He had looked notorious the night before, striding through the ballroom with his devil-may-care smile.
Tonight, dressed in stark black and holding her against him, he looked powerful and notorious. His icy blue eyes saw straight through her makeup and his sculpted jaw clenched as he looked her over.
But where a gentleman would have apologized profusely to a lady of her birth and set her on her feet, he kept his grip on her arms. "Madame Guerrier, it was an honor to see you perform."
His silky voice stole her breath away. He hadn't recognized her - unless he was toying with her. "Merci, your grace," she said, keeping her voice low and heightening the French accent she used at the theatre.
He arched a single brow. "I did not know we were acquainted. Surely I would remember being introduced to one such as you."
It was a fatal slip. If she was the actress she claimed to be, she would never have seen him before. "Of course not, your grace. Madame Legrand said a red-haired duke was in attendance. I merely guessed you to be the duke."
He still looked at her with those disturbingly perceptive eyes. "I do hope I haven't inconvenienced you, but I must ask you a question of a rather... delicate nature. Shall I accompany you to your carriage?"
This was the second time in twenty-four hours that he wanted to ask her a question, but she had no illusions this time. He knew who she was. She was certain he knew - the way he looked at her, as though assessing a target; how his hands gripped her, as though she might run. She would be ruined, and by a man whose own reputation was hardly spotless. The only question was whether he would ruin her with a clean cut direct - or demand something to buy his silence. The shiver that went through her on that thought didn't feel much like fear, but she refused to consider what it might be instead.
She dug deep, ready to brazen it out. "You may not escort me to my carriage. My mother does not permit me to associate with strange men." She nodded in the direction of Josephine, who closed her mouth and attempted to look dignified.
"Your mother?" Ferguson asked. He was understandably skeptical, since Josephine was nearly six inches shorter than Madeleine and dressed in plain, serviceable grey. "And what of Monsieur Guerrier?"
"Sadly, he left me alone in the world," she said, sniffing as though the memory of her nonexistent husband still caused her pain.
"A pity, I am sure," he said, a predatory smile playing on his lips.
She swatted his arm and tried again to pull away. "It was a tragedy. Now if you will excuse me, I really must be home before the hour grows any later."
He smoothly turned her, taking her arm as though they were a couple on promenade. She could feel the taut muscles trapping her against him - and was reminded that this was not a weak lordling, but a man used to having his way. "My dear Madame Guerrier... what is your Christian name?"
The question caught her off guard. "Marguerite," she said, maintaining her fake identity despite the slamming of her heart against her ribs.
"Marguerite," he said, the word rolling over his tongue as though he could seduce her just with the sound of it. "Marguerite, I can hardly hope you will give me the answer I want to hear - but tell me, have you taken a protector?"
She stopped in her tracks. Of all the questions she thought he might ask her - why she was in disguise, how she could act in such a place, what she would do to stop him from ruining her - she didn't expect this. "How can you ask such a thing?"
"This is surely not the first time a man has asked you?"
She waved a hand in the air, pretending she had been offered for many times before. "The ton would expect you to do better than an unknown actress from Seven Dials."
He laughed. "All mistresses start somewhere, darling. But I must confess I have little use for the ton, nor it for me."
He said it lightly, but Madeleine caught a glimpse of the lost boy beneath his polished masculinity. He almost sounded lonely.
Rather how she often felt herself.
So even though she should have run shrieking from him, that flash of sympathy made her soften the blow. "It is too soon to speak of such things, your grace."
"I have not taken a mistress in years, nor have I ever offered for one without having a single conversation. But you are too lovely and too talented to miss. It is not just likely that you will become someone's mistress - it is inevitable."
She narrowed her eyes at him. "If you think so little of my virtue, then I must bid you good evening."
"Your virtue is something you wish to protect?"
"It is," Madeleine said. If there was a tremor in her voice, it was from indignation at the way his hand forced her chin up to look into his face, not from the pleasure she got from his touch.
He held her there for an endless minute. She couldn't see him properly in the dark, but felt everything in his gaze - attraction, annoyance, a devilish sense of humor, an autocratic need to be obeyed. But it was the heat lurking underneath that made her nervous - and set off a matching heat as she blushed under his assessing eyes.
Finally, he released her. She might have fallen from relief if her knees weren't locked in place. "Madame Guerrier, you have my apologies. I should not have assumed you were like every other actress in London. Your virtue is as superlative as your talent."
She inclined her head, accepting his apology.
Then he stepped closer. "But in case you do not realize what you are denying..."
He pulled her into his arms, brushing a light kiss across her lips. The feel of his hands was like the satin and steel of a corset as they wrapped around her, sensuous and unforgiving. The surprising heat of his mouth on hers made her gasp. Her shoes, higher than she normally wore, unbalanced her, and she leaned into him without thinking. As his kiss grew more insistent, she felt herself melting. This was the kind of kiss she imagined, the kind that made every other man fade into nothingness. Her dream the night before had not prepared her for the reality of Ferguson's touch, hot and hungry for her. She might have even kissed him back...
But then Josephine shrieked in outrage and clouted him on the back with her valise. The force of the blow pushed him against her for one moment before he caught himself and set her back on her feet with a laugh.
"Very well, madame, I shall not attempt to seduce your daughter... tonight," he said, winking at Madeleine.
He let her pull away from him, although she still felt warm and trembly from the need that overrode her caution. "Perhaps I shall seek you out and ask for your company again," he said. Then he picked up her hand and brought it to his lips. "Or perhaps we will find a more pleasurable method of persuasion."
She shivered under his touch as the implication of his words washed through her. "I really mustn't."
He handed her up into the carriage. "Then I live in hope that you will change your mind."
It was a pretty phrase, but his eyes still looked hot and demanding as he stepped away from the coach. He helped Josephine into the coach as well, even though she glared at him like a revolutionary sizing up an aristocrat's neck for the guillotine. Then he tipped his hat to Madeleine. "Until your next performance, Madame Guerrier."
He shut the door and Madeleine collapsed into the seat. She would be ruined. Whether caught by her family, recognized on the stage, or found out by the duke of Rothwell, she couldn't keep the sterling reputation her years as a spinster had gained her.
Ferguson's gaze, the feel of his lips, the heat of his arms around her - she still felt it all, like a brand on her skin. She shifted in her seat as that tiny kernel of desire within her eased some of her fear. If her ruin was inevitable, she suspected that ruin at Ferguson's hands would be the most pleasurable alternative.
Josephine handed her a fan from the depths of her valise. "You must not let yourself be overset, ma petite," she said, even though she sounded overset herself.
Madeleine cooled herself with the fan, trying to calm her nerves. Ferguson had made an outrageous proposal - but he did not seem to know who she was, and she must keep him from guessing. She would go to every social event her theatre schedule would permit and sit primly with the other ape-leaders. She would also fulfill her duties as the twins' chaperone, but would only call on them when Ferguson was too occupied to stumble upon her.
She might prefer the duke's touch to a more garden-variety scandal - but she was much too smart to seek it out.
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