Jason P.O.V
I watched as we both leaned in closer and closer. My eyes begged me to close them but I just couldn't. Is my dream really becoming reality? Am I really about to kiss Justin Bieber? My student? The boy I have had a crush on since months ago? Am i really about to do that?
I didn't want to close my eyes. What if this is a dream? What if when I close my eyes Justin's closeness disappears and i'm just left with my empty dream? I needed air. I couldn't breath properly but I didn't dare to pull away from him. I didn't dare to ruin the closeness I shared with Justin.
"Are we really about to do this?" He whispered breaking the silence.
"I don't even know what's happening. Don't ask me" I mumbled not louder than him. His eyes kept on shifting from my eyes to my lips. They wouldn't stay put for more than three seconds.
"I really really want to... I want to know what your lips tastes like... Please" He begged. His arms started to raise until they grasped my torso. My breath hitched as his warm small hands squeezed my skin.
"Then do it before I coward away" I whispered and he started leaning in even more. Just as our lips were about to touch the gym doors slammed open making me jump away from Justin. I turned to face the door to see the student of my five PM lesson walking in. Goddamn.
I looked over at Justin and he was watching me with a glare. Is it my bad? He was the one who was slow to kiss me. I swear at this point i'm going to get blue balls with that kid.
"Hey, couch!" Sam yelled from the edge of the ring. Justin turned to glare at him before shooting me another look and storming off. Sadly, i'm not filming a movie and I can't go running on his tail because I have a lesson to teach.
I groaned internally and fake smiled at Sam. Couldn't he come three minutes late? He went away to change just as Justin walked out with his gym bag on his shoulder "Have fun on your lesson" He mumbled as he walked by me.
I got off of the ring and stormed towards him. I grabbed his forearm and turned him around to face me. He gave me an annoyed look making me roll my eyes "Are you seriously mad he came in?" I asked in disbelief.
"I'm not!" He spat making me smirk.
"I think you're jealous that your little moment ended before it started" As soon as the words left my mouth I just wanted to swallow them back down. Ugh, why am I so stupid?!
"My little moment? Lets not forget you just egged me on to kiss you, Mr. teacher and that's enough for me to get you to court and have your teacher licence taken away, is that what you want?" My mouth hung open at his words. I narrowed my eyes at him and pointed a finger at his chest.
"You can do whatever you want Justin Drew Bieber, but you do not threaten my career, are we clear? I've worked so hard to be where I am at the moment and your jealousy and tantrums will not ruin that for me" I said through clenched teeth. How could he? After all I've been through?
Many emotions were shown through Justin's eyes with every word I said.
"Tantrums, huh? Jealousy?" He raised his hand and slapped me right on the face "I am not some spoiled brat. I know when to back the hell off and for your information. Why the hell would I be jealous of nobodies like the person who just walked in?" He asked crossing his arms.
"Nobodies? You just said you weren't a spoiled brat, why would you say that then? You just proved me right. I think its best for you to leave" He looked at me for a second before adjusting his bag on his shoulder.
"You're right. I'm leaving" He said turning around to leave. Half way to the way out he turned around again "Oh and by the way couch, I quit your fucking class" With that he walked out.
What the hell just happened here?
Justin P.O.V
I stormed out trying hard not to led the tears fall. I tried hard to encourage myself thinking about how this was just not possible. There were many reasons why this relationship wouldn't work and the many obstacles getting in between are just proof.
I know i'm mostly making up most of the obstacles but... I can't help it. Jason doesn't like me and I can't help but think that he doesn't because he already likes another one of his students. I think he was going to let me kiss him out of pity as well.
If we ever were about to be in a relationship it would be an unhealthy one. He is way too compulsive and can be violent as well. Not psysically violent but verbally. He stabbed my heart with those words back there. How could he say that? I thought with me wanting to kiss him he'd figure out I liked him but no, the stupid man is naive as well.
I know I got out of line with the court and licence threat but ugh. That boy didn't have to come in at that specific time. I unlocked my car and got in slamming the door shut. I looked over to the building but Jason didn't come out running towards me to say sorry... I guess this is reality.
The best thing I did was quit his class. I couldn't stand seeing his face everyday at the same time. I started the engine and drove home, groaning as I remembered tonight's mom's dinner and specially after this happened. Great, this mess is just great.
I parked outside of my house and got off of the car after taking my gym bag, walking up the steps and even without opening the door I could smell mom's cocking but at this point all I wanted to do was eat a whole tub of ice cream while watching romance failures on Netflix. I walked inside dropping the bag by the door.
Mom's head popped out of the kitchen window and raised an eyebrow at me. I walked over to the kitchen and straight to fridge, taking out the strawberry ice cream and taking a spoon from one of the drawers. I took a seat on one of the stools without mom taking her eyes off of me still with an eyebrow raised.
I looked down at my ice cream not in the mood to actually have a conversation about what happened. Or maybe I did want to talk about it but I didn't know how to strike up a conversation. Why must everything in life be so difficult? This is just not fair.
"Well?" Mom said. I looked up to see her still looking at me with a brow raised. I shook my head and looked down again "Come on, Justin. You know better than to tip toe around me with topics that bothers you" I sighed and took a spoonful of ice cream in my mouth and let the spoon drop back into the tub.
I swallowed the ice cream and looked at my mom sadly "What happens when you like someone, but that someone doesn't seem to like you back? Plus that someone is so much older than you?" I asked. Mom narrowed her eyes at me and took a seat in front of me.
"Well... Nothing happens, you just like that someone. About that someone not liking you... How do you know? Have you asked them? And about the age difference... I'd allow you to date as old as twenty-seven, not more because I wouldn't like you dating someone who looked like your grandparents" I nodded my head slowly.
"I know this person doesn't like me because today we had an encounter and I threatened with something I know they have worked really hard to achieve. I threatened to take it away from them" I said shamefully.
"Justin!" Mom yelled "What have I told you about threatening people?!"
"Not to do it" I answered quietly.
"Not to do it" She repeated. I looked at her with a bored expression to which she just sighed to. I looked down at the melting ice cream sadly.
"I just really like him, mom" I said "You wouldn't even get to understand. Its like he could actually lighten my whole day by just giving me a smile. He would look at me with those eyes as bright as the sun and I would want to melt on the spot. But he said something hurtful to me today and I know I got out of line with what I said but he didn't have to be so harsh. He is older so he should know"
"Oh darling!" He exclaimed, standing up and hugging me by the head, you know those awkward hugs moms give? Yeah those. She let go and smiled slightly at me "Just follow your heart. If it makes you happy go for it. If a penguin makes you happy, grab it without giving anyone an explanation. Just go for it because in life, only happiness matters to a certain point" She explained.
"Thank you, mom" I said in all honesty as I hug her back.
"All in all , Justin, who do you like?" She asked. I let go of her and looked hesistant. Do I tell her? I mean, she might freak out but come on, I can't just tell her I like my boxing teacher. That just sounds wrong "I would never judge you for who your heart chooses to like, Justin"
I looked at her and she looked sincere. I mean come on, she is my mother. She wouldn't hurt me just because I tell her a small confession... Or a big one but that's not the point at the moment. I took a deep breath and looked at her in the eye.
"I like... Mr. McCann"
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I FINALLY updated. I am so deeply sorry for the long wait. Enjoy!
~ Eli