I hate that I will never feel
Never believe
Never comprehend my feelings for you
I wish you would die at the hands of my grasp
So you may lose feeling too
I hate that your living life without me
Your smile steadily burns in my chest
But I cant feel it because I continue to pursue you
Yet you show no let up
Like a weeds in the midst of a garden I continue to pull and pull for the roots within your soul
But at last I've given up
Because I've found I have no strength left to pull