i knocked hard on jacks door waiting fearful of his arrival.
"hey remy" he said opening the door. i pushed last him and walked in. "i need to tell you something before things get worse" i said quickly. "look just let me talk really fast, its gonna be quick so keep up" i explained pacing back and fourth.
"at that party after we got into that argument sa-" i had that nasty feeling once more. i gagged and ran to the bathroom and threw up for the second time.
"shit remy are you okay?' jack asked "yeah just a little nausiated" i explained and almost fell getting back up. "lets get you to the hospital" jack said lifting me up and carrying me to his car.
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the car ride was quick and i barely got him to wait in the waiting room.
"well good news mrs. monroe" the doctor paused "you are very healthy and 2 weeks pregnant" he announced. "thats good news and- what!" i yelled sitting up.
"no no no no no i can't be pregnant sir please no" i said running my hands through my hair and leaving them covering my face.
sam didn't want to make sure i didn't date jack he knew jack would eventually push him away, he just needed something that was everlasting, something that would forever remind jack that he won that apart of him will always be with him messing things up.
((not saying a baby is a burden btw lol)
he did that through me.
god how could i be so stupid, he never wore a condom the first time he had sex with me.
i started crying, bawling actually.
how am i going to explain this to jack how am i gonna prove to him i wasn't trying to hurt him.
"i'm guessing you weren't wanting a baby" the doctor said.
"no i wasn't i'm 18 this can't happen" i cried.
*jack the doctor said he needs to run some test nothing to serious meet you at ur place* i sent trying to get him to give me some time to myself.
why! just fucking why me!