SWAN SONG!
CH. TEN
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isagi
n/n??? why did u hang up😭
also who was that talking
bachira
and why did she say y/n😱😱
shidou
yooooo🔥
n/n lore drop????
you
i js gotta board the plane
and y/n is my real name i didnt
want to say it before bc stranger
danger‼️‼️‼️
bachira
OHHHHHH
nagi
nice save
you
stfu
kinda funny that i was added into
the group chat because bachira
wanted to know if i liked lesserafim
and i have the same name as y/n 😅
nagi
girl stop yapping
you
nagi wtf is ur issue
isagi
😮
nagi
sorry
reo took my phone
you
why does he hate me
bachira
Y/NNNNN
THATS CDAZY THO!!!!!
everything comes full circle
isagi
so should we call u y/n now??
you
ye 😛
isagi
this is gonna get confusing😭
shidou
fr
i feel lied to
betrayed
misinformed
you
confusing... for ME
and stfu shidou you'll live
isagi
but i mean i like the name y/n
a lot more than n/n
bachira
ME TOO
you
because of lsrfm?
damn🙁
isagi
NOOOO
because it's your real name
it makes me feel closer to you
bachira
YEAHH
AND MY FAVORITE GIRL HAS
THE SAME NAME AS MY FAVORITE
IN LSRFM
you
oh u guys are smooth
(smooth criminal glee ver)
making me blush over here‼️
shidou
they're desperate
you
log off for me
what they said was sweet ur js jealous
isagi
😘😘😘
shidou
jealous of what
I'm not jealous of anything 🤨
hiori
lmao
imagine she's y/n from hit kpop
girl group lesserafim and she's lying
to us all
wouldn't that be crazy😅😅😅😅
isagi
that WOULD be crazy
... are you????
bachira
SPEAK UP WOMAN
you
bro why is hiori always trying
to expose me
i wish i was her💔💔💔
shidou
he's just standing on business
leave him be
isagi
never thought i'd see shidou
complimenting someone that's not
sae‼️‼️‼️‼️
shidou
i'm in a good mood
my boyfriend (sae <3) told me that
i did a good job and that im his
little demon🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
isagi
oh....
you
that's a little strange.....
bachira
what's strange about it ? 😮
hiori
well ik ur not talking
you
LMFAOO
isagi
ntm on bachira
bachira
thank u 😍
you
gay people everywhere😕😕
anyways hiori
dms now.
(also stream antifragile it just came out)
bachira
HHEJEIEIEWISJWISJSIE
isagi. chigiri. room. we will stream.
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you
let's get to business.
hiori
i thought u were on a flight
you
yeah but i have free texting
activated😇
that's besides the point.
you know who i am.
hiori
batman??????
you
br9
*bro
get srs.
hiori
i'm always serious
you
you know i'm in lesserafim
hiori
WHATTTTTTT
UR IN HIT KPOP GIRL GROUP
LESSERAFIM?????????
that's crazy
i didn't know that
you
DAWG😭😭😭😭😭
hiori
i'm kidding i totally knew that
u and nagi are not slick btw
whenever he leaves the room
so u guys can talk abt ur idol
stuff i can hear him through the walls
you
oh......
hiori
yeah tell your bf to keep it
down maybe bc u always
call whenever i'm on valorant
you
u play val???
hiori
bruh yes
i'm a d1 gamer🔥🔥
you
i don't think that's smt to be
proud of
hiori
we all have our own opinions
anyways i'll keep ur identity a secret
nice comeback btw
i thought idols did promotional
stages though when their comebacks
came out? but you're in a plane rn
you
lmao we prerecorded it before we left
because we had an important photoshoot
in london😮😮
hiori
oooooooo
i just added antifragile to
my playlist
also i didn't know
u did ballet
you
yupppp me and kazu🫶
hiori
and here i thought u were
unathletic and probably out
of shape
just kidding
u look really pretty btw 😘
you
bro i heard u were supposed to be
the nice one😭😭😭😭😭
hiori
what does that mean
you
no bc nagi was like oh hiori is rly nice
but u expose me any chance u get and
u js called me OUT OF SHAPE🤨🤨
hiori
some people just can't handle
the truth
you
its giving santana lopez tbh
hiori
anyways ill keep ur secret
IF you go on live and rap
my shot from hamilton
you
u think this is a threat???
bro i would do that for free
i can sing all the hamilton songs
BACKWARDS
hiori
think about it if u do it
everyone will clip it and post
it to tiktok and say "OMG SHES
SO REAL FOR THIS!!!!"
you
bro ur so right
OK ILL DO IT
but like when im not on a plane
hiori
ok bet
i'm going to play val now
baiiii
you
u should add me
ok baiiiiii :3
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a few hours later, lesserafim landed back in korea and drove back to the hybe building. they didn't have practice that day since their comeback had just come out, and they wanted to celebrate by having a day off.
"are you sure you don't want to get coffee with us?" chaewon asked y/n, who declined their original offer to go to the cafe.
eunchae grabbed y/n's hand. "come on~ you need to split the tiramisu with me!"
she shook her head, a little sad she would miss out on a chance to get tiramisu with eunchae. however, there were more pressing matters at hand.
