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that's all i was, all i am, all i will be. i try to make it coherent, stable, tranquil. but life's a storm you know. i try to take it all in but everyday, i feel like it's taking me within it. i try to swim but the ocean i'm drowning in is just a droplet of water in comparison to the universe. i think about it, how i'm always hoping for something that's never going to happen. maybe i'm just ruining myself. maybe this contaminated, toxic air i take in everyday is the same air i've polluted. maybe the ocean i'm drowning in is the very tear i've spilled over my book. maybe i am what they tell me. maybe i am the damnation to my own salvation. maybe i really do need to go. maybe i really do need to fall asleep. maybe everything will be fine then.
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