Crush Chronicles

By author_chaeee

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At an elite university, third-year Kim Seokjin is known for humiliating juniors with his sharp tongue and arr... More

Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15

Chapter 1

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By author_chaeee

The hallway smelled like cheap floor cleaner and disappointment.

It was always like this on Tuesday afternoons, right after the lunch bell rang and the third years poured out of the east wing classrooms like a slow-moving flood of designer backpacks and attitudes. Kim Seokjin walked at the front of that flood the way a general walks at the front of an army- casual and unhurried with the absolute certainty that everyone in his path would move.

And everyone did.

That was the thing about Kim Seokjin. He didn't need to raise his voice. He didn't need to throw punches or slam others into lockers or do any of the theatrical things that typical bullies resorted to. That was cheap thing for a guy like him to do. He just existed in a way that made the air around him feel heavier. A tilt of his head, a lazy half-smile, the way his dark eyes would drag slowly across someone's face like he was judging the placement of moles on their face. And that was enough. That was always enough.

Today, he had his blazer slung over one shoulder and his tie loosened at the collar, shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His uniform was always just slightly disheveled in a way that managed to look intentional, because he hated everything that was supervised by the campus rulebook. Two of his friends were beside him- Park Sooyoung on the left, scrolling through her phone with one manicured nail, and Lee Minhyuk on the right, mid-sentence about something that had happened in his biology class that Seokjin clearly was not listening to.

"-and then Mr. Kang literally dropped the frog on the floor, like just plopped it right there, and Jisoo screamed so loud I thought the window-"

"Minhyuk." Seokjin's voice was quiet, almost gentle, but Minhyuk shut up immediately.

They turned the corner toward the second-floor hallway that connected the main building to the science block. It was a narrow corridor, usually empty during lunch because most students preferred the courtyard or the cafeteria.

Seokjin stopped walking.

Up ahead, crouching down on one knee, was a first-year boy. He was small, couldn't have been more than fifteen with a round face and wide eyes. His school bag was on the floor, its contents scattered across the tiles. A notebook was open, pages bent. A pencil case had rolled under the vending machine.

Seokjin looked at the kid and smirked. The kid looked at Seokjin and stood up. And whatever the boy saw in Seokjin's face made his lower lip start to tremble violently.

"P-please," the boy whispered, pressing himself flatter against the wall. "I already lost my lunch money, I don't have-"

"I didn't even do anything, yet" Seokjin smirked. He sounded almost amused. He crouched down, just slightly, bringing his face level with the boy's. The boy flinched so hard his head cracked against the wall behind him. "Did I?"

"You- you're-" The boy couldn't finish. He was shaking. Literally, full-body shaking, the way a small animal shakes when it knows it's cornered.

Seokjin rolled his eyes. He reached out, and the boy squeezed his eyes shut. But Seokjin just picked up the scattered notebook from the floor, examined the cover- Kim Sungho, Class 1-B-and then let it fall open on its bent pages.

"Your notes are messy," Seokjin said, straightening up. He tossed the notebook carelessly onto the pile of the boy's things. "Clean this up. You're making the hallway look bad."

He stepped over the scattered pencils and kept walking, Minhyuk and Sooyoung falling into step behind him without a word. Sooyoung glanced back at the kid once, then at Seokjin, then back at her phone. Minhyuk shoved his hands in his pockets and whistled lowly.

"Damn, hyung," Minhyuk muttered. "You didn't even do anything and he almost pissed himself."

"I know," Seokjin said, and the corner of his mouth curved up. That was the part he liked best. The anticipation. The reputation doing the work for him. He didn't need to lay a hand on anyone anymore. The school had learned his name by the end of his first week as a first-year, and by now, two years later, Kim Seokjin was less a person and more a weather pattern, something you checked the forecast for and hoped to avoid.

He rounded the next corner and stopped again.

This time, the corridor was not empty.

Kim Namjoon was standing. He was just standing there, one hand in his pocket and the other holding a clipboard, the official Student Council clipboard. His blazer was perfectly pressed. His tie was knotted neatly. His dark hair was parted perfectly to one side, and his glasses sat charmingly on the bridge of his nose.

He looked, in every way, the exact opposite of Kim Seokjin.

And he was, very noticeably, two centimeters taller.

It was a small thing. An insignificant thing. But Kim Seokjin noticed it every single time they were in the same room, the way you notice a fly or a piece of lint on a black sweater, impossible to ignore once you'd seen it. Seokjin hated it from the bottom of his heart.

Namjoon had seen the whole thing. Okay- not seen, but heard the whole thing while he was talking to a classmate. The clipboard in Namjoon's hand had a pen clipped to it, and his knuckles around it were white.

"Seokjin," Namjoon said. Not hyung. Not Kim Seokjin-ssi. Just the name, flat and hard, like he was pressing it out through his teeth.

