When it's real, it's gonna hurt so much,
It makes you drown with all that you have created in your head leaving you feeling dizzy,
Makes you wanna give up on everything,
Somedays are difficult to even move,
The constant unbearable pain in your heart,
Trying hard to put a facade,
I guess that's why it didn't hurt you as much as it does to me.
It was not real, I never was.