His eyes were brown
He sounds so hot when he groans
His smile when he won
He's pulling me in for months
What a daydream
Having him is the dream
What a heartfelt mean
He looks a lot better in those jeans
He looks so green
He keeps shooting light beams
He doesn't look a tiny bit of mean
I bet he'll be that kind of boyfriend that's green
He acts so manly
I want to have him all to myself so badly
If he asks me to marry him, I will say "yes" gladly
He even speaks english so fluently
Walking closer towards here
Wait, he's into her?
It used to be our spot here
Why is he bringing her here?
I can't have him at this rate
What's parting us is an invisible gate
Why can't I? I want him to be my mate
I really can't have him because he's straight
I wish I can just bend people
But eitherway, I still wouldn't win that poll
I walked past him at the mall
Wishing that was me holding him all
He was so kind and I was so dumb
He treated me like his partner, I wish I was numb
I feel like a marked weak lamb
Because I gave meanings to all his actions, so dumb
Turns out everything happened with no means
Turns out the brightness really were dim
Turns out I'm alone while he's with Kim
Turns out he made her his dean
People want what they can't have
And I'm one of them
People crave what they can't have
And I'm one of them
During my days of wild
He handled me so well
He aid my wildness, he made me feel mild
He held my hands as he guide
He's just supposed to be a friend
But I didn't see how this fucked up feelings will end
I want and was about to hold his hand
Then she came along, stole his hands
She didn't steal anything, right?
Because first of all, he was never mine
I was foolish, right?
Thinking all the bullshit including that "he'll be mine"
I feel foolish for adoring him
The pool was big but I was the only one to swim
I was drowning trying to swim
I never should've loved him