"Namjoon," Seokjin replied, matching the tone. Not president. Not junior. Just the name, delivered with a lazy smile that he knew made Namjoon's jaw clench.

For a moment, neither of them moved. The corridor stretched between them like a no-man's-land, fluorescent lights humming their indifferent song. Minhyuk and Sooyoung shifted uncomfortably behind Seokjin. They knew this routine. Everyone in the school knew this routine. It was like watching two weather fronts collide. You could feel the pressure drop.

"That was a first-year," Namjoon said. He took a step forward. Just one, but his legs were long, and it closed the distance more than it should have. "Class 1-B. His name is Kim Sungho."

"I didn't touch him."

"You terrorized him."

"I looked at him." Seokjin's smile widened. "Is that a crime now, President? Should I file a report every time someone looks at me wrong? Because we'd be here all day."

Namjoon's jaw tightened. He took another step forward. Then another. Each one was deliberate and measured, the way he did everything. Seokjin didn't move. He refused to move. He planted his feet and held his ground even as Namjoon got closer, closer, until they were standing barely a meter apart.

And there it was. The two centimeters that insulted Seokjin's ego.

Namjoon had to look down, just slightly, just the tiniest fraction of an angle to meet Seokjin's eyes. It wasn't much. Most people wouldn't even notice. But Seokjin noticed. He noticed the way Namjoon's chin tilted, the way his shoulders sat just a fraction higher, the way Seokjin's forehead lined up with Namjoon's lips. It was a microscopic defeat, but it was a defeat, and Kim Seokjin did not lose.

He straightened his spine. He lifted his chin and gave Namjoon a look which said "See? I can match your height."

"His things were on the floor," Namjoon said, and his voice had dropped. Not louder. Lower. "He was trembling."

"Maybe he's just cold."

"He was terrified of you."

"Then he's smart." Seokjin leaned in, closing the last bit of distance between them until they were close enough that Namjoon could probably smell his cologne- metallic lavender, expensive, deliberate. "You should be terrified of me too."

Something shifted in Namjoon's expression. It was subtle- a flicker behind his glasses, a micro-movement of his eyebrows. But Seokjin, who had spent two years studying every face that flinched away from him, caught it. It wasn't fear. It wasn't anger. It was something else, something that Namjoon clearly didn't expect to feel and clearly didn't know what to do with, because he took a half-step back almost immediately, like he'd touched a hot stove.

Seokjin's smile sharpened. "There it is."

"Stay away from the first-years," Namjoon said, and his voice was steadier now, clipped and formal, the way it got when he was reciting council bylaws or making announcements at assembly. "This is your last warning. I've documented the incident. If I get another report about you harassing anyone-"

"Documented." Seokjin laughed, a short, bright sound that echoed off the tile walls. "God, you're such a nerd." He stepped past Namjoon, close enough that his shoulder brushed the front of Namjoon's blazer, and kept walking. "Catch me if you can, President."

He didn't look back. He never looked back. Minhyuk and Sooyoung followed him out of the corridor with the practiced ease of people who had done this a hundred times, and the last thing Seokjin heard before he turned the corner was the sound of Namjoon's pen clicking against the clipboard.

---

The Student Council office was on the third floor of the administrative block, in a room that had once been a storage closet and had been converted, through sheer force of bureaucratic will, into a space that faintly resembled a functioning workplace. There were four desks crammed into it, a whiteboard covered in just readable handwriting, a filing cabinet that groaned whenever anyone opened it, and a single window that looked out onto the parking lot.

Three of the four desks were occupied when Namjoon walked in.

Jung Hoseok was sitting cross-legged on top of his desk, eating a kimbap roll with one hand and scrolling through his phone with the other. He looked up when the door opened and immediately read the room or more specifically, read Namjoon's face.

"Oh no," Hoseok said around a mouthful of rice. "Who was it this time?"

Min Yoongi didn't look up from his laptop. He was slouched in his chair with his legs stretched out under the desk, headphones around his neck, typing with the slow, methodical pace of someone who had long ago stopped caring about urgency. "It's Tuesday," Yoongi said. "It's always Seokjin on Tuesdays."

"It's not always-" Namjoon started, then stopped. He set the clipboard down on his desk with more force than necessary and dropped into his chair. The chair squeaked in protest.

Chaeyoung, who had been quietly organizing a stack of permission forms in the corner, glanced up. She pushed her hair behind her ear and looked at Namjoon with the steady, unimpressed gaze that she reserved specifically for moments when the boys around her were being dramatic.

"Are you speaking or not?" she asked in an unimpressed tone of someone who had done this a hundred times.

"I found him in the science block corridor. First-year kid, 1-B, Kim Sungho. Kid was on the floor, things scattered, scared. Seokjin was standing over him."

"Did he hit him?" Yoongi asked, still typing.

"No."

"Did he touch him?"

