-Evelyn POV-
As much as i say im not jealous i was of her. Like her wearing revealing stuff wouldn't be a problem. But there is no way i would let others to see her like that.
I get closer to my desk as i finally lock the door and now it's us in the room.
I lean on my desk as i put my glasses over my head and look at her. Her eyes already watching my every move. Cute.
"What did you ask me to stay behing Evy?" She says crossing her arms.
I get closer to her putting my hand on her waist and then looking at her. "You left me on seen darling not something i like, for the outfit you wouldn't dare to wear something like that."
"Who says I wouldn't? I have a dress code right teacher?" She says while holding the eye contact.
"If that is so. Just don't even think about it." I say with a more deep voice and then suddenly a soft quiet moan escapes her lips.
She covers her mouth as Im now chuckling by the action just made.
"And then you say I don't have an effect on you." Saying this i get closer to her as i reach my lips to her kissing her softly.
Staying still for a moment as we both pull away and i smirk at her and her face now all heated up.
"You know you should go home it's getting late. Want me to drop you off?" I say to her as i brush my fingertips on her cheek.
"Yes ma'am. Can i come tomorrow at your house though?" She says waiting for my answer.
"You're always welcome you know that. Now lets get you home." With that we both get ready as i get my stuff ready too and head for the door.
Unlocking the door as it clicks we both go outside and it's no other than us. Today the lessons weren't very long because some of the teachers of classes werent able to cover for them.
So only senior had this privilege. Actually better for me to drop Ava home and safe.
We go to my car as i open the door for her and she smiles. Always the gentlewoman for her.
I drive as she puts us some music in by Lana del Rey. She knows always my type always me the dark one with the music and her the soft one going with more of a Taylor swift girl.
I look over at her as she is rhyming to the music and i see her smiling. The source of my hapiness only her smile giving me life. I fell in love with her, wrong in way to many ways but her love making me experience the realest love I've ever had.
I drive for a while as i now realize im now standing at her house. I park next to her house as she takes off her belt and looks at me one more and leans forward to kiss me.
I kiss her back not resisting for her kisses, her kisses that make me human and yet make me feel love. You Ava are my happy ending. I will never stop just to be close to you.
That's what love is, to give and take and never to give up. Cause in our dreams we only feel for the right person and when it finally comes it's magical. You my love are eternal. It's not the way i fell in love with you but why.
In more ways than people describe me you are the one who thinks differently of me. I am soft but only close to you, cause the others they don't matter if i have her i have my world. My Ava.
I smile as i finally pull out of the kiss and her eyes smile. Her eyes always smiling, her everything being happy and me just making her like this. Im always going to make her happy.
As much as i put my cold persona with others she is different.
We finally says our goodbyes and she walks over to her house. I watch her untin she's finally at her door and then i leave and smile to myself.
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-Ava POV-
Abuse warning⚠️
If you don't want to read it skip this part.
I get to the door opening not thinking anyone could be home now. Only to be weonged by thoughts.
There is my mother by the kitchen window clearly watching something. As i get ready to go upstairs she calls my name.
"Honey why are you so early home?" Her voice cold not once turning her head to face me.
"Well we finished kinda of early today." I say trying not to make her mad only to rwalise her turning to me.
"Then who who was that person on the car that drove you home? You dating someone?" She says clearly raising her voice at me.
"I am mom. That person makes me so happy and im really thankful." I say just thinking about her again.
"What's his name then? When will i meet him?" She says happy but a guilt washes over me.
"Mom her name is Evy." I say and she gasps as soon as i say it.
"No you can't be gay. You aren't that. Tell me you're fucking joking." She says as she now looks angrier by each passing second.
"Mom i love her. I really do, she makes me happy and i feel home by her. I promise you once you meet her you'll love her." I say now my hands balled in a fist as to what she said. Don't cry. You can't cry.
"You will break up with her this instant. Do fucking hear me?" She says as she gets closer to me and screams with all in her.
"Please mom. Please i love her, don't make me do this." I now plead as my sobs become more loud and now im tearing up.
A slap is hear on the room and a loud silence. On the ground i find myself paralysed. Nothing to feel only my tears falling like they can't seem to stop.
"You will fucking break up with her. It's just a phase. Do you understand me?" She says there not being one emption and sense in her brain now.
"I love her with all my heart i won't break up with her. Please." I say as my voice comes weak and she gets closer to me.
Starting to punch me not stopping i cry and cry and i feel pain. Stinging pain on my whole body. Every inch of my body hurting everywhere.
She continues to punch me in the stomach and then her legs she steps on my arms. I wail in pain as I can't do anything. I feel hot and everything is broken. My leg, my arms I can't feel them.
"Please mom, please." I say but this makes her angrier and she continues to kick me and then spit on my face.
"If you don't break up with her Im gonna do much worse than this, your brother and even her will fucking suffer because of you." She laughs as i cry and it makes me think but it gets short until she hits me again.
My eyes now closed the pain not ending i feel her cold hands everywhere not stopping to my pleads. Finally for what seems like an hour she leaves and goes on the couch.
To weak to get up i stay there on the floor while blood runs through my nose and my hands are now all broken. Not a single thing on me feels normal. I try to get up but im stuck. The only thing that escapes is the blood that runs everywhere.
I stay for a few hours like that until i think it's night. I try to get up and this time i do it. My hands still weak and legs too but slowly i get up as i go to get my phone then head for my room.
Finally at my room i lock the door and get inside the bathroom. Turning on the light i see my reflection. All covered in bruises blood still there cold. I hit the shower and wait for the right tempature as i get in taking off all my clothes.
I scrub every piece of me, every little thing. Everything hurting like hell and for a while i stay there thinking about what she said.
I love Evelyn with all in me, but why should she suffer. If she suffers because of me it's better if i let her go. I don't want my little brother to have this trauma too i cant do him that. But Evelyn i just found her and now i am losing her. And all beacuse of me, because i couldn't be a good daughter. Even my father would do that to me. I deserve it. That's why no one should ever love me, I hurt everyone who i have near.
As soon as Im finished sith the shower i get some clothes and then put them on. Its 10:00pm maybe Kayla is awake. I need to talk to her.
Me
Hey
Kayla🎀
Hey girl everything okay?
Me
Im gonna break up tomorrow with Evelyn.
Kayla🎀
OMG what has happendeddd???? But you fucking love that woman,
Is everything alright at home?
Me
My mom said I can't date girls. Please if she says anything to you you tell her that I don't love her anymore. It's better for her.
Kayla🎀
Hey im here you know for everything. But if you do it you both will be devastated.
Me
It's better than her finding out avout my mom making me sick and then abusing me. She said she will do worse if I didn't break up with her.
Kayla🎀
She hurt you??? Av you know youre 19 you can move out and leave her.
Me
I know but I don't see her hurt. I love her so much but i have to let her go.
Kayla🎀
Im so sorry Av. We can talk tomorrow more. Im all hugs.
Me
Thank you. Goodnight
Kayla🎀
I love you so so much. Goodnightt💝
With that i close my phone and i turn to my bed facing the window as now no more thinking is there. Too hurt to even think clear.
Since all of you wanted a chapter longer i did it. It's not very happy but i hope i've done the best. This chapter broke my heart a little though.
Some of this chapter was kinda of my relationship with my mother. Not this but closer than you all think. I just hope that everyone here feels welcome.
As to someone who has been through a lot i thank all of you for the support each of you have given me. It's not that mich but for me means everything. Im so glad this book was made and it's all thank to you.
I love everyone and each one of you. Thank you my readers and fans😭❤️❤️❤️❤️