I look through our polaroids, reminiscing our memories
I'd have treasured it a little more if I had known it's all temporary.
It didn't feel like a big deal those days
But now I'm thinking of it always
Yearning to live through the past again
I'm stuck forever in this memory lane
The funs,the bickering and the teasing
My desire to go back is unceasing
The longing to have all 4 of us together,
Is now really starting to bother.
When will I be able to accept the reality?
My mind that's stuck in past is pushing me to insanity
Am I the only one who cannot move on?
While you all are out there having fun?
Am I the only coward?
And you've all moved forward?
Maybe,maybe I am. But what's to be done?
You've all left me alone
Crying myself to sleep every night
Keeping it low,tryna be quiet.
I feel so pathetic knowing you'll be unaware
And you guys have no comfort to spare
Cause I'll never let you know
This sadness that I always sow