Songfic; Bap- Lovesick
Continuation to FTIsland,Memory
(I just continued a 'Oneshot'. Wow.)
[Alternate ending]
[Kyoya × Reader]
~
♡Without you, you're my lovesick♡
♡Because you're not here, I'm..♡
Hibari sighed, pushing his stacks of paperwork to the side of his table, not caring if a couple of sheets fell.
He stared as the papers slowly fluttered to the ground...
♡The moment I first saw you♡
♡My breath was taken away♡
♡My heart pounded and I started to be sick♡
"Mom, may I--"
"Of course you can go to the park, Kyo-kun~ Just wait for me as I grab some things!"his mother interrupted, grinning at him.
Young Kyoya blinked.
How his mother always managed to guess what he wanted was a mystery to him.
'Maybe mom has magical powers!'he thought, a grin like his mother's reflected on his own (chubby) face.
×♡×
"Kyo-kun, why don't you play with the other kids?"his mother asked, tucking a stray strand of brown hair behind her ear as she pat Kyoya's head.
Kyoya bit his lower lip nervously and the brunette before him giggled.
"You have to stop being so shy, Kyo-kun~"
"I-I'm not!"he denied, pouting unconsciously.
("This child is always denying everything."- Kim Sunggyu
"I don't!"- Hoya, lol)
She gently pinched the raven haired boy's cheeks,
"You're so adorable~~"she squealed, fangirling over her own child's cuteness.
"M-Mom!"he blushed.
A girl's giggle broke their little bonding moment,
"Kawaii desuuu~♡"
The mother and son duo blinked at her (Like mother like son XD) and the older woman smiled.
"Why hello, child!"
Kyoya looked away from her, folding his arms as a light blush emerged on his pale face.
"Hn."
"Ah, don't mind Kyo-kun! He's just shy, that's all."
"H-Hai! My name is [L/n] [F/n] and I'm three!"she grinned and bowed.
"Ah~ This is Kyo-kun! Kyoya, actually. Hmm, you're younger than Kyo-kun by two years..."
♡I get nervous if I don't see you for a single day♡
♡I can't hide my shy face♡
♡At the thought of meeting you, I get dressed up♡
"Kyoya!"you called, skipping up to him.
"Good morning!"
"Hn..."he blushed, his usual shyness taking over.
♡I want to talk to you today, I strongly promise myself♡
"Kyoya~~~~!"
"O-Ohaiyo."he stuttered before clamming back up.
"..."
He watched, pink-faced as you stared at him in awe.
"Your voice is beautiful, Kyoya! Why don't you speak more?!"you gushed, causing him to blush harder, embarrassed.
"I-I...Y-You... ... ...Hn..."
♡Should I confess to you? ♡
♡I hesitate hundreds of times♡
"You know, I'd love to hear you sing, Kyoya! Your voice is so awesome, your singing must be magnifi-magnifi- something!"
"...Hn..."he accepted the praise bashfully, looking down at the ground.
"...Magnificent."
"Oh, yeah! Magnifi-Magnifi--"
"Magnificent...Idiot."
You puffed out your cheeks at him when he insulted you.
"Hey, I'm four!"
"Hn."
♡But in front of you, my head grows blank at the smell of your shampoo♡
Kyoya watched in amazement as you danced in the empty room, just for him.
He clapped his tiny hands when you ended with a bow.
You grinned at him,
"Thanks, Kyoya~!! I hope I will do well tomorrow..."
"You will."he answered confidently.
He had never seen anyone move with such grace (except his mother) and was sure that you'd be able to win the competition for talented kids with no doubt.
"Hehe~ Thanks!"
♡As if I'm possessed by something, my heart feels stuffy♡
♡At some point, I became your patient, I can't speak♡
♡This sickness doesn't need a diagnosis, just hug me♡
Kyoya became more cheerful and his words turned from single syllables into full sentences.
(Just imagine the awe from his teacher when he finally stopped answering questions with 'Hn's.)
"[Y.n], get down from that tree this instance."
And he became more protective over you too.
"Mou~ Kyo-chan! I like feeling taller than you!"you pouted, reluctantly climbing down from the 'wonder of nature'.
He smirked,
"Taller...?"
You barely reached his shoulder and he smirked at the fact.
"...You'll grow."
"Aww, really?! Thank kyu so much--"
"Someday. Soon."he interrupted, grinning mischievously. "Just not so soon."
"Hey!"
He smirked in amusement as you stomped your foot in anger.
"Come on,"he squatted down.
"...Huh?"
"You wanted to be taller than me, didn't you, shortie? Get on."
