Life changes
After that things went on crazy.what i mean by crazy is really crazy like how he left me with nothing,not a note,a warning or any word.i just woke up the next day with a "house for sale" hanging in their house,the window i used to smile to every morning is pitch black,the man i loved gone without telling me.crazy like how my heart broke into hundreds then to thousand and never fixed again
"Hahahaha!!! Hahaha!!! Asan na sya?! Hahaha! Saan sya pumunta!? ...*cries* Ahahahaha! Ikaw?! Alam mo ba?!"
"Kristal stop,he's never coming back again!"
"NO!...NO NO NO!!! Mahal nya ako! Wala kang alam! Wala kang alam HAHAHAHAHA!..........*Cries* H-hi~ a-ako nga pala si Kristal!...Hindi! Hindi! Asan na sya?! Di nya ako iiwan imposible yan! Di nyo alam!"
"Rena please patulugin nyo na si kristal" this girl is so stupid.for letting herself go crazy just because a worthless man left him..oh look who's talking i said to myself the reflection in the mirror glared at me.i've change...marami na akong pinagbago simula nung....yeah.my hair is still long...i got taller.my cheekbone still blushes like im still 18...i coughed and straightened my coat
"Ma'am nakatulog na po si Kristal" Kristal is unfortunately but a little lucky...my sister.ika nga nobody's perfect,the family that i thought was perfect is not anak ni Daddy si Kristal sa ka one night stand nya noon kahit sya di nya alam na isa pa pala syang anak.sure it was hard for me kasabay pa ng pagpunta nya ay yung pagka durog ng puso ko.At first i was angry with Dad but later on i'ved realized why be angry with him for just one mistake after all its just one mistake vs. Many good things he has done and at least nung dumating si Kristal may naging karamay ako,she gave me strength pero sya...she didnt have enough strength so look at what happened to her...and what happened to me
"Ma~" i cried.and cried.i waited.and waited,but nothing came nothing got resolved "mom di na sya babalik.iniwan nya na ako.ma may ginawa ba akong mali? Nagkulang ba ako?" I cant fathom why he left me.a part of me is forever lost...
I studied.very hard.i gave my best in designing nung pumunta ako sa Paris i thought magiging maayos ang lahat pag balik ko tapos aabutan ko yung kapatid kong ganito how silly is that? Hah.The innocent me is lost the kind me is gone and the soft me is still there...somewhere there.hiding i can sense it,it's very much afraid
And all of those is because of him...
Author's Note
Maikli lang talaga tong chapter na to guys sorry...ni jump ko na ang story dahil masyadong magiging mahaba pag hindi ko ni skip...simula ngayon ang pag t'throwback ay bigla nalang sisingit ang mga nangyari ay bigla nalang ding sisingit...sa mga silent reader....hi guys!