no, I'm not fine I'm delirious
I'm sobbing into a meaty shoulder because
The world is so hot
I just want to see Annie again
I want Marcel back I want I want I want
But how cruel fate is, because
I don't get anything
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Reiner touches me the night before
We are called out again.
It's pain, however not pleasure
Because he hugs me so tight
So warmly.
"I'm sorry, Bertolt, that I wasn't able to
See how much I hurt you those years
In the walls. I'm sorry. Bertolt. I'm sorry."
It's not an excuse that I want
It's not an apology either
I want to know if he's okay.
If he is
'fine'
like me
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Reiner battles that Titan
We saw at the tower.
It's huge, covered in hair
With sunken in eyes and
An evil grin.
He fails
And what do I do?
I pull him free.
I pull him from that
Blinding heat that seers my arms
And fuck!
Doesn't he know I'm hurting already
I'm want to die I want to diE
I wanT tO Di E R e INer saVe mE
pLEaSe
He apologizes again. Kisses me so hard and
The one seeing stars.
Not an Ending, But a Beginning
tell me how much you need me
because I have no
will of my own
-Bertolt