Warning: R-19/BDSM
As Angelus led me into the dimly lit corner of the bar, the air thick with anticipation. Huminto siya sa paggalaw dahil nagkatitigan kaming dalawa. Kinagat niya ang kanyang mapulang labi at dumungaw sa akin.
Napasandal ako sa sofa at iniwas ang tingin sa kanya.
Ayaw kong mabaliw.
“W-What? It’s normal. Don’t mind me. I’m going home—”
Nilapit niya ang kanyang bibig sa aking tainga at mahinang bumuga. “What is normal, Pav? Normal bang tumayo ’yan dahil inaasar kita? Does my teasing turn you on?”
It’s almost a whisper, like he’s talking like ‘that’ on purpose.
It did its purpose. He won.
“I just signed!” I breathlessly whispered.
“You don’t want it right now? Ikaw ang nagpakita ng senyales na naapektuhan ka sa akin, sinubukan lang kita. Oo, sinadya ko pero hindi ba? Hindi ganyan ang itsura o ang dapat na makikitang emosyon sa mata ng isang taong ayaw sa larong gusto ko. Why not now?”
I gritted my teeth. I’m losing my patience.
Ang kamao na nasa hita ko ay pahigpit nang pahigpit. Mahaba ang pasensya ko, pero puta, hindi naman ako santo para hindi maakit sa ginagawa niya. Halos lumabas na ang litid sa aking leeg dahil sa pagpipigil.
I almost want to rip that fabric that is hugging his great sexy build.
“Angelus! Back to earth! That is a ridiculous preposition. What? You want me to be you fuck buddy, with BDSM and contract signing? I’m not into that kind of thing but I signed, so give me a time to be ready.”
“You will be.”
“I’m not. I swear to—”
Humagikgik siya—para bang may nakumpirma. “So, are you a virgin? Why are you holding back?”
I flinched.
Bakit pakiramdam ko ay tunog pang-iinsulto iyon? This is the only precious thing that I have in me.
“And what if I am? Maybe it looks unusual for you, huh? I just looked like I fucked 3 people a day but I’m not. Yeah, I am a virgin. I never slammed a hole in 27 years of my existence. Happy?”
Gulat siyang tumingin sa akin, hindi makapaniwala na nakaya ng kaharap niyang magsalita ng ganoon. Ang tinginan namin ay may galit, ngunit sa nararamdaman ko ay mas nangingibabaw roon ang gutom.
The hunger of an omega wolf and an alpha wolf who wants to eat each other but their anger and situation are stopping them, that is exactly how I see it now. This is so unbelievable.
My lower belly, it’s hurting.
“Then, do you want to try it now?”
“What the—”
“Do you want to slam, slap and ruin my hole?”
Unti-unti ay mas nagiging limitado ang hangin na nasasagap ko, parang sinasakal ang ari ko ng isang laso.
My cock is like a hard rock right now. My knees are slightly trembling in pleasure. Ang kaba na lumulukob sa akin ay nagdadala ng sarap sa aking pagkalalaki, parang humahagod, parang nagnanais.
Argh.
My pre-cum dropped. My boxers are soaking wet right now. I want to ejaculate. I want to stroke my member again.
Parang gusto ko nang manghingi ng permiso sa taong nasa harap ko ngayon kung pwede bang siya ang maging dahilan nang paglabas ng nag-aalab na katas na nasa loob ko.
Tutal, iyon din naman ang gusto niya.
“Pavel,” pagkuha niya sa atensyon ko.
Lasing akong tumingin sa kanya.
Ramdam ko pa rin ang basa na halos maramdaman ko na sa ripped jeans na suot ko. Ramdam ko na rin na, sa oras na mahawakan niya ako ay kakawala na ang bahagi kong kanina pa naghuhumiyaw para makawala.
Why did I get too far now? This is something that I shouldn’t feel, at this time I should be sad, down and broken because of my sister but why am I horny and wanting to get laid?
