Casper and I were talking about video ideas and upcoming events we needed to plan for. I tried to pay attention to what he was saying, but I found myself dazing off, focusing on his lips rather than the words escaping them. I wish I could be handsome like him, then he might actually feel the same way towards me. "-So,do you?" Casper asked, pulling me out of my own negative thoughts. " Umm, sorry. What did you ask? My mind was somewhere else," I replied. Casper raised an eyebrow questioningly, as if he were asking if I was okay. "I asked if you wanted to make a Q&A video," he repeated.
I thought about it for a little, of course I wanted to, but the fans are already suspicious of 'jasper'. "Oh,umm sure. I mean yeah, okay." I said. After we finished setting everything up, we started filming. Casper did his intro and after about ten minutes of filming, a weird question appeared. " Would you ever fuck each other?" Casper read between laughter. I laughed along so it wouldn't look weird, but honestly, I wanted to know his answer. "No, Joey here isn't muscular enough." Casper joked. I playfully punched him in the shoulder, laughing with him and muttering an, "Of course not!" On the inside, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I knew he was only joking, but that still doesn't change the fact that he will never like me.
After filming we went to our rooms to sleep, it was still pretty early but were worn-out. As tired as my body was, my mind was racing. I lied in bed thinking about my Casper. He was everything I wanted, perfection in a human being. But obviously Casper doesn't like me a-. I was yanked out my thoughts by a loud thunder strike. I jumped slightly, I hated thunderstorms; yes, I am a grown man. I got up quietly and went into Casper's room. "Casper, wake up," I yelled, shaking him vigorously. "What?" he muttered, sleep present in his voice. "Well, it's thundering and I'm scared. Could I maybe sleep in here with you?" I asked. He nodded so I got in next to him, and as much as I wanted to cuddle him right now I couldn't. A loud thunder strike echoed through the house, I jumped and held onto Casper. I was about to let go but he pulled me closer "Goodnight, jojo" he said " Night, Casper" I said and fell into a peaceful sleep.