"sorry guys, i promised someone i would go live!" y/n made a sheepish expression, a little ashamed to admit it but she really didn't want hiori telling everyone her identity.
at times, she wondered why she didn't just tell them who she was. after all, it's not as though she was forbidden from having friends! no one would really care if she was friends with a bunch of soccer players.
but then she would remember that at the end of the day, she had befriended a bunch of strangers and despite her love of talking to them, how could y/n know if she could trust them? or what if they found out and treated her differently?
deep in her thoughts, the girl finally made it to a private studio room.
y/n let out a soft sigh as she turned her phone off, making sure to toggle on airplane mode so that her notifications wouldn't show during the live. she loved her blue lock friends but she would rather spend a day with shidou than receive one of their messages on live.
brushing these thoughts out of her head, y/n turned on the company ipad. she could never move past how weird it felt to be a well known idol and seeing thousands of people tune into her content.
though at the same time, it was such an ego-booster.
she waited a few seconds for people to roll into the live, before she began to speak.
"hi guys!" y/n cheerfully said into the camera. she let her eyes skim through some of the comments for a bit.
user1: Y/N YOU LOOK SO PRETTY TODAY💓💓💓
user2: HI GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!
user3: love from brazil 😍🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷
user4: HI Y/NNNNN
user5: my favorite lesserafim member lives 🫶🫶
y/n chuckled at the fans, an endearing feeling took over her heart as she read through as many comments as she could. her fans truly were adorable beings and she held such a special place in her heart for them.
user6: where are the other members? i want to see them!
user7: i wish yunjin was live...
user8: eunchae is more interesting than her tbh
her smile dropped for a split second. it was comments such as those that reminded her of all her doubts as an idol. the times she would compare herself to her other members and feel that she was a waste of space in the group, the times she spent trying to change herself in order to fit the image the public had of her, all of those became apparent.
but y/n didn't want her emotions to show, so she opted to make a joke out of the situation.
"hey, if you guys keep talking about other members i'll end the live!" y/n said in a joking tone, however she couldn't help a slight bitterness from seeping out. "i'm joking. they're at a cafe right now."
"to be honest... there's only one thing i need to do during this live" she pursed her lips in to hide her laughter. "i was recently challenged to perform this for you guys, so i hope you enjoy!"
y/n quickly pulled up the karaoke version of 'my shot' on her phone, before sighing. in all honesty, it was a little embarassing to randomly go live and start rapping hamilton. however, she knew her fans would eat it up so she continued.
"i am not throwing away my, shot! i am not throwing away my, shot!" y/n sang with
an embarrassed blush on her face. "ayo, i'm just like my country i'm young, scrappy and hungry and i'm not throwing away my, shot!"
user9: omg she's so unserious
user10: Y/N LIKES MUSICALS????
user11: GUYSSS SHES SO REAL FOR THIS
user12: bro who put her up to this...
user13: this MIGHT be lin manuel miranda
amongst all the comments, one in particular stood out.
yoichisagi: EURHEWJMEDMEKEKJFDMSMDKDKDKSKDKJEKDKDKSKSKSKDDJDKSKKDIDDKKE
y/n almost burst out laughing. she could only imagine the image of chigiri, isagi, and bachira all watching her live together and discussing what the fuck she was doing. amused but not surprised, she decided to keep going.
"imma get a scholarship to kings college, i prolly shouldn't brag but dang i amaze and astonish. the problem is i gotta lot of brains but no polish, i gotta holler just to be heard with every word i drop knowledge."
after she finished with my shot, the chat insisted that she continue to sing songs from musicals
so for the rest of the live, y/n sang various songs from musicals including don't rain on my parade (glee version), for good, world burn, suddenly seymour, dead mom, and slipping through my fingers.
and yes, she played both glinda and elphaba in for good.
"okay, that's enough of that." y/n said through chuckles once she was done. "let me read through some comments."
user17: WIFEEEEE
user18: i love a girl who loves musicals
thesoccermonster: Y/N be my girlfriend 😍😍😍😍
"hm, 'be my girlfriend'?" y/n read the comment outloud, finding it amusing. "okay! we're dating now."
the idol watched as the chat flooding with people either being jealous or finding the situation funny. she had a feeling that 'thesoccermonster' was bachira but regardless of whether or not it was, she loved joking with her fans (and doing a little fanservice).
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you
are you happy😑😑😑
hiori
lmfaooooo
yes
you
ok cool
well u better keep ur mouth
shut about my business
like why are u such a
gossiper
hiori
🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️
you
omg now bachira is spamming me
"Y/N LOOKED SO GOOD ON LIVE
TODAY!! Y/N U SHOULDVE WATCHED
WITH US"
bro this same name situation is
really tripping me up like they call me y/n
now and i'm like??? HOW DO YOU KNOW
then i remember
hiori
maybe u should just tell them🤷♂️
you
noooo that's like awkward
they're going to treat me differently
hiori
really?? i don't think they would
you
but idk i feel like they wouldn't
see me as the same person i am
right now
hiori
is it really that big of a deal?
you
well it shouldn't be
but imagine you've been talking
to someone for a while and you
find out they're a kpop idol
wouldn't u think of them
differently?
hiori
i mean that is what happened
but ur right it is kind of crazy
you
exactly👺👺
wait i missed a text from nagi
brb
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y/n exited out of her messages with hiori to read what nagi had texted her while she was on airplane mode, and the sight caught her off guard.
her breath hitched in her throat as she read the words over and over again.
nagi
im watching your live
you look pretty
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authors note.
this chapter is kinda messy but wtvs
anyways i went to coachella with muhwa_ so much fun!!!!!! tyler the creator and doja were so good we went crazy🤗🤗🤗
@ yyunarii owned
swipe to proceed !! <3