"...No."

"Then what did he do?"

Namjoon opened his mouth, closed it, and then opened it again. "He looked at him."

Hoseok stopped chewing. Yoongi stopped typing. Chaeyoung blinked.

"He..." Hoseok gestured vaguely with his kimbap. "He looked at him?"

"Yes."

"And the kid was crying."

"Yes."

"Because Seokjin looked at him."

Namjoon's jaw tightened. "You know what he's like. You know the effect he has on people. He didn't need to touch him. The kid was already terrified before Seokjin even-"

"Joon." Yoongi pulled off his headphones and finally looked up. His eyes were sharp beneath his fringe of black hair, the way they always got when he was about to say something that would make someone uncomfortable. "I'm not saying Seokjin isn't a dick. He's absolutely a dick. He even may have a bigger one under those pants. But you can't write someone up for looking at someone. The council doesn't have a jurisdiction over facial expressions."

"Why are you fantasizing about his dick size-"

"I'm not writing him up for his facial expression. I'm writing him up for creating an environment of fear and intimidation that-"

"That's not a thing," Chaeyoung said, with the gentle finality of someone who had read the student handbook cover to cover approximately seventeen times. "Article 4, Section 2 covers 'physical aggression, verbal abuse, theft, and exorcism'. Being scared of someone's face isn't in there."

"Exorcism?" Yoongi asked amused.

"A third year once saw the face of that creature from Stranger Things in the tennis ground and performed exorcism. Turns out it was our P.E. teacher judging Hoseok's tennis skills" Chaeyoung answered casually.

"YAH!"

Namjoon ignored Hoseok and stared at Chaeyoung. She stared back.

"I hate this handbook," Namjoon muttered.

"We all do," Yoongi said, putting his headphones back on. "Doesn't mean we don't have to follow it."

Namjoon leaned back in his chair and pressed his palms against his eyes. His head was pounding. It always pounded after these encounters. And underneath the headache, underneath the frustration and the righteous anger, there was something else.

That flicker.

The one he'd felt in the corridor when Seokjin had leaned in close enough that he could count his eyelashes. The one that had made him step back. He didn't want to think about it. He actively, aggressively did not want to think about it, because thinking about it meant examining it, and examining it meant admitting that it existed, and admitting that it existed was—

"Earth to Joon." Hoseok was waving a kimbap roll in front of his face. "You're doing the thing again."

"What thing?"

"The thing where you go quiet and your left eye twitches and you look like you're solving quantum physics in your head but you're actually just thinking about-"

"I'm not-" Namjoon swatted the kimbap away. "I'm thinking about the first-years. I'm thinking about how to actually protect them from someone who's figured out how to terrorize people without technically breaking any rules."

"That's a you problem," Yoongi said from behind his laptop. "I'm going back to the budget report."

"Nobody asked you to leave, Yoongi."

"Nobody asked me to stay either." But a small smirk tugged at the corner of Yoongi's mouth, and Namjoon knew- despite the complaints, Yoongi was on his side. They all were. That was the thing about his friends. They annoyed the hell out of him, but they were the only people in this school who understood what it was like to carry the weight of three thousand students' well-being on your shoulders.

Namjoon pulled the clipboard toward him and clicked his pen. He crossed out the line where he'd written verbal intimidation and tried to think of something else. Something that would stick. Something that would finally, finally make Kim Seokjin understand that this school was not his personal kingdom.

But even as he wrote, his mind kept drifting back to that moment in the corridor, the smell of metallic lavender, the way Seokjin's chin had lifted, the raw, defiant heat in his eyes when he'd said You should be terrified of me too.

Namjoon's pen stopped.

He shook his head hard, like a dog shaking off water, and went back to writing.

Two floors below, in a bathroom on the first floor, Kim Seokjin gripped the edges of the sink and stared at his reflection in the mirror.

His face was calm. His breathing was even. From the outside, he looked like a person who had just finished a perfectly pleasant Tuesday lunch.

But his hands were shaking.

Not from fear. Not from guilt—he didn't feel guilt; he had never felt guilt, and he was fairly certain he never would. No, they were shaking from something else. From the way Namjoon had stepped into his space. From the way his voice had dropped into that low register that had made the air between them feel thick. From the way Namjoon had looked at him in that split second before he'd stepped back—not with hatred, not with disgust, but with something raw and unguarded that Seokjin had never seen on Kim Namjoon's face before.

Seokjin turned on the tap and splashed cold water on his face.

He straightened up, grabbed a paper towel, dried his skin with precise, controlled movements, and looked himself in the eye.

Get it together.

He balled up the paper towel and threw it at the trash can. It missed. He didn't pick it up.

When he walked out of the bathroom, his smile was back in place, and no one looking at him would have ever guessed that Kim Namjoon had gotten under his skin.

Not even a little.

Not even two centimeters worth.

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