October 5, 2015
12:46 a.m
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Dear Hadley,
I am sitting in the hospital right now. I found out why you weren't at school. The words on this page don't even matter right now because they have become blurs of ink. I have been crying for a long time. They won't tell me what's going on right now. I hope you are okay. I really miss you. This page is useless. This whole book is useless. I should just stop writing. But I won't. These letters are keeping me calm. I hope you're okay, and your family. I miss seeing Tyler everyday. I miss seeing your dad. I miss seeing every one. Come back Hadley.
So, here's another shot for you my dear, even though they didn't let me bring whiskey into the hospital, to fill the hole in my heart
Love, Grayson