You Just Love To Hate Me || R...

By rachelhorror

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{Originally called Trouble In Paradise AKA Warped Tour} Chris Motionless has a sister. No one really knows si... More

Introduction
Chapter 1: I Know I'm Not Alone
Chapter 2: We Knew That We Were Destined To Explode
Chapter 3: Pay The Price For Your Betrayal
Chapter 4: It's None Of Your Business
Chapter 5: I'm Not Gonna Make It
Chapter 6: Coffin Kiss
Chapter 7: I'll Change Face To Get What I Crave
Chapter 8: Blood On Your Tongue With A Crass Embrace
Chapter 9: You Left Us All So Soon
Chapter 10: So Let's Rewind Back
Chapter 11: All The Lies In The Books
Chapter 12: Your Memory Our History
Chapter 13: Something Off, See It In Their Faces
Chapter 14: I'm Drowning From Within
Chapter 15: My Mind Is Cursed
Chapter 16: Let Him Into Your Heart Then You Can Start To Make It Better
Chapter 17: Your Withered Heart And Everything It's Seen
Chapter 18: Pretty Little Lady With The Swollen Eyes
Chapter 19: When Hope Looks Lost There's No One To Be Found
Chapter 20: Once My Remains Are On The Floor I'll Blossom Like A Flower
Chapter 21: Will You Remember Me After The Lights Go Out
Chapter 23: Tear Out My Eyes
Chapter 24: I'm The Darkest Night That's Way Too Cold
Chapter 25: You Said This Would Last Forever
Chapter 26: Shall I Stay Would It Be A Sin
Chapter 27: I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday
Chapter 28: One Day Lovers Will Dream Of This Undying Kiss
Chapter 29: I Know You're Laying Back Contemplating Your Own Death
Chapter 30: When Your Dreams Come To An End, How Will You Buy Your Happiness
Chapter 31: It's Insane That I Can't Get You Out Of My Bed
Chapter 32: Time Won't Help You 'Cause Karma Has No Deadline
Chapter 33: A Flawed Masterpiece
Chapter 34: The Put You Back Together When You Fall Apart
Chapter 35: Even When I Doubt You I'm No Good Without You
Update:

Chapter 22: I'm The Only Thing Inside Of You That You Cannot Control

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By rachelhorror

Song for this chapter: Hatefuck - Motionless In White

Vamp's POV

"Shit," I winced as Megan worked her needle along my collar bone. I felt something on my hand, but I couldn't move to see what it was so I just grabbed it and felt the same calloused finger tips rubbing across my knuckle that I always do.

"Collarbones are one of the more painful tattoos," Megan chuckled.

"That's one way of putting it," I grimaced.

"You're doing well. I've had people in here crying and screaming when I do their tattoos," She smiled encouragingly at me. Megan and I have been talking for the hour that she's been doing my tattoo while Ricky and Angelo talked across the room. She's such a lovely person and she even told me how close her and Chris are and how they used to date. We decided to go get coffee together on Thursday which should be fun since it's one of my free days. Obviously I'll spend most of my time with Ricky, but I spend a lot of time with him and I don't really have any girl friends other than Ashley Costello who I don't see often anymore.

"And done," She smiled. "Stay still while I clean you up and then I'll show it to you," She grinned proudly. She wiped my neck with an antiseptic wipe then handed me a mirror. 

I sat up and held the mirror so I could see my collarbone and saw that 11/02/15  was written in cursive writing. "I love it," I smiled and hugged her tightly. "Thank you so much."

"Of course dear. It looks very good on you," She smiled once I released her.

I looked over to see Ricky is also sat up, as his was finished around the same time as mine, but he's still admiring his with a massive grin on his face. Megan told me to pay when I'm ready and dragged Angelo out of the room. I hopped on the seat next to Ricky and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Do you like it?" I asked and kissed under his ear.

"It's perfect," He whispered in awe, looking at me through the mirror. 

"I know," I smiled. A tear rolled down his cheek and I giggled slightly. "Are you crying?"

"No, I have allergies," He said and wiped his cheek.

"So do I. I'm allergic to bullshit," I said and fake sneezed.

"Shut up. Can't I be happy?"

"I'm happy too do you see me crying?"

"It's not just the tattoo," He shook his head. "It's the fact that I finally have you after so long of dreaming about it and these just make it seem so much more real. They show me that I'm not a rebound, this isn't a fling, this is real."

"Of course it's real," I giggled at his worrying. "It's not like I lie when I say I love you; I really really do."

