First of all I want to say that I've come to a conclusion that I cannot do the requests I have undone. I just can't. I'm really sorry, I really deeply apologize. I may be able to do them later when I have more motivation, but now all my motivation goes to coming up with my stories myself. It's okay if you want to share ideas or requests but I cannot promise I'll do them.
Secondly, right now I'm doing mentally a lot better (the way when at this moment I was writing this my mum came and ruined my mood lmao) lately, despite all the shit I've gone through lately...loneliness, struggles, burnout, stress, fake friends, bullying, attempts...and all that shit. But I've got a new antidepressant (for the third time) that has actually worked a bit (Voxra 150mg).
I'm still stressed and have no motivation, but I'm getting a bit of a feeling of enjoyment while doing things I actually like. What I mean is that before I loved writing, but depression took the joy of that away...now the joy of it is coming back! So I feel more motivated to write.
I'll add more info later but this is it for now! Have a nice week! 🫶🫶