How do I make our love ethereal
from a broken remnant of stardust.
I know I only burden you
with my one-sided crush,
where your feelings have changed,
and you're afraid to hurt.
Ignorance is a bliss;
I don't want to know
where your heart is now.
I just want you to allow
this obsession at least.
I apologize in advance if I get feral,
if jealousy gets the best of me
because I desire you more than ever
more than anything.
you're the only one who feels
so forbidden yet so right.
You're the only one who gives me hate
when I give an abundance of love.
Maybe it's because I can't have you,
I feel more desperate.
ambivalence prevails, doubtful
whether I should keep being true to my heart,
or should I adopt silence.
Will you feel my worth more
if I stayed away, or do you feel it
more when I'm present.
I have a deep longing for you,
more than you can imagine
perhaps, more than the stars you
can count with your bare eyes,
just like that, if you looked deep enough,
they are infinite.
There is no limit to my love for you.
Neither is to my obsession.
You are the only thing I think about every day,
before I wake up and go to bed.
You are my passion.
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Words collected from: jeonsmicasa