So being a virgin at the age of 27 really backfires me, huh?
Binalik ko ang atensyon ko sa kanya nang marahan niyang hinaplos ang hita ko. Mas lalong dumagsa ang nararamdaman kong sarap sa aking pagkalalaki, parang sa simpleng haplos ay lalabasan na yata ako.
“Don’t. . .”
His voice a low murmur that sent a shiver down my spine, "May I kiss you?"
That. That ends my patience.
I felt my heart skip a beat at his words, the desire burning hot within me as I met his gaze with a mix of longing and hesitation. Bahala na. I will surely regret this tomorrow.
But my situation right now says, “I don’t care.”
“Yes,” I moaned. “Just kiss—”
My voice barely audible over the din of the bar, my body trembling with anticipation.
With a slow, deliberate movement, Angelus closed the distance between us, his lips hovering just inches from mine as he searched my eyes for any sign of hesitation.
Finding none, he closed the remaining gap, his lips meeting mine in a gentle yet passionate kiss that ignited a fire within me. As our lips moved together in a dance of desire.
This is crazy but I can’t help but touch my cock and gently stroke it without touching it literally. I tracked my shape through the fabric—I can feel my veins in it. It’s throbbing like crazy.
“Ah! Shit!”
“I want more. Kiss me, more, Pavel.”
Hinawakan ni Angelus ang mukha ko at mas lalong pinalalim ang halikan naming dalawa. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang paggalaw ng dila namin kasabay nang mga tawanan, hiyawan at kwentuhan ng mga nagsasaya sa dance floor.
Napahawak ako sa hita niya ng siya na ang humawak sa ari ko. Hindi pa man niya natatagalan ang mahinang pag ulos gamit ang mga kamay niya ay nilabasan na ako. I’m shy but my horny self couldn't care.
“Angelus!”
Pilit kong nilalayo ang kanyang labi sa akin ngunit nakagat niya lang iyon at naging dahilan iyon para magdugo ang labi ko. Napatingin ako sa kanya at sa labi ko lang siya nakapokus, hindi sa akin kung hindi sa mapupula kong labi na wala pang isang nakakahalik maliban lang sa kanya.
“B-Bakit ka tumigil?” tanong niya habang nakatingin pa rin sa aking labi.
Pinokus ko ang kanyang mata sa akin at mahinang humalakhak, “Get a grip. This is not a bedroom. This is a bar, Angelus. Don’t tell me this is one of your fetishes? Do you want these people to see how we ruin each other’s clothes?”
“Don’t wanna.”
Hinila niya ang kamay ko at biglaang naglakad. Walang pake sa kung sino man ang mabunggo. Hindi ko alam kung alak ba ang labi ko, bakit parang mas matindi pa sa lasing ang kinikilos niya?
I know the answer. I’m just nervous.
“W-Where are we going? I didn’t say that so we can continue this, kiss is enough.“
Huminto siya at muling humarap sa akin. Ang labi niya ay nakakurba sa mapang akit na paraan. He’s provoking me—he doesn’t need to do that, to be honest.
He already put a leash on the head of this member of mine. Like a dog.
“You don’t want to put that inside of me?”
“I-I want it.”
Wala na. Bahala na. Gusto ko na rin.
Napunta na ako sa punto na maging ang sarili ko ay hindi ko na mapipigilan pa.
As we drove through the darkened streets, the tension between us palpable, Angelus reached over to caress my thigh, sending shivers of pleasure coursing through me.
“I’m driving.”
“I know, just stay still. This car is Tesla. At wala namang masyadong mga sasakyan ang dumadaan so chill.” He’s aware but still stubborn. “Pavel? Can I suck you off?”
Unable to resist, I leaned into his touch, my body craving his like a moth to a flame.
He leaned closer, his lips finding the head of mine and left a searing kiss that left me breathless.
“Ugh! D-Do that again. . .”
And he did.
