The long-due message responses I promised you guys! There weren't many, but I'm sorry for having kept you waiting so long. ^^'
I'm doing alright, thank you! Currently I'm recovering from an illness I caught on a trip to NJ, but we're back and I'm looking forward to gardening and preparing for summer.
I hope I won't disappear again; even though I'll definitely be less active, I want to start posting art again for those who would like to see it. And finishing my stories! I have some exciting things planned that I hope you guys will enjoy. <3
Aw, thank you so much!! I don't know if I remember you or not because I don't know who you are, but you're incredibly sweet for taking the time to tell me that. It really means a lot. If you ever stop by Wattpad again and want to drop me a PM, I'd love to chat and catch up with you!
I'm sorry!! T^T
I know my disappearance was unannounced and long, but trust me, I had a reason--and it wasn't that I suddenly hated you all. I had been in a really bad headspace for a while, and it was slowly getting worse; I had attention issues and felt like my viewership was dropping. I was comparing myself to others, stressing about votes and comments, being depressed when I felt that I wasn't performing well enough. I started getting upset and desperate, and in a period of clarity I realized that being here was not good for me at the time. I needed to leave and deal with my issues. My mental health had tanked, and it was affecting my real-life emotions and relationships in a negative way. So...I left.
It's been a while, but I am much happier and healthier, and looking forward to a fresh start! A lot has changed, both in real life and here on Wattpad, but I hope I can start producing content again without letting the results impact me negatively. So even if it's only a few people who want to come see--welcome! I'm glad to have you here and share my creations with you.
To all my old friends, and whoever may have come along in the meantime: it's good to be back. <3