah, I completely understand your decision." And without another word..she ran off.
I closed the door; but I stood still.
Camila and I aren't together anymore..
Broken Up. Not together.
I felt two arms wrap around me...
Lauren.
I sighed tiredly, and ran my fingers through my hair.
What if Camila actually meant her words? of course she did, you idiot.
What if I said 'Yes' to her?
Can we still be friends again?
Will she still talk to me?
What if Lauren decides she doesn't like me anymore?
What if I regret this decision?
What if this was jut in the heat of the moment?
"(Y/N).."
"Yes?"
"Hey, you have me now. Everything's gonna be okay."
I just nodded slowly, still in a trance. I was still trying to take in everything.
I can't believe I just broke up with Camila...
The next day I woke up in Lauren's arms...not Camila's
And I realized..
Everything Has Changed.
hey guys! well, this isn't the end. there's still at least...one more part..
that should be up soon! :P
no promises... :P
But in all serisousness guys...
Team Camila? or Team Lauren?
Comment below for your choice!