But this time, he didn't stop with just a kiss. With a boldness that took my breath away, he began to suck on it, his mouth working its magic as his hands roamed freely over my two testicles.
“Ah! Fvck! Fvck!”
I couldn't help but moan at the sensation, the pleasure coursing through me like a wildfire, consuming me from within. And as Angelus continued to drive me wild with his skillful ministries, I felt myself teetering on the edge of ecstasy, my body trembling with the promise of release.
“I-I’m cumming, Angelus. It’s coming.”
“Cum. Give it to me.”
With a final, desperate cry, I gave in to the overwhelming pleasure, my body convulsing as I came hard inside the confines of the car. This is his car but he doesn’t care even though my release is scattered on the seat.
Nang makahinto sa tapat ng address na sinabi niya ay marahan kong hinila ang batok niya at mariin siyang siniil ng halik, hindi siya umangal. His kisses give me a breathtaking feeling so I will overdo it.
Agad na umalis kami sa kotse, hindi pa rin mapaghiwalay, parehas nag iinit—parehas nauuhaw sa sarap. When we entered his humble house, he didn’t give me a time to rest my eyes, he just kissed me again and held both of my hands firmly.
As the intensity of our passion reached a fever pitch, I found myself overcome with a burning desire to explore every inch of Angelus’s body.
“Can I touch your body?”
“Yes, you can.”
With trembling hands, I caressed his skin, tracing the contours of his muscles with reverence. When I reached his lower back I touched something so familiar to me.
Gusto ko iyong makita ngunit napahinto ako dahil sa mga maiinit na halik binibigay niya sa akin.
“What’s this?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper as I tentatively touched the device.
“It’s a little something I brought along for us to enjoy,” Angelus replied, his tone laced with mischief.
Alam na alam ko kung ano ang bagay na hinahawakan ko. Madalas ko rin itong hawakan kapag nasa RedCollar Company ako, minsan na rin sa aking ibinigay ang device na ito para gamitin sa mga customer ngunit hindi ako pumayag.
I would never, but right now.
My mind is betraying me. I want to plunge it inside of him.
He let out a low moan of pleasure, his body arching into my touch as I experimented with the controls, sending waves of sensation coursing through him.
Driven by a primal urge, I growled in arousal, my hunger for Angelus reaching new heights with each passing moment.
“Fvck, Pavel,” he moaned, his voice thick with desire. “That feels good.”
Nanginginig ang aking kamay na inabot ang sarili. Sobra-sobra na ang aking nararamdaman, parang binigyan ako ng regalo dahil inabot ako ng ganitong edad na wala pang nahahawakan kahit sinuman.
As Angelus reached the peak of his pleasure, I felt him trembling in my arms, his body going limp as he succumbed to the overwhelming sensations coursing through him. With a low groan, he slumped against me, his breathing shallow and erratic.
“Pavel,” he whispered, his voice barely audible above the pounding of my heart. “I-I can’t... I can’t…”
Before he could finish his sentence, he lost consciousness, his body going limp in my arms. Panic surged through me as I realized what had happened, but I quickly pushed aside my fear, focusing instead on caring for him in his moment of vulnerability.
Gently, I laid him down on the bed, his body still twitching with the aftershocks of his release. With tender care, I cleaned him up, wiping away the evidence of our passion with a soft cloth and warm water.
As I worked, I couldn’t help but marvel at the sight of him, his features softened in the throes of sleep. Despite the intensity of our encounter, there was a vulnerability in him that I found endearing, a reminder that even the strongest among us have moments of weakness.
Once I had finished cleaning him up, I turned my attention to the scattered clothes that littered the floor. With careful hands, I gathered them up, folding them neatly before placing them on the chair beside the bed.
I glanced at Angelus, I couldn’t help but feel a surge of affection for him, this is his game but I don’t want this feeling to be just temporary. And as I settled down beside him, pulling the blankets up to cover his body I saw the slight smile on his lips.
He looks satisfied.
Oh, I’m doomed. . .