WARNING: Sad and mentions of suicide included (I have to write this just in case some of you guys don't like reading stuff like this)
*NEXT DAY/Tami's POV*
I didn't get that much sleep last night, the events from yesterday just kept repeating itself again and again. I laid on the bed just thinking when I decided to get up and at least get some fresh air, I walked into the bathroom and stared at myself. I had a red nose, dry tear stains and red puffy eyes; just from staring at myself just made me cry. I curled my hands and gripped the sink as tears made their way down my face, I looked back at myself. I can't do this, I can't fake a happiness; I need him more than ever. I walked back to the room and grabbed my laptop then opened Twitter. I was getting a lot of mentions, some saying the following
I can't believe you @TamiiiJ17
He is better off without you @TamiiiJ17
YOU HURT HIM @TamiiiJ17
How could you??? @TamiiiJ17
I'm so glad Simon called the wedding off, she was just using him. How do you feel? He dumped your sorry ass @TamiiiJ17
We trusted you but instead you hurt him @TamiiiJ17
Told you @Miniminter7 you are better off without her, she just used you. You're a golddigger @TamiiiJ17
I was so confused, I went to Simon's profile to see that he uploaded a video called 'It's Over' I already knew what the video was about but I still clicked on it
"So today I'll be talking about something serious, so someone of you have noticed that I deleted the 'Addressing the haters' video along with the announcement video that had Tami in it. Now a lot of you are wondering why? Why would I delete two videos? And that's because me and Tami aren't getting married, I called the wedding off. I found out a few things which led me to calling the wedding off, Tami no longer lives with us. She would not be appearing in any of our videos, she would not been seen with us at public events and many more. We both have parted our own ways and I wish her the best of luck with whatever she does. So it's official I'm single again and that's all. See ya" Simon said before the video ended, more tears escaped my eyes. I closed my laptop and pushed it away from me before going into the bathroom, I looked through the cupboards just looking for anything that would allow me to leave this place called Earth. I kept looking until I came across pills, I grabbed the bottle and walked back until the room. I sat down on the bed and stared at the bottle in my hand, should I? Will anyone miss me? They hate you so it doesn't matter.
Ugly
Slut
Unperfect
No one likes you
Fat
He left you
He's happy without you
Charity case
Broken
Lost
I took the lid off and grabbed a hand full of the pills, I put the whole thing in mouth and swolled it without water. My vision slowly become fuzzy and I was struggling to see, my head was spinning. I fell back on the bed and my eyes closed, darkness took over....
A/N
I don't know
I'm half awake and half sleeping while writing this
Hope you have a lovely day and cya
Tamiii x