I am still in love with the moments we spent together
But this betrayal has my stomach tied up in knots
It's left every memory feeling distant from me than it should be
It's trapped me in my overthinking and created this mistrust
I don't think there will ever be peace between us
What used to be fun is now full of hurt.
What used to give me joy, now I find reasons to hate
Darling you were my fever dream but now you come in my nightmares.
I am sad because we made plans of building a home together
We made plans for our future, for growing old together.
I miss the cat that I got you, I hope it's still by your side.
Don't give it away, for it will be the only reminder of us that's left.
In this vast library of time and memories, the clock kept ticking.
The world moved, and you did too, but I'm still stuck at the same place.
There are traces I wish to forget, and things that I want to still keep.
I'm not sure if I'm over you or if I am still living in the past that's out of my reach.
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