AVAS POV-
The party and the after party
I can still feel my self blushing as Nate compliments me
I realise I'm still stood by the door so I take a seat on the couch and put on some greys anatomy
"Nate would you like a drink"
"Go on then, a whisky please"
I get up and I feel a hand grab my ass as I get up to walk to go to the kitchen
My stomach gets butterflies and I get a rush of emotions
I look at him, "The drinks can wait, we have over an hour before the party"
I sit on his lap and take off his shirt
He grabs my hips and my ass as I'm sat facing him
I grab his neck and he passionately kisses me like he's been waiting for way too long
Time passes and things get heated and I can feel him slowly raising up my dress
I stand up again and head to the kitchen
His eyes follow me as I pour us a drink
Him, a whisky, and I pour my self a double vodka cran
My favourite and such a classic
I drink my drink fairly fast and he sips his, only to shot it at the end.
He grabs my waist and pulls me right back to his lap
Our mouths collide and I can taste the hints of spiced whisky, adding to the whole situation
God I want him so bad
We make out and lots of time passes, along with a few drinks
His tongue and lips trace up and down my neck
Furiously trying to claim my neck as his property
I let out a few soft moans and he starts get comfier in his seat
I try to move away to check my phone but he grabs my waist tightly - he's annoyed
"Nate stop"
"Baby stop that hurts I need to check the time"
He looks annoyed and so unfazed
9:25
Fuck
I scramble off him and try to find my bag
He fixes his hair and puts his shirt on, I pull my dress down
We rush out the house and head in his car
He seems annoyed so he drives even faster than normal
It's pitch black outside so he turns on the little light
"Fuck, NATE"
My neck and chest are absolutely littered in dark purple hickeys
I mutter "fuck my life" under my breathe
He looks proud but so fucking annoyed
"What?!"
"My brother! Everyone! MADDY!" "Shit shit shit shit"
I panic and scramble through my bag to find a powder or concealer OR ANYTHING
"Nate im genuinely fucked, I don't have anything to cover it"
"Get over it, your fine"
"Oh really? So if my brother sees us walk in together for one, because we are late and everyone will already be there, your telling me won't be battered."
"He won't lay a hand on you"
"Whatever Nate"
We get out the car and he slams the door and storms off away from me.
Get your self together
I walk in and see Maddy looking around to find someone
She spots me and looks shocked
"BITCHHHHH, for one you look so hot, second YOUR NECK!"
"Ahaha yeah, I burned my self trying to curl my hair"
"Girl who are you lying to, those are clearly hickeys. Whoever it was knows what he's doing"
I awkwardly laugh and we take lots of shots together
"amma go find some people and say hi, so you go find someone ava. Love you!"
My visions already becoming more and more delayed as the night goes on
I bump into the twins and they give me the joints.
We have a good conversation but I think it's only a short one
"FEZ!"
I'm yelling his name so loud. He finds me in the tall crowd
Im so sure they are all growing by the second
"smoke these with me?"
"You know it Ava"
Getting cross faded tonight was not what I was ready for tonight
Me and fez just end up sitting down having a deep convo about absolutely everything and nothing at all
"I.I literalllyyy love you fezco"
"I love you too misses, but I think you should lay off the drinks or get something to eat"
"Mmmmmmm maybe not"
I start giggling and he just looks at me and quietly laughs
I stroll back inside and find cass
"Caaaassssss"
"Oh hey Ava!"
I go in for a hug but end up putting all my body weight on her
"Woah careful there honey, how much have you had"
"Ummmm, I think like a lot?"
"Right okay"
"I think you and Tyler would make a good couple. FUCK NATALIA. GO FIND HIM AND FUCK HIM, you have my permission cutie pie"
"Umm Ava.."
She whispers something in my ear
"good to know where your head is, but honey she's behind you"
Nat. Fucking Natalia was stood behind me.
I chug a full drink I picked up off the side
She storms off and I try to tail behind her but I fall over
Cassie has already walked off
I try to stand up but I fail miserably
Some guy grabs my hand and pulls me up
"Hey beautiful. What are you doing on the floor"
"Good question. I think I fell"
"Let's go upstairs and I'll give you some food or something"
I complain a little about the food and eventually say yes but he mustn't of heard me talk about the food
Food. Stranger. Handsome boy. I can sleep.
I think someone slipped something in my drink
Weed. Alcohol. Drugs. An empty stomach - not a good paring
Everything starts spinning
I flop onto the bed and start using one of my friends ecigs that ended up in my bag
He talks to me but it all faded in with the music and the pounding in my head
I think I like the sound of his voice
Soothing
He lies on the bed next to me and pulls me ontop of him
I start trying to move off of him to find the vape but he kisses me
I lean into the kissing until I feel a hand running up my thigh
No. Nate. Hand rising. Pulsating. Fine.
My mind eventually clears into mush
he keeps talking to me but I can't hear him
My ears aren't working and my vision keeps fading in and out
I think he looks sympathetic and kind
His hands pause on my inner thigh, basically touching my thong
He's this lightskin, he seemed tall before. Long curly coils. Didn't really see much else
I slowly move my hips to the music and he leaves some (more) hickeys on my breasts and shoulders.
His hands also start raising my dress and he takes his shirt off
Everything keeps getting blurry but I'm liking the situation that I didn't think I was going to get into
until someone knocks on the door
I can somehow hear mumbling "Avuh?" "I don't think she's in there" "honeycomb"
I must of imagined it
he mustn't of heard it so he continues to caressing my boobs and I continue moving my hips over his pants
I move my hands around on his abs and pecks
Someone bursts into the room but I can't quite make up their face
The lightskin instantly freezes his moving hands
"AVA"
I recognise the voice
Nate.
He grabs my wrist so tight and furiously drags me off the bed
The lightskin stands up and turns out he is tall
Nate pushes his against the wall and he punches him
Shit.Shit.
As Nate beats the shit out of this guy I start to walk down the hallway fast as I can
Guilt?
Everything is spinning 10x worse than before
I grip onto the walls for support but it's no use
I panic and start missing steps and fall again
Fuck
People crowd around me and start rushing to watch the fight
My dress
Nate rushes after me with blood on his knuckles
No one dares to follow him. I think
He pulls me up and pushes me against the wall
he looks fucking furious
He pulls down my dress in one movement and tightens his hands around my neck
Owch
"what the actual fuck is wrong with you"
"You fucking slut"
"Pathetic whore"
"Nate. Get-"
My words struggle and the lack of air flowing doesn't help
I just give up
Pain surrounds my whole body and I can feel my legs wriggling and struggling
He look the tiniest bit guilty for a slight second and lets go
My lungs feel full again as I fall on the floor
He continues to grip my wrist and essentially pull me down the stairs
When I think we see Tyler because I hear his voice
My fucking vision. I fade in and out of consciousness when the drug that was slipped in my drink really comes into full effect
FUCK
Yelling. Lots of it
I hear someone get punched
I scream
Everything goes black and my legs give way
I wake up in the backseat of someone's car