*three weeks later*
Maybe it's the liquour, maybe it's the song
Don't know what it is, but you turn me on
Maybe it's the bar, maybe it's the club
Don't know what it is, maybe I'm in love
My phone was letting me know I had a phone call.
"Hello." I answered.
"Hey Noami." Tray said into the phone.
"Tray? It is 9:25 in the morning what do you want?" I asked.
"I want to hang out and we need to talk." he said.
"Can we talk when I'm not tired? And you should know more than anybody that I'm cranky in the mornings." I said.
"I know but Noami just come on." he said.
"I'll think about it." I said hanging up.
This n*gga is crazy. It's nine in the morning and its a Saturday, I'm tired.
I turned and turned and now I can't go back to sleep.
Then my phone went off. It was a text from Ryan saying that he's on his way to work.
I thought long and hard about if I want to go and talk to Tray or not. But we need to talk one day, so why not now.
I got up and took a shower got out and went to the closet.
I picked out a long black skirt with a zipper on the side that stopped at my upper thigh. Then I put on a white crop top and my black sandals with the bow.
I put curling cream on my hair/weave and it curled up.
I decide not to do no makeup because its to early in the morning for me. I grabbed my black MK purse and phone and left
I got into the car and texted Tray then called Ryan.
"Hey babe, you're up early." he said.
"I know Tray called said that we needed to talk." I said.
"Oh well. Hope he's not trying to take you away from me." he said.
"Nah, I don't think that will happen any time soon." I said.
"Well, I'm pulling up in the parking lot I'll call you when I go to break." he said.
"Okay."
"I love you."
"I love you too." I said hanging up.
Five minutes later I pulled up to Jimmy's.
When I walked in he was already sitting in a booth.
"Noami." he said getting up spotting me.
"Hey." I said.
"I was afraid you wouldn't come." he said.
"Yeah, nine something in the morning I started not to but I thought about it we need to talk one day." I said.
"Yeah, we do."
"Well, can I seat down?" I asked.
"Oh yeah." he said moving out the way.
We sat down and the waiter took our orders.
Tray was burning a hole in the side of my face.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing, you're just beautiful. I never seen you like this. Did yo n*gga Ryan do this?" he asked.
"Tray don't do this." I said.
"We need to Noami. I see y'all all on Instagram hugged up and kissing. Him grabbing all of your axs. Plus, you arguing with his baby momma on twitter." he stated.
"Tray....
"No Noami! You and I deserve each other and you know it." he said.
"Tray, you don't think I know that. But not know, not this moment. You did this to yourself." I said.
"No, you did this when you killed our child." he said.
I sat back and crossed my arms.
"Why Noami? Why did you do it?" he asked.
"Its complicated." I said
"Its not." he said.
"Why did you have sex with that whore?" I asked.
"Noami......
"No, how many b*tches have you had sex with since we've broken up?" I asked.
"Why? We ain't together." he said sitting back.
"Well, if we do get back together I ain't having sex with you till you get tested." I said.
"Same here."
"We use condoms." I said.
"So, y'all having sex?" he asked semi yelling.
"Lower yo voice."
"Why? You out here having sex with this n*gga, Noami that's some dirty sh*t." he said.
"Whatever Tray, we've only had sex twice. How many b*tches we've been fcken? What about Kelli? You a fcken hypocrite, you know that?" I asked getting up.
"Get yo axs back here." he said grabbing my arm.
"Tray let me go." I said.
"We ain't finish talking." he said throwing me into his side of the booth.
"Tray let me out." I said.
"Fck no."
"Why not?" I asked.
"Cause we ain't done talking and I want answers."
"Whatever."
"So you having sex with this n*gga?" he asked.
I just sat back and crossed my arms. I was done talking to him.
"So you don't hear me talking to you?" he asked.
I rolled my eyes.
"Well, since you and ole dude having sex tell me if he does this." he said rubbing on my thigh.
I just look the other way and bit my lip.
"What about this?" he asked whispering in my ear and kissing on my neck.
"Tray can you please stop?" I asked.
"No. I can't." he said.
He reached in my panties and slid a finger in.
I bit my lip holding in the moans. Then he slid another one in which got to me.
I let out one soft moan and put my head on the table.
"There we go." he said whispering.
"Oh my gosh Tray, there are people around." I tried to say.
"I don't give a fck about these people." he said.
"You want me, don't you?" he asked.
"Tray, this isn't fair." I said moaning softly.
"What isn't fair baby?" he said.
"You know what you do to me." I said.
"No I don't why don't you tell me." he said kissing my neck again.
"Tray stop!" I semi yelled.
He stopped and licked his fingers. He pulled me out the restaurant and into his car.
Ten minutes later we pulled up to his house.
He dragged me out and onto the couch. He climbed on top of me and we started to kiss. And it got deeper and deeper.
I took of his shirt and he started to fingering me again.
"Wait Tray we can't do this." I said pushing him off me and walking away.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
"We haven't solved anything!" I shouted.
"We solve a lot after we have sex. You know that Noami." he said.
"Not this time Tray, not this time." I said leaving out.
I called up Diamond, so she can come get me, so I could go and get my car.