Everything was going
so perfectly,
but in that instant
everything changed.
The motion of our fate
did complete one-eighty,
and trapped me in chains.
Where nor can I love somebody
else neither myself.
I'm like water on a hot pan
that evaporates.
From my kindness, taken advantage,
Now I'm tangled in a mess too great.
Where I don't know right from wrong
whether I should hurt you and end
this all or hurt myself again and wait.
In an endeavor to resolve
this crises, I drown in defeat.
I want to kiss you goodbye
because from this there's nothing to gain
but a neverending stress,
and your words that berate
All my efforts that I have done
for you, all feel like a waste.
I lost my everything chasing
and protecting your dreams,
But now that you're there,
you think of me too lowly
for not being at a higher station,
so you use words to degrade
Put down my confidence and
leave me alone in this rain.
To weather the storm alone
for a future where there's no you.
There's nothing to look forward to,
I should just end this like you said.
I'm not good enough for you,
you deserve more. Someone who
can check all your boxes, but
I don't think he could do
what I did for you.
Took all the arrows thrown at you,
to only have my back and arms injured.
No one to care for me, betrayed of my trust,
love and everything precious.
It's over, and it hits too hard
too deep, how did it come to this?
From not being able to live
without each other, now
you don't even wanna see
me to say goodbye.
I'm down dead in a pit.
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Words collected from:
Mocha_Gangsta