You blinked and climbed onto his back, placing your hands around his neck.
"Like this?"
"Yep."he took a deep breath and stood up, stumbling a little due to the extra weight.
"Ta da. [←monotone'd XD]"
"Hiee!"you shrieked, almost falling. "Slow down! I'm fragile!"
He laughed and started running, the wind causing your hair to whip you in the face,
"Hey! I said I'm fragileeeeee!!"
♡You are the reason I live right now, I need you♡
Hibari let out a happy sigh (...) at the memories.
"I wonder where is she..."
♡My heart beats for you♡
He held up a [f/c] photo frame, smiling at the picture framed in it.
♡I want to hold onto you♡
In the picture was you and him.
♡Words I held in and couldn't say♡
You were giving a peace sign and grinning, the younger him looking bored, directing his gaze away from the camera and at you.
It was the same picture Dino had picked up ten years ago, in Nami-chuu's reception room.
♡I want to shout them loudly♡
♡My feet are running to you♡
♡I miss you♡
♡It hurts so much that I can't hold it in♡
♡I will tell you I love you♡
Kyoya frowned as he waited impatiently for you to go on stage.
'Where is she? She's late.'he thought.
The host gave the crowd an apologetic smile,
"I'm sorry but it seems that [Y.n]-san won't be performing as something came up at the last minute. Well then, the next performer is..."
Kyoya tuned out the rest of the announcement.
You weren't going to appear?
"Kyo-kun! [Y.n]-chan...We have to go now!"his mother gasped as she continued to speak to someone on the phone.
Kyoya raised an eyebrow,
"What happened?"
"I'll tell you on the way. Let's go now!"
×♡×
Turns out that 'Something came up' meant that your family got into a car accident (-touchwood-).
Kyoya, once again feeling impatient, paced up and down the hospital's hallway, solely thinking about your safety.
'Will she make it?! [Y.n] [Y.n] [Y.n] [Y.n] you better pull through, you dumb herbivore! [-touchwood-]'
"Kyo-kun..."his mother watched her son walk around, sighing herself.
"Mom...What if..."
The thought itself brought glistening tears to his grey-blue orbs that you thought were beautiful (OMG, aren't they just?!).
"They'll be fine, Kyo-kun."she replied, standing up and hugging the young boy,"She'll be fine and soon you'll be playing together again."
"M-Mom..."he let the tears fall, burying his face in his mother's warm embrace.
"I-I want [Y.n]-chan back..."
She smiled sadly,
"I know."
♡Look at me, waiting for your call♡
♡Look at me, laughing by myself♡
♡Like a fool, I look at you, I can't hide it♡
Kyoya sighed in relief when he heard that you were fine, immediately running into the hospital room, rushing to your side.
Your unconscious face stared back up at him and he started tearing up all over again.
♡Day by day, I'm curious about you♡
♡I get fevers and get frustrated♡
♡Do you know how I feel? ♡
♡I'm going crazy♡
"Kyoya...?"
He hugged you despite the difficulty (since you were on the bed), crystal-like tears falling from his eyes that were tightly shut.
"F-Finally! You were s-sleeping for so l-long!"
His mother smiled, starting to cry as well.
"We were very worried about you,[Y.n]-chan!"
"S-Sorry for the trouble!"
"You are no trouble, idiot!"Kyoya exclaimed, frowning. "We love you so you are no trouble!!"
You laughed,
"Aishiteru ne~!"
♡My heart beats for you♡
♡I want to hold onto you♡
♡Words I held in and couldn't say♡
♡I want to shout them loudly♡
"I apologise, we have done the best we could, but we couldn't save them."
Kyoya's mother started sobbing, trembling as she tried to think of a way to break out the news to the young children.
"I...I-I understand..."
She ran for the washroom and washed her face, using tissues to dab at her eyes so that they won't be as red as when she rubs them before touching up on her make up and faking a smile.
"T-They have to k-know. N-No matter how c-c-cruel it is, i-it's the truth. They deserve to know."she said to herself, trying to muster up enough courage to inform the children of your parent's demise [touch wood].
♡My feet are running to you♡
♡I miss you♡
♡It hurts so much that I can't hold it in♡
♡I will tell you♡
♡I love you♡
You excused yourself from the dining table and went out to Namimori park for a walk.
"A-Ah, g-gomen..."you bowed to the man you bumped into. "I-I wasn't looking where I was g-going..."
"Hn...It's fine."
The man had short black hair and donned a black suit with a purple button-up shirt under it.
"Be more careful and pay more attention to your surroundings in the future, love."
"I-I will..."
He narrowed his eyes at the small paint gun you were holding. (I don't know why. But I want a paint gun!!)