"I love you too, even if you're a pain in the ass 90% of the time," He smirked and I shoved him with a look of mock shock on my face. "But you're my pain in the ass," He grinned.

"Literally," I giggled and he gave me a look of mock disgust. "Well I better go and get my name changed. Wish me luck."

"Good luck," He smiled and kissed my cheek.

I stood up and he slapped my ass. "Asshole," I mumbled and flipped him off as I walked out.

--

It took me two fucking hours to get my name changed. The queues there were so fucking long and the woman there spoke to me for ten minutes about how serious name changing is and I should think very hard about it and then when I said what I wanted my name to be, she gave me the same ten minute lecture then transferred me to someone else because she 'can't deal with rowdy teens these days.' I'm 22...

My phone chimed with a text from an unknown number that said: 'Hey it's Megan. Ricky told me to tell you that he won't be home for another couple hours because of how big his tattoo is, but he doesn't want you to see it until it's finished so he said to go home and he'll be there soon. Also I want to know if 2pm Thursday is a good time for you?'

'Thank you Megan. 2pm is perfect I'll see you then just text me the address of the place.'

She texted me the address as I got into my car and I texted her a quick 'thank you' then I started the car up and 'Live Fast, Die Beautiful' by Escape The Fate came blaring out of my speakers. I smiled and started driving, singing along. 

I reached the house after a short while and when I entered everyone was there waiting, except for Chris. "Hey guys," I smiled.

"Let me see it!" Balz exclaimed and ran up to me.

"Me too!" Galaxy squealed and ran after him. It's not hard to tell who the children are within these bands.

I pulled my shirt collar down enough for them to see and Galaxy started incoherently squealing about how adorable it is or something.

We all sat down when there was a knock at the door. Flame stood to get it and walked in with Chris following behind him. "Balz told me you guys were all here and that I should swing by if I get the chance," He mumbled with his hands in his pockets.

"Come sit," I smiled and tapped the seat next to me.

He smiled and sat down next to me and that's when I realised that my tattoo is peeking through my shirt collar. I pulled it up quickly, but not quick enough. "Did you get a new tattoo?" He asked. I nodded, "Sweet! Can I see it?" I have to show him otherwise it'll be suspicious so I just hope he won't notice. "Is that the day you and Ricky got together?" He asked. I nodded again and the whole room was filled with an awkward silence. "That's cute. I'm glad you guys are so into each other." He grinned.

"Really?" I asked in shock.

"Yeah," He nodded. "I promised to support you no matter what and you're an adult now so i think it's great."

"Thank you Chris," I squealed and hugged him tightly.

"It's okay," He chuckled and hugged me back. "It's time I started supporting you mroe so this is a start."

--

It's been three hours and Ricky still isn't back. I'm starting to get really worried.

"Vamp stop pacing; he'll be back soon," Flame said.

"He said he'd be here an hour ago," I groaned and started chewing on my sleeve. 

"He's a big boy he can take care of himself," Ryan said.

I rolled my eyes and kept pacing.

Chris' phone started to ring so he ran into the other room quickly and took the call. He didn't come back for about ten minutes, but when he came back he looked like he's going to be sick.

"Vamp sit down please," He pleaded and sat down on the couch. I took a deep breath and sat next to him. "Okay I need you to stay calm for me. Promise you'll stay calm?"

"Chris you're scaring me," I said as tears filled my eyes. "Is Ricky okay?"

He shook his head softly as tears filled his own eyes. "There's been an accident."

Thank you so much for reading! If I get 5 votes today I'll update the next chapter as well. I changed the name of this story from Trouble In Paradise AKA Warped Tour to You Just Love To Hate Me because I really didn't like the other name.

I have a new story out called Love, Lust & Liars please please please go check it out it'd mean the world to me honestly.

Please vote if you enjoyed it helps me out so much, comment what you thought of the chapter and of this book so far, maybe follow me if you want updates on this story, my other Ricky stories in the works and the three I also have called 'Love, Lust & Liars, 'I Have No Idea Who I Am' and 'Love Lust & Liars' as well as general stuff I'm working on, check out my other stories if you're enjoying this one as again it'd help me out a lot!

Also, for those of you who do not know, I have a oneshot book where you can request a oneshot from me! Just go to that and the first part (titled 'How To Request') will show you how to request and what to request if that makes sense! This would also help me out a hell of a lot! If you read my pointless rambling until the end comment 'bubble butt' and because I love you I will check out your account, read some of your stories and follow you if they look good!

I love you all so much, thank you so much for reading this I honestly appreciate it and you so fricking much! Stay beautiful lovelies!
~Rachel

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