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Author p.o.v
As gaurav hung up the call, his face looked pale, as if someone has taken out his soul out of his body......after five minutes he putted on a fake smile and went back in
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everyone enjoyed their time and weny back to mansion, uma requested astha and bhairavi to take some rest at their home cause they both looked hella tired...and they both agreed too....but bhairavi was kinda nervous about taking some rest there cause she didn't want to face him right now...but she convinced herself by saying "you have to face him after marriage...."
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It was evening everyone was busy with some or the other thing, ladies and bhairavi were talking and spending time in their room Meanwhile astha was a terrace busy with some business calls, and rudra was at office and eshanth went to his study room...whereas abeer went out for buying some nice deserts for the ladies....(ofc ordered by menakshi )
menakshi -: beyta you know when eshanth was small he used to be very very naughty...It was tough to handle him but he was very sweet kind and bubbly...and very extroverted..
menakshi said will slowly patting bhairavi's hair...that when bhairavi interrupted with curiosity..
bhairavi -: then what happened to him now...he is complete opposite of this..he is rude, most of the time angry, and all has this straight scary emotionless face, he also never really spends time with you all, leave this...I never saw him talking to you all..
menakshi -: I know beyta...this also hurts us by seeing him like this...we never imagined he would turn into this kind of person..
menakshi's voice broke saying this line, old memories of eshanth occupied her mind...uma kept her hand on menakshi's to comfort her and continued the story...they both felt like its necessary for bhairavi to know a little about eshanth by them
Uma-: he is not a bad guy bhairavi...he is just broken from inside...broken from his soul...he has kept his feelings in his heart from years..he is suffering alone...he just needs someone to understand his hidden feelings...someone to save him from his own demons...and make him believe in life again...
The pain of eshanth's past was reflecting from their words...think about how much eshanth suffered all these years...all alone.. Thought bhairavi with a very heavy heart..
menakshi -: when his father died...he was totally broken...and crushed..he didn't show this to anyone..but he was fighting a battle all alone...a war no one knew about...he didn't sleep for days not even a single nap...he wanted to keep up all the things his father left behind...he was scared to lose his father's memories...he worked like a machine that's why he is at this position....but through this working...he forgot he was even human...and of course who wouldn't...after losing his mother and father...who wouldn't go crazy like this.....sometimes for weeks he wouldn't come home...and when he would...we would find him drenched in blood...of someone else...he would go around killing criminals in the hope he would kill his father's murder..and in this whole mess he killed almost 150 + criminals...I didn't even know we had these many criminals in our country....he is somehow calm now...thanks to mahadev....
menakshi joined again...controlling her tears..
Uma-: beyta bhairavi , I request you..please take him out of his own darkness...now its hard to hear his heartbroken or maybe soul broken screams at night, his self harm, it breaks our heart to see him like this....please bring back our eshu....he is our strength but he needs someone to rely on too
Uma took bhairavi's hand...and with hope in her eyes she requested her by saying these words
menakshi -: he is very strong both mentally and physically but he is human too...at some point he reaches his emotional limit too...he will be broken too...he is our strength but no one is his strength...we dont feel scared of anyone just cause of him....but we are scared to lose him...cause of his own demons....and we trust you...that you will save him bhairavi...and one day our eshu will be happy for real again....
Even menakshi joined her hands requesting bhairavi....hoping she would understand eshanth...
bhairavi tried to keep a smile and said
bhairavi -: of course aunty I will do my best as his wife and will support him and save him
Guilt was taking over bhairavi as she said each and every word...but at the moment she didn't want to break their heart...
Priya-: dont worry maa and bua bhabhi is the best for eshu bhai....
Miya-: yess maa...eshu bhai is already head over heels for bhabhi..
Saying this the ladies teased bhairavi...bhairavi acted like she was blushing and shying but inside she felt like her heart will burn in fire of guilt...she felt guilt for hiding her past from eshanth and giving them hope that she js someone who would save eshanth from his demons but...she herself is fighting her own demons....her heart ached at the thought of hurting eshanth....he is already in pain...and she will add more to it...her eyes felt heavy....with tears...she quickly made a excuse
bhairavi -: I am really sorry I have to leave this early but arav bhai and I have some work at home...so I should go...we will continue our talk after my marriage tomorrow
They all agreed and bhairavi touched the feet of elderly ladies and hugged priya and miya before bidding good bye... As she left the room to goo....she couldn't controll her tears as they streamed down her cheeks...she quickly wiped them and went downstairs
But as she was about to pass by the end of the kitchen something or someone grabbed her left arm and pulled her inside the kitchen she was about to scream but it put his hand on her mouth to shut her up...in a second bhairavi crashed onto something hard....and as she opened her eyes to looke at who or what it was....