"With that un-concentrated behavior of yours, you'll never be able to shoot properly."
You pouted at him, "Why do you say so? Maybe I'm an amazing and awesome shooter!"
He smirked.
"Oh? Aim for that tree then."
He said, pointing to a tree about two miles away.
"Fine!"you puffed out your cheeks and aimed at the innocent beauty of nature.
But before you could shoot, he started readjusting your posture.
"Try now."
You pressed the trigger and hit dead center.
"Wahh!! I didn't think I really could do it!"
The 'stranger' just smirked before walking away without you noticing.
♡Look at me, who is in pain♡
Kyoya growled inaudibly as you told him about the man you met earlier that day.
"I actually shot the tree so far away! That guy was so cool!"
♡Hug me, who is in pain♡
"Hn..."
"Something wrong, Kyoya?"you asked.
"No."
But, really...
He was jealous.
♡I only look at you alone♡
♡Every day, day and night, every time♡
♡It's only you♡
~future~
Hibari stood up and went to find Shoichi and Spanner.
"You two."
"Y-Yes?"Shoichi asked, clutching his stomach that had started doing acrobatics in nervousness.
"Build something for me."
"Oh? What?"Spanner asked, tightening a screw on his new mini moska.
"A reverse ten-years bazooka."
♡My heart beats for you♡
For such a long time, he wanted to see the man you saw, so that he could bite him to death for stealing your attention...
"Hn...Finally."
He shot himself with the time travel weapons and brought himself to the past...
'Hmm...Now, to find my love...Or the guy.'
Incidentally, your younger self ran into him.
'Great, now I can prevent them from ever meeting each other!'Hibari thought with a smirk.
As you apologised, he continued thinking about you while giving absently answering and replying you.
'But he's the person who taught her how to shoot...If I stopped them from meeting, that means she wouldn't know how to handle a gun properly in the future...'he thought. 'I shouldn't be selfish...'
And so he started teaching you how to aim, not wanting you to lose the ability of welding a gun in the future.
♡I want to hold onto you♡
♡Words I held in and couldn't say♡
~Present time~
"You. Stay away from her, herbivore!"
"No, stop! Kyoya!!"you cried, tackling him to the ground (which he allowed, obviously. He could have dodged easily, but you would have fallen on your face and...yeah.). "Bad Kyo-chan!"
Whatever was wrong with you, Sawada Tsunayoshi will never know.
"H-Hieee!! [Y.n]-chan, that's dangerous!!"he shrieked.
♡I want to shout them loudly♡
He was heavily injured when he came back from Kokuyo health land.
"To fucking get rid of a stupid threat to Namimori, hmm? To maintain discipline? What the fuck is wrong with you?!"you growled at the hospitalized prefect.
He looked away, not daring to meet your [e/c] eyes that were burning with fury.
You slapped another plaster onto Kyoya's arm, "What is wrong with you, why do you like starting fights so much?!"
"...For your safety..."he whispered inaudibly.
"Did you say something? Speak up!"
"...Nothing."he muttered, looking down at the little yellow fluffy bird that was hopping around on his cupped hands.
♡My feet are running to you♡
When the kid from Tsuna's house came to tell you that Kyoya had landed himself in the hospital, you had ran there immediately, trying to force your way through the people who claimed to be 'Vongola'.
Reborn said they were experts and you trusted him, so despite your impatience and want to see Kyoya, you sat outside the Emergency Room, waiting and fidgeting.
♡I miss you♡
"I...Why won't you grow up and stop being an immature little bitch ,starting fights everywhere?! Those yakuza members are fucked up (not stereotyping) carrying knives and baseball bats, they want to kill you, Kyoya!"you ranted, tears falling. "They look really, really dangerous, with their menacing grin and lust for blood!"
This caught Kyoya's attention.
"They came to find you?!"he hissed, anger lacing his tone.
"I-I... ...Please don't go and look for some more trouble!"
But of course he didn't listen.
♡It hurts so much that I can't hold it in♡
He cared too much.
×♡×
Then he got involved with Mafia.
Mafia, for shit's sake, why the Mafia, of all illegal gangs, he had to get involved- no, made himself one of the members of the largest and most influential Mafia Famiglia, the Vongola!
"Do you really have nothing better to do than to get yourself into trouble?!"
"...Hn..."
"I thought it was just a game, like Yamamoto said, but then I realise that this is all a fucking dangerous game where your own life is in danger!!"
Tsuna ducked, narrowly avoiding the manga thrown at his head.
