Lily Of Valley - Lily of the Valley Despite their sweet fragrance and beautiful appearance, the lily of the valley is often associated with sadness and sorrow.
(Since I'm too lazy texting this in Tagalog and I have to translate it)
[⚠️= Angst, Child Abuse]
"DENISE!" There mother shouted in anger "look at your grades! 75!? Are you that dumb!"
"I'm so sorry Mama... I'll try harder next time" I tried to hold back my tears
"This time your grounded! Don't go play outside"
I looked at her with widened eyes "but mama!"
"No buts! Now go to your room" she shouted at me
I cry and went to my room as I buried my face to my pillow "im so sorry mama... I'll try my best o make you proud"
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"Look at this test! You only got 14 out of 20! Such a disappointment..."
I whimper "I'm so sorry mama... I'll try harder next time's
"Try harder? No the more you call "try harder" will only make it worse and disappoint me, you should be glad your father isn't here for now"
"Your grounded!"
"Again!? Please mama! Don't do this to me!"
She suddenly grab my hair, it hurt so much...
"You have to follow your mama says, when she says your grounded then stay in your room!"
She throws me in my room hitting my head on floor as she locked the door "I'm sorry mama! I'm sorry!"
I went to my bed and buried my face on pillow, crying
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"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO!?"
"LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SISTER!"
It wasn't my fault... My sister accidentally fell down the stairs... I tried to save her
"I... I... Didn't mean..." I stuttered
suddenly my mama slapped me
"Your a disgrace to the family!"
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"YOUR A DISGRACE TO THE FAMILY!"
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"Den? Denise? Scarletta?" I immediately snapped back to reality and saw her looking confused and worried
"I'm fine... Just having flashbacks"