Aug'33
Jimin
Doctors were rushing in, as they saw me performing CPR on my own wife. I could hear the bones crushing.
She can survive.
We just have to die.
"JIMIN, SHE HAS SIGNED A DNR. GET DOWN" One of the doctor screamed and they tried to pull me yet I pushed everyone and tried to revive her.
SHE HAS TO SURVIVE, SHE NEEDS TO GET BETTER AND LIVE A BETTER LIFE.
WHY THE HELL DID SHE SACRIFICE HER LIFE ON ME. WHY WOULD SHE!?.
There was an air of tension when the line went beep and I heard the final crush, her rib cage broke with the pressure yet we couldn't save her. I stepped away from her, still dizzy.
And Lee Hana died.
"2nd August, 2033. 11:53" The doctor read her time of death.
I didn't feel tears, just sweat.
I was tired. I took a deep breathe. Maybe this was better.
She was finally free.
More importantly I was free.
I felt like an asshole feeling relief that I didn't have to juggle so much anymore.
But the truth still remain, today both of us gained freedom.
Sept'33
"Jiha" I heard Taehyung call her as she walked by him.
Taehyung was miserable since Jiha appeared. I was aware of the fact that he had been dying to meet her for years. The thing is black wings hides her in clean sight, and he has been desperately trying to learn about her roots.
How would he react when he find out what she actually is.
"Leave me Taehyung. Why must We..?" Jiha couldn't complete, she faked a smile and moved away.
I was walking towards my room after a full day of fun with my one and only love when I saw these two with their drama on the other side.
Taehyung walked towards me looking down, when he was close enough he realised I was standing there.
"Taeri" he said and I Snickered.
.
Both of us were crouched down sitting against the wall outside my room in the corridor.
"When you said 'dont shoot' did you mean don't shoot your chance?" He asked and I burst out laughing.
"Taehyung, no ofcourse no. I was just saying, when the only criminal you ever wanted to catch stands infront of your gun. Do not shoot" I said and he rolled his eyes.
"Why do you talk like that, literally nobody understands it"
"Everyone does, when it's time" I said and he nodded.
"I really want her" he said and I smiled.
"Both of us are so down bad for the Park Twins, desperately trying to become each other's sibling in law" I said and he laughed.
"Real" there was a pause when I spoke.
"Taehyung, I know you love our country. But I hope you know patriotism is not loving the wrecked system, it's loving your people. No matter what happens do not do not hate anyone for being forced into something you don't approve" I said and he rolled his eyes again.
"Can you speak straight"
"Pursue her, desperately. Honestly that's everything I can say. Don't give up please" I said and he nodded.
"I won't. She will always be the only one for me" he mentioned.
Oh their wrecked love.
"If one day, you have to choose between your duty and her, who would you choose" I asked and he looked confused.
Before he smiled. "I'll choose my duty, for I know you will choose her for me" He said and I rolled my eyes.
I got up, took huge breathes and slapped him. He looked confused.
"Asshole" I mumbled and went in my way.
He could have just said her.
She deserves to be a priority, the only choice.
I contemplated over locking the door or not. I shouldn't have taken the room alone, what if I need someone, what am I going to do!?.
Ryan is in a room a floor above. Who am I even going to call of something happens.
I ended up locking my room's door and prayed, no one pays me a visit.
I laid down on my bed and tried to calm myself down. The henna that was drying on my hand had started krancking and I could sleep without fearing a damange in the patterns, So laid down on my bed.
My eyes shut close as I did, the last thing I saw was the ceiling.
But it wasn't late until, I was paid a visit anyway.