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The red light turns green and he drives off. Street of Doncaster seems so tranquil at 12 midnight. Weird, because it's usually noisy and packed with cars and teenagers hanging around the bars. But tonight, it's empty.
Like the whole part of his heart.
A familiar sigh left his straight lips and he shoves away an unexpected tears, dropping slowly on his tanned skin.
Louis screams at the top of his lungs and he stomps on the pedal, his car accelerates quickly, the friction of his car's tyre and the road leaves a dark mark. He do not know where is he heading, all he knows is, he wanna drive away from all the sadness that's in him. Furthermore, his mom is at his flat, he can't go home like this or she'll shoot Louis with hella bunch of questions.
So, he speeds up, until his gaze finds a park. Louis parks his car on the side of the driveway and quickly slides out of his car. The wind blows his hair, and he is frustrated of himself for not getting a cut. This goddamn hair.
"I might end up like Harry." Louis groans and he plops on one of the benches that has been set around the park.
A tear touches his skin, and he cries out a scream. Louis puts his hand over his heart as he fists his tee, an action that resembles him grabbing his heart and telling it to stay strong.
Because he knows, one thing for sure, at this time, this very moment, he's not strong enough to stop himself from breaking down.
Why does this always happen to him?
He suffered enough of losing Eleanor, and had to deal with publicity stunt that Modest had set up for him and Briana, his old friend. Now, when he met Beth at a festival held in Doncaster a month ago, he thought his world would shine again and he promised himself not to let this one go. But how could fate did this to him?
I hate you, Louis!
Why did you lied?
I should've known you were that Louis at the mall!
One Direction member? Just what the fuck is that!
I don't wanna be seen because that Louis I know in One Direction is a heart breaker and a bitch! And you said you liked me while actually no! You said that to a million girls at the same time how sweet!
Fuck off, Louis. I'm done.
And I wanna tell you a secret. Eleanor is my best friend. She suffered enough to live a life without you. She became thin, depressed and losing hope day by day. You killed the joy and laughter in Eleanor. I lost my cheeky girl. And I've once told myself, if I ever did meet this Louis fucking Tomlinson guy, I would never let him stay alive. But you know what? At least I still have heart. And for that, I'll leave you. Don't text me, don't ask Fred anything about me or come near my life because fuck you for destroying Eleanor and lying to me. Worst bye.
Worst bye.
W o r s t b y e.
The words keep echoing inside his head and it tortures Louis' broken heart even more.
He didn't leave Eleanor. They decided to split for good, though. Louis was the one suffering over the break up, while El? She looks happy, well maybe she became thinner but at least they still didn't lost contact. It wasn't his fault that Modest wanted to set him up with Briana and made him lose Eleanor for some publicity attention. It wasn't Louis' fault.
Beth should've known better.
She should've known the truth behind it.
But the truth is, he lied. Louis lied.
He knew about Beth hating on Louis from One Direction and she kept babbling about how he has a deceiving look but uses it for some purposes. Louis finds it cute that Beth hates him without knowing the guy she was texting is the one she has been hating.
But nah, now it's not cute at all. Beth hates him and he is now a lifeless person.
Not cute at all.
He wasn't honest enough towards Beth. He should've told her his exact identity rather than to hide behind his phone like a scaredy little anonymous with no dick. He should've been honest but it's just too late.
He's way too late and Beth is now far out of his league.
The girl ran away.
Beth ran away, from Louis.
And the truth kinda pained him.
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"Dude, come on. Stop crying." Fred pokes Beth's little nose using his index finger and hugs her shoulder tighter.
Beth shakes her little head and snuggles into Fred's toned chest. She grabs the small of his back and pulls his body closer to her, hoping for some strength. Even just a little.
"Beth, don't cry. He's not worth all your tears." Fred cups her face and uses his thumb to wipe away the little droplets on Beth's cheeks.
Beth tries to stop those tears, but then she break down again.
"Here we go again." Fred says.
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Fred: fuk u she wont stop crying
Fred: thank u so much
Fred: for hurting my best friend
Fred: and lying to her
Fred: now i regret u
Fred: i regret us
Fred: woops where are we again
Fred: i regret giving her number to u
Fred: i s2g dont even show up on her house door like those stupid movies
Fred: happy ending doesnt even exist
Fred: like wtf now look at these lovebirds situation
Fred: the girl is crying on ma shoulder
Fred: and the guy is prolly at a park late at midnight cryin like a lifeless biatch
Fred: no need those tears
Fred: u are the one hurting her ok ok
Fred: ugh im distressed af
Fred: can u just come here and switch shoulders with me
Fred: the cramp is getting on me gosh
Fred: her head prolly weighed more than her body u g h
Fred: wtf ure ignoring me
Fred: hey
Fred: oi
Fred: HELLO IS ANYONE IN TOWN
Fred: k
Fred: bai
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Oh my gosh i feel like ughhhhhhhhhhh
Love ya, d.a x