I wake up in black place it was cold and windy there was not light to give any living being some heat to warm i was walking as i were screaming PAULO more and more everytime i took a step forward the place gets colder and colder as i triped over something as the place lighted up all sudden my heart drops when i saw Carlos dead body infront of me as the worms eating him i pushed myself away as the blood frooze in my body i took my strength as i stood up but he took me leg and the only thing he said "you the one who should've die not me" as i heard my name as paulo saying i pushed his hand as i ran as fast as i can but i end up falling in the water
I wake up as paulo Infront of me my body was shavering from the fair all mybody covered with my own sweat as ny breath got faster and faster paulo took my hand as he repeated "it was a dream you're safe now
but safe from who myself?
Was i were the one who suppose to die?
Its my fault it all my fault
I started to cry as paulo pull me in hug as he trying to comfort me but my only thing in my mind that everything happening right now was my fault from loki's death to Carlos
After i got everything inside of me we went down to eat breakfast but i just took a full bottle of whisky as i was going out "where are you going" paulo said but Carlos mother told him to leave me alone. I took myself to the cliff over the sea as i chang the bottle as my dream replay in my head i was looking to the water as 'you the one who should've die' all what i hear as i let myself for the gravity as i walk slowly towards the end of the cliff until the front of my foot touchs nothing as i felt someone running toward me so i jumped but the mastery man pull me in as we both fall to the deepest place in water as we could i closed my eyes in water and opened on such a sunny place beside me such handsome man looks familiar
i stood up as i was walking away but he ran towards me "why did you do that to yourself Adriana?" why he looks familiar and how he knows my real name i pull my arm "mind your own business, if i done it again dont you dare to save me" as he took my other arm but that one made me scream from pain "are you okay?" he said worried as he reached to my arm "god its still broken," he was talking but i just had to ask "what's your name?" he was just looking at my arm "i dont know i just remembered yours" he said that and i just feel regret to be drunk and not knowing who is this man i stood up as i was walking away from him "can i ask you one thing" i sigh "ask but after it leave me alone" he nodded slightly "why did you try to end your life?" "because i guess it the best thing to do" i said that and i left
When i went home soaking wet paulo ran to me" are you okay" "leave me alone, i cant be okay anymore so leave me alone okay" i said in the rudest way and i left to my room as i locked all my locks and took couple of pain killers and slept till the night with dying pain all over my body i screamed but i covered my mouth to not make anyone come my body was on my fire i took of my close as i cover my body with water but that make it worse it stayed like this for 20 minutes as im on the bathroom floor crying myself when it stopped i looked at myself in mirror as i saw blue marks on my neck and thigh and my foot when i touch it hurts but i just dont know what is happening 'is it side effect of the surem?'
I took my phone as i made international call to stark tower "starks tower on the call, who you wants" assistant said "bruce banner please" she closed the phone as bruce pick up the phone
"Bruce with you who im talking to?" "lorelia, dont tell tony! I want to ask you something" "you okay? You can ask me anything for sure" "i took the surem from more than 6 months now nothing happen but in hydra i first tine to use my power but everytime i use it i bleed from my nose and today...." i told him everything just happened "i dont know the equation of the surem so i cant be sure but if you said that the surem wasn't ready yet when you take it so it might be a side effect but i should have amount of your blood to test it to know if theres other side effect" i sigh "are you sure i shouldnt tell Tony" he said "please don't, ill be okay alone" i said as i closed the phone
I climbed out of the wind as i sniked into the home and took a bottle of red wine and went to the same cliff i was at in the morning part of me hoping to that person again i sit on the end of the cliff beside me the wine as i heard from behinde "in one day i saw you with alcohol drink i might think you an alcoholic" he joked as i smiled
So i asked him to join me we sit there silent like 5 minutes as i was staring at his face he giggle as i looked away with embarrassment "you still trying to remember me" i gossiped "how did you know?" he laughed as he looked at my eyes "who see you in hydra wont recognize you like this" he said with sweet smile which made me blush 'am i drunk?' but i didnt even open the bottle yet, wait a sec how he know me in hydra i looked at his eyes amd and i know i saw this eyes once so i jumped on him as i covered most of his face as i just let his eyes appear he's blue eyes where wide open with surprise but mine was open was a fear
'he's the wintersolider!!' i stood up as i walked away with any word but the only thing he said "so now you knew me" i looked back "hydra is done why cant you leave me alone" i said "i just wake up and i was here i didnt follow you and im not here as.. As i was before so dont worry you can leave all you want" i walked couple of steps then i returned and sat back and i looked at him as he was smiling "don't smile i will leave after a drink my wine" he nodded "and" shit i dont even know his name neither him know his name " Michael!" i said loudly "now your name is micheal so i wont call you solider anymore" he nodded as the smile didnt left his face "wanna come home with me?" i said suddenly "WHAT!" i smiled as i looked that bottle of wine "i guess ill need drinking partner" i accepted my offer as we start t walking till we arrived home he was about to walk at the door but i took the collar of his shirt from behind "what?" he asked "this way" i walked till my room window was infront of me so i was about to jump on tye trash can but he took me hand "you will hurt yourself" i looked at him with smirk " how did you think i went down anyway just follow my lead" he jumped with me as i was trying to go up with my one healthy arm but he just took my waist between his hands and he pushed me up "you good" he said 'DEFINITELY NOT' "yeah i am" i said while my face smoking hot i got to the room and him after me as we sit on the bed as my body become on fire 'WHAT THE HELLIS HAPPENING? I'm the one who asked him to come why i feel fire on my body right now' "lets start drink then!!" i said all sudden out of blue he nodded as i hand him the glass and pour some for him
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Bucky 'Micheal' pov
After couple of drinks she got waisted as we just were silent most of the time i looked at her while she was steal a glance of me she looked back in the second as her face turns red "are you usually get shy that easily?" i asked while she just got more blushed as she whispered something but i didnt hear "What" i said softly "you the first one be in my room by my will" "WHAT"
I was so close to her to see her green eyes as her left eye have small scar under it i touched with my finger slowly as i whispered "how did it happen" as her face got hotter she looked at my eyes as she realize how close we are right now she pushed herself away she was gonna fall of the bed as i took her waist with hand and the other touched her hair she was looking deep at my eyes as my eyes were looking at her lips in all of the sudden she put her lips on mine as my eyes wided open as much as i wanted to kiss her back but i dont want to do something she might regret so i pulled make and took her and put her on the bed i was about to leave sleep but she took my arm "please stay bit more" she said "til i just sleep" she continued i nodded as i sit on the bed beside her she took my arm as she hugged it as a pillow watching her sleep made me smile i get the hair off her face as i thought 'why the only thing i remember is just you'
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What a cutieeee 🥺🥺
Tell me who you loved more loki with her or bucky