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After Heeseung and Kaira's beach trip, they were finally on the way back home, thankfully, they made it before the rain.
"Tonight was really fun Heeseung, thank you, I'm glad we got to chat more on a deeper level, it felt...nice. " Kaira said.
Heeseung looked over at her amd smiled.
"I enjoyed it too, a lot, thank you for accompaning me, although, you didn't really have a choice. " He said.
She laughed.
"But, I will be going home tonight. " She said.
"What? " He said.
"I have too Hee, it's the better option. " She said.
"Ugh okay, I understand, I don't like it, but I can tolerate it. " He said.
"You just have to be with me 24/7, don't you? " She said.
"Of course I do. " He said.
"Don't you ever get tired of me ? " She said.
"No, never. " He said.
"Really? Not one bit? " She said.
"What's there to be tired about, ah I know, absoultely. nothing. " He said looking over at her once more.
"Just drive. " She said.
He smiled.
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After a bit of a drive, you both finally made it home.
"Home, sweet home. " Heeseung said locking up the car.
"Do I have any sand on me? " She said.
Heeseung examined her from top to bottom.
"No, all clean. " He said.
You guys headed to the elevator and waited to go back upstairs.
When you got to your apartment floor, you both said your goodbyes, and parted ways.
"Do you rrrreally have to go home tonight? " Heeseung playfully said.
You giggled.
"Yes, Hee, it's better this way. " You said.
"But really really? " He added grabbing your hand.
"Yes Heeseung, I do, we will see each other at school tomorrow. " You said.
He rolled his eyes.
"Ugh fine, I guess so. " He added pouting.
"Stop being a baby, you'll be okay. " You said giving him one last good night hug.
"I know. " He said hugging you tightly back.
You both pulled away, and looked at each other.
"Okay, good night. " He said kissing your forehead.
"Sleep good please, I'll text you tomorrow, okay ? " You said.
"I'll be looking forward to it, get inside. " He said.
"Okay, bye! " You said.
He smiled and walked inside his apartment.
You unlocked the door to your apartment, it was pitch black in the house...
When suddenly, the living room light flicked on.
You jumped.
"Jaeyun?! My god, you scared me. " You said.
He didn't answer you.
"Jake? " You said walking towards him.
"No stop it, don't move any closer, sit down, now." He said with a serious look on his face.
You looked at him confused.
"What is this about? " You said.
"I'll talk, you listen. " He said.
"O-Okay? " You said sitting on the couch.
"Did I do something - " He cut you off.
"How long have you been seeing Heeseung behind my back. " He said.
You were extremely silent.
"Kaira, I asked you a question? " He said.
"How long have you been seeing Heeseung. " He said aggresively.
"I-I don't know Jaeyun, a week maybe. " You said.
He got up from the chair and started walking around the apartment.
"When did this start, and I want the fucking truth Kaira. " He said.
"After Em and I's sleepover... " You said.
He scoffed.
"Jake, please, let me explain. " You said getting up.
"I said sit down, I don't want you anywhere near me right now. " He added.
You backed away...
"Jake? " You said.
He moved closer too you.
"How could you? After everything we've been through? We fucked for christ sake Kaira?! You literally let me take your virginity from you?! The one thing that was the most special too you? And this, this is how you thank me? By seeing my best friend? My best fucking friend, behind my back?! " He said.
"Jaeyun, please, it wasn't supposed to be this way, I swear, on everything, please, just let me explain. " You said getting emotional.
"There's nothing to explain, it's over, were done. " He said walking away.
"No Jaeyun! Please, Please. " You said grabbing his hand.
His eyes began to tear up as he looked at you.
"Baby please, please, let me explain. " You said.
"Go on, explain then Kaira, I'm all ears. " He said.
"I-I don't know what's wrong with me okay, I love both of you more than anything. " You said.
"Was it me ? Did I do something wrong ? Am I not doing enough? Did I make you feel this way? " He added.
"Of course not baby, you're perfect too me, you're everything too me, but baby, you need listen too me, please. " You said.
"I love you Kaira...I am in love with you, H-How could you possibly be this shallow? " He said as he began to cry.
"Jaeyun no, no, you know I love you, I will always love you." You said grabbing his face as you wiped his tears.
"But baby, I am loosing my mind. " You said.
"Do you think I wanted this ? Do you think I wanted to hurt you ? Do you think I expected to fall in love with Heeseung ? Jake, I am not a good person right now, and I've already realized how wrong of me this is, I love both of you, I am in love with both of you, you think I can just choose ? Do you think I wanna choose ? No, because I will be hurting both of you, the boys I am deeply in love with, and I can't, I cannot do that to either of you... " You added.
"Okay so? We fix it then." He added.
"Jaeyun, we cannot just, fix this... " You said backing away.
"What are you talking about ? Yes we can, we always do... " He said.
"No. Jake. " You added.
"Yes we can, we will fix this, we always do beautiful girl. " He said.
"Jake, I said no. " You said.
"Kaira? Please. " He said.
You started to cry heavily as you sighed...
"I am leaving... " You added.
"What? Baby no. " He said.
"Yes Jake, I have too. " You said.
"No baby, please, come on now, see now, you're being irrational, you can't just leave? " He said.
"Yes I can, for the sake of both of you. " You said.
"Where will you go ? This is our home. " He said.
"It was our home. " You said.
"Baby please, this is nonsense, please okay? Let's just talk about this? " He said.
"Baby, there is no other option, this is the only way, I cannot and will not keep hurting you like this, you deserve better, you are better. " You said.
"Baby please, don't leave it like this..." He said grabbing your face.
You grabbed his hands and touched foreheads.
"I have to baby, for your sake, for his sake, for my sake, I need to fix this, I need to fix me, but I need to do it, on my own. " You said.
"Baby I need you please, I can't loose you, please princess, I'm begging you, don't leave me. " He said getting even more emotional.
"I don't want too baby, but I have too." You said pulling away.
"Baby no. " He said.
"Take care, okay ? " You said.
"Kaira, baby please, I can't do this without you... " He added.
"Make sure you cook your meals, make sure you make your bed, and please try not to stay up late. " You said.
"No, No, I won't, I won't do it, I can't do it. " He said.
"Yes, you can. " You said.
"Baby no, I love you, please... " He said.
"And I will always love you more. " You said.
"What will I tell Heeseung ? What am I gonna tell the others? Baby, please, you have to stay. " He said sniffling.
"I can't baby, I'm so sorry, it's for the best. " You said.
"Baby no, I can't loose you... " He said crying harder.
"Be good, okay ? " You said sniffling.
"Kaira - " He said.
"Good bye Jaeyun, take care of yourself. " You said.
You left without him finishing his sentence...
You leaned your head against the door.
Little did Jake and Heeseung know, this would be the last time you would ever see them again.
And it was better this way...
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a/n: wow. i have no words, literally no words, but i hope you enjoyed this chapter, it was very emotional so i do apologize, but i love you all, and i will see you in my next chapter, with a plottwist !! who's excited ? 💕
- with love,
- maya🩶