"Really, Tsuna? You couldn't have given two shits and told me seriously, '[Y.n], this is not a game but all real. Hibari Kyoya may die, just as the rest of us will.'! YOU COULD ALL DIE AND--"
"You can't scold Jyuudaime like that, woman--!"
"You shut the fuck up, I'll get to you soon, you walnut!!"you kicked a mechanical pencil at him, which flew and somehow embedded itself into the wooden shelf, just missing him by a few cm.
Reborn raised an eyebrow at this.
Gokudera is now in shock.
"...Walnut...?"
"Yamamoto Takeshi, this is not a game, you can die AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO RESPAWN IN FIVE SECONDS AFTER YOU DIE!!"
The baseball player seemed to have shrunk.
"YOU DIE, YOU STAY DEAD AND THERE WILL BE NO COFFIN COZ YOU WILL HAVE NO REMAINS AFTER THE PEOPLE INCINERATE YOU WITH FLAMES, or what ever they're called!"
And with another kick, a bunch of erasers hit him square in the forehead (despite his attempts to dodge) , causing bruises to appear.
"AND NOW IT'S YOUR TURN, YOU BITCHY TOMATO!!" you screamed at Gokudera, a stack of textbooks slamming into his face (...Ow. You...Have very strong legs...And an extreme aim.)
"I FIND IT RIDICULOUS HOW YOU'RE NOT TRYING TO CONVINCE YAMAMOTO THAT THIS IS NOT A GAME EVERY TWO HOURS!! He needs to know and understand, where the shit is your apparently infinite knowledge being applied?! Definitely not at road safety, because I saw how you flew away, you little chilli, after getting hit by a truck! You reckless carrot, can't you take, like, five seconds to look left and right and front and down and up and whatever before you cross the road?! I REALLY--!"
Kyoya grabbed your cheeks and smashed his lips onto yours,
"You talk too much to the herbivores..."
He was jealous at how you only said a sentence to him and a grocery store amount of sentences to the others. Especially Gokudera Hayato. A shitting grocery store amount of sentences.
"K-Kyoya?"
"Hn?"
"Bye bye!"you shouted and jumped out of the window, landing safely and running away.
"...Hn."he went after you, leaving the three shocked.
"...Did that just happen...?"
"I-I believe it d-did, Jyuudaime..."
"Ahaha...The erasers assaulted me!"
Reborn facepalmed.
♡I will tell you♡
♡I love you♡
"Mmmm...Kyo?"
"Hn?"
"W-Why did you d-do that?"
"Do what?"he smirked.
"I-I...Y-You know...!"
"No I don't."
You blushed and hit him lightly (your definition) on the arm, causing a red mark to appear.
"The...The...Public show of affection!"
"..."he twitched.
Of course you'd use that phrase and not refer to the kiss more romantically.
"Do you have a problem with it?"
"N-NO! I m-mean, yes! I mean...Urgh, I don't know!"
♡I I love u♡
"It means..."
♡I I love u♡
"Y-Yeah?"
♡I I love u♡
"That you're now my mate, idiot."
♡Without you, I'm in pain, lovesick♡
♡I I need u♡
"Kyoya!!"you gasped, jolting upright and clutching the bedsheets tightly in fear. "Kyoya Kyoya Kyoya Kyo-"
"Shh, I'm right here..."he said softly, trying to comfort you.
♡I I need u♡
"I-I...T-That day...We were just g-going to the-the c-competition and t-that--!"you sobbed, recalling the dreadful memory due to the nightmare. "I...I-It was a-all my fault, Kyoya!"
♡I I need u♡
"It wasn't..."he hugged you, whispering sweet things to you to calm you down. (Surprise.)
You then fell asleep and he sighed in relief.
Unknown to both of you, you two thought the same thing that night,
'I don't know what I'll do without you...'
♡Without you, I'm in pain, lovesick♡
"I'm so glad that we are finally going to do this shit! Kyoko and Haru were pestering me non-stop!"you grinned, throwing your arms around the raven haired male's neck. "You should have proposed sooner, ya know!"
He smirked, "Better late than never."
Then he frowned,"By the way...Have your impression of the man who taught you how to aim changed? Like, the person...Changed?"
You blinked at him,
"...Oh, him! I told you about him several times already, haven't I? No, why?"
He muttered something about a certain red haired inventor and a blonde mechanic and something about time and inventions not working.
"Now that I think about it...The guy looks..."you furrowed your brows in thought, trying to recall the features of the male. "Ah! He looked just like you now!!"
"...Ah."
And Hibari Kyoya finally realised that the person he had been jealous of...Was himself.
He smiled.
~
The happy ending, yay!
Omake coming up...lol.