Now I wonder, when will I get the perfect guy? To be honest, the perfect guy for me? Caspar Lee. He makes me laugh for no reason, he's incredibly good looking, he's tall, blonde, with blue eyes. Amazing!
I've let down at the least one boy, and then there was Robert, but he already has a girlfriend. I wonder, when I will finally get the perfect person?
How come that girl gets him so quickly and I don't? They call me pretty but no boy wants me. I'm a weird smart girl and still, no boy.
And how come my best friend, gets all the guys. I love her to bits, and I'm not putting anything bad on her, but for once, I would like the special guy. Don't you think it's my turn? She shifts all those guys, and yet she gets more. I shifted one guy, only for the experience but no. I still got no guy. It hurts. And I'm sick of it. I wish that Italian boy she has, would like me, instead of her.
For once in my life, I want the boy. I want to get the best guy friend and then fall deep in love with him and he falls in love with me. Guys like smart pretty girls like me. But now with my friend I doubt it..
Please please can I have him. She doesn't deserve him. She doesn't do any work, she lays down all day on her phone, I run and jog everyday, I help my parents, I did maths for an hour and 3 minutes yesterday.
I try to do these things and still I get no boy. Don't you think it's time I deserve an award. A guy. My perfect guy? It's not fair anymore.
It's not how I pictured it before. It's all changed.
Please, can I have the perfect boy? It's fair and I want one.
She used to be fat and ugly, then she got thin all thanks to stupid puberty.
She can't even spell or do anything.
I'm thin and I'm smart.
It's not fair.
I want the boy.