Look imma tell you a secret, something you can't tell anyone else
I wanna tell you something important, but you can't let the secret out
My life is scary and tiring
Here look at my ring
By the end Imma lose it
Not the ring, I love it
My mind, I hate it
It's filled with stuff that scares me
Stuff that chills me
It's filled with so much fiery hatred
Not directed at anyone in particular cuz there's no one I hate
Or is there? I don't know, I'm losing my mind
I'm losing it to blind hatred, here erase it, press rewind
I don't wanna think the thoughts I think no more
I'm scared out of my mindOr am I scared of me, and what I am
Who I may be
Is this person I see in the mirror really me?
Sometimes I wanna crumble like a cookie and cry
So I won't have to lie and tell you I'm just, "Fine."
Sometimes I wanna flip out and scream
So that this smile won't just gleam
And tell you, "My life is perfect."
And so I don't have to use all these special effects
I trying to live, through this day, and the next
I really trying not to get put under arrest
I don't want to die the way my mind wants me to
I don't want to kill myself the way my mind tells me too
Now I gotta try and live through the day and the next.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hey guys, it me. Nw this poem slash rap slash song is partly by @T3DD13_834R who is my best friend so fan her my lovelies!