You Rejected Me Alpha, Remember?

Chapter 086

  Chapter 086
 
 
 
 
   Myra's point of view
 
 
 
   My head stormed with a past I wasn't familiar with, yet I felt connected to the memories. Like they were indeed mine. They might be new, but felt extremely old, as though it's always been there. In my head, hidden away from the webs of my brain and knowledge.
 
 
   Now however, I sat still and relive days, moments, and memories that weren't mine at once. Except they were now mine. Myself is who I see as the main character of those memories.
 
 
   How is that possible? Looks like they were right about the spirit I'm one with. But it's still unbelievable, how can I be twined with a goddess's spirit of all spirits that is there to merge with.
 
 
   Other than her memories that swarmed through my brain right now, I'd say I don't feel connected to her at all.
 
 
   Perhaps I do when I was a werewolf, and she was my loyal companion, wolf, the friend I've always needed to pull through my darkest days.
 
 
   "I have to go," I voiced out in a sudden burst as I stood up abruptly and make for the exit.
 
 
   "Huh? Wait, you can't leave yet. I-" I heard as Selene quickly rushed to me.
 
 
   "Yes you can't," Zilahna's voice supported.
 
 
   I kept to motion even at the heard of their words. I've spent too much time here I think I'm going crazy, I need to be alone. I need to think about this all.
 
 
   "Where do you even want to go?" Selene caught up with my steps as she tugged on my wrist and whirl me to a stop in a single move.
 
 
   She'd turn me to face her, and her expression to me was unreadable. Definitely to me, because I have a lot to deal with right now than try to decipher her thoughts.
 
 
   "Anywhere so long as I'm left alone with my thoughts." I jerked my wrist out of her hold and pushed back in motion towards the entrance.
 
 
   "No!" She ran in front of me and blocked my path. "By anywhere, you want to return back to earth?"
 
 
   "And shouldn't I? I don't belong here," I countered in a sharp note. I don't even plan to leave yet, I just want some alone time, need some solitude to settle down with these shits.
 
 
   "Yes you do. This is your birthplace, this is where you belong. I'm not allowing you go back down there again,"
 
 
   My face scrunched at her words. "Are we forgetting that I'm Myra De Vries? The omega Daughter of Ana and Denois De Vries?" My brows furrowed at her.
 
 
   I know I wanted to stay here forever when I first got here, I mean it's a normal thing to say when you look at the beauty and life here. It's different, majestic, and quite the class.
 
 
   However, when I learnt that I'm alive and not dead. I realize I still have Lucas to deal with, and Logan if he's still alive. Hopefully he is.
 
 
   "And you're also Salome, daughter of Selene, the goddess of the Moon and Sea. You're a Demi goddess, powered by the divine moon, future ruler of all oceans. It's your destiny before you ran from it in the past, but now you've return and I'm not letting you go again." She stood her ground to show she meant business.
 
 
   I sighed in frustration, and blew out a tired sigh. Wasn't this the same woman that wanted to prevent Lucas from unleashing the greatest evil the world will ever know?
 
 
   "If I don't return home, don't bother yourself for who is going to rule the seas or oceans. Wanna know why? The Alpha King either destroys it all or rules it all for you. And I'm so sure his reign would make a stop here at Aureum. So tell me, do you think you'll be capable enough to stop him?" I moved closer with my head tipped up so I could speak into her face. She was taller than me, heck everyone here is probably taller than me.
 
 
   It's not like I'm that short, it's just that they were above average heights.
 
 
   "She's right Selene," Zilahna who has been quiet since the altercation between me and Selene started mouthed on my behalf. "I wanted you to stop her from rushing out the other time so I can prepare her a potion, something for her to take daily when she gets back down there to keep her scents masked from the sniffs of the dark force."
 
 
   Both me and Selene turned to face Zilahna. What did she mean by that? Zilahna sure noticed my confusion.
 
 
   "When Salome's spirit entered yours and manifested as your wolf, you became a bound omega. As result, the scent of the goddess was masked inside of you. However, now that you've unbounded, it's going to be dangerous for you to return home without anything to prevent the Dark Force in your trail."
 
 
   My body shook at her explanation. The fuck?
 
 
   Now I don't have to worry about Lucas alone anymore, I have to fucking worry about a dude named The Dark Force??????!!!!!!
 
 
   This is not the shitty life I've always wished for, everything is now so messed up and twisted, so twisted in fact. If only I can scream my frustrations out loud, I could only stare in silence, and lament heavily in my head.
 
 
   Gosh I wish tides could turn and my life would suddenly become normal. I'll suddenly become a werewolf who wasn't an omega, or a vessel for a demi goddess. Just a normal werewolf born into a normal pack and family. It's really not too much to ask for.
 
 
   "You see? That's more reason for her to stay. Kian is literally after her. The Dark Force is no joke, he's powerful and always power hungry. There's no predicting what he wants from you, but i'm sure it's deadly and threatening. I'm not letting you go back, that's final."
 
 
   "Excuse me what?" I've had enough. Honestly what the fuck is all this? Huh? I didn't even ask for this, and yet here I am in constant pain and frustration. The fuck?
 
 
   "I mean what the fuck?" I toned out in a dramatic voice. "Is this selfishness or plain stupidity?" Rage grew into my features as I feel it all rush into my system.
 
 
   And I let it explode. "You're the goddamn boss in charge of my fate. The woman who gave me a cruel life, made me a stupid weak omega that you know is forbidden in the stupid world you created." I exhaled before I continued.
 
 
   "Since Lucas, The Alpha King is a werewolf, one of your creations. So I should assume his life was once under your command right before he went rogue? Yet because of your stupid, sad and selfish reason. You want to throw away the lives of millions, humanity in the next thousand decades, you want to throw it all away because you want to protect me?" I gave her a quizzical look.
 
 
   "How the fuck do you even think that is heroic? If you know you want to protect me, then fucking come down with me and fight whoever it is that wants to take me away from you. Instead of you mating me with Logan so he can protect me from Lucas, fucking protect me yourself and do the job you want us all to do for you."
 
 
   She was extremely silent, I believe silenced by my outburst. There was so much I want to say, but I have to stop where I stopped because time is not on my side. Logan might still be alive so I have to get back quickly and save him.
 
 
   "Now I don't have all day, make me the potion I need and tell me how I'll get back home so I can get back to the chaotic world my life is. I've been here long enough," I said to Zilahna. "Who knows if he has finished Logan off already by now. Gosh it's been how many hours now since I've gotten here?" I spoke under my breath, exasperated.
 
 
   "Uhm. You need to know that a hour here is a full day on earth. Time works differently here, darling," Zilahna brought to my attention.
 
 
   My eyes bulged with shock, "What?!" I screamed. If it is not up to seven hours that I've been here, I'm sure it's past five.
 
 
   What in the fuck?!