This fic will contain some very triggering things so please don't read if you're triggered easily!
{triggers: abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, self harm, alcohol, smoking}
updated note (14/02/16): if any of you can relate to anything in this, or any of my other stories, feel free to DM me. I'm happy to speak or just to listen. A lot of what I've written has been based on my own feelings, so I do know how some of you feel. Don't hesitate to DM me if you need to. Stay safe, guys.