Her dark brown eyes met again with the pair of dark grey eyes...those beautiful pair of eyes were staring deep into her soul....it was none other the eshanth....his hands slowly snaked from her arm to her waist, pulling her closer to him...as he pulled away his hands from her mouth slowly...she was about to break the intense eye contact of their so he again pulled her closer with a jerk...making her crash harder on his rock hard chest...her eyes widden at this act of his...she quickly put her hand on his chest in hope there will be some gap between them...but her hope shattered
B H A R A V I
Oh god eshanth please dont pull me this close to you...it isn't helping my situation...its making me feel more guilty....I was still looking into his eyes...gosh his eyes...are fucking beautiful...I have never seen such beautiful eyes certainly not of a man...he is different..he wasn't breaking the eye contact...and damn he has a intense gaze...this contact is setting me on fire....his eyes were like pearl in the ocean...a rare pearl..
I was so lost in his eyes that I didn't even realize when he started to come closer to my face...there was already no gap between our body..and now this...with my full strength I tried to push him away...but damn he is made of rock or what he didn't even budge..I tried again and this time his griped losen and I quickly moved away from him and said
bhairavi -: I have to go..
I was so shocked that I couldn't even form any word further than this...
After saying this I again started to move towards the main door but before I could take a step further eshanth grabbed my left hand again and my blue bangles broked and fell on the ground..gosh why....they were my favourite ones...I quickly looked at him again..and as I did he pulled me again towards him and my back crashed onto his chest....damn his chest..I wondered how many hours does he do workout his chest is incredibly built....yes incredible enough to make me breathless......before I could come out of this trauma I felt his hands were on my waist slowly wrapping around my fragile body sending shivers down my spin.....but my negative thought took over me....this is wrong....he will get hurt in future....I am hiding things from him...he will hate me once he knows them..he will leave me... I wi be left heart broken...he wi be fully crushed because of this...no no I cant do this to him...I cant love him...I shouldn't love him...for his own good...I quickly mustered up the courage though my body was trembling understand his touch
bhairavi -: leave me eshanth ji...I have to do...chhodiye hamey...hamey jaana hai
But his reply broke my heart into pieces
eshanth -: aapko chhodney key liye aap sey vivah nhi kar rahey hai priye...ham aapko na iss janam mei na aagley janam mei...ham aapko kabhi nhi chhodengey...
( I am not marrying you to leave you...not in this life time nor in any other...I will never leave you )
He whispered huskily in my ears...shivers and guilty both ran through my body...
He slowly turned me around and pulled me closer...then he slowly brought his face closer to mine...and brushed his left cheek on mine and kept it their....slowly brushing it on mine....there was no gap in between us still he was slowly pulling me closer to him...our hot breaths were mixing....our breath were getting heavier......I was giving in...cause I dont know when will be the next time he will touch me so lovingly , or look at me with eyes filled with only love and devotion...I was melting...not just in his touch but in his love too...
There were some unsaid words between us...but it never made us uncomfortable or awkward...love is the only Language between us.....our looks are our comforting words....heat of our body...are our devotional words...yes they are unsaid...till now but...still are there...
Just then he whispered in my ears with his heavy breath and deel voice
eshanth -: I know you haven't accepted this marriage fully...but I promise you...I will never hurt you, I wi never let a single drop of tears come in your eyes, I will protect you, I will worship you...I will fullfill your dreams, I will fully belong to you and only you, I will make you mine..Your words will be my command , you will tell me its night , then it will be night for me, your words will be the sole truth and reality of my life, I will love you with my whole heart and soul, I will give you every ounce of me,...
Before he could say more I interrupted him, and whar I said even I dont know why I said
bhairavi -: and what if I dont love you back
He paused for a second
eshanth -: even if you dont love me back , I would still love you the same...till my last breath, I will be your devotee , you will be my goddess , you will be the ultimate truth of my life, I will protect you, I will fulfill each and every word of yours, and if you want the whole world at you feet bowing down for you, I will make it happen, I will full fill your commands without a question, I would kiss the ground you walk on....I would still love you even If you dont love me back...I dont know when I got this obsessed with you ,I dont know how I fell for you but yes I did and I am becoming obsessed with you..like a beast
Gosh what good thing did I do to get him in my life, I dont deserve him, I dont deserve his love, he is a blessing in my life but I dont deserve this blessing
Tears started to form in my eyes and as he sensed this , his grip loses and he looks at me worriedly but I pushed him away and walked away from him, he was about to stop me but this time I stoped him first
bhairavi -: I have to go lets talk later
with that I ran away from him, I cant take this much, certainly not right now
E S H A N T H
She again ran away from me , losing her body from me, losing her fragrance is toxic for me this oxygen is getting toxic for me her fragrance is becoming the only thing my lungs wants....the only thing I live on...I kept looking at her running figure, A thought came to my mind when I looked at her legs and the her
"mathey sey lagalun haath chhu key meii paer tere..
rakh lun mei taan pey zakham baana saarey beyr tere "
Then again a thought came to me when I looked at her getting out of the house from the door
"run as much as You want my love...just till tomorrow and as tomorrow we both will get married I will make you mine...totally mine...then I wont let you run away...my little butterfly...hmm butterfly...I will devour you ravishingly...and then I will worship you like you are my goddess....gosh I am going crazy over my soon to be wife....she wont just be the queen of newar and bharat varsh but first she will be my queen and will rule over my heart , my soul and my body , she will be bhairavi eshanth pratap singh chandravanshi..."
With that I made a whisky and went to my study room , just as I took a sip...thinking about my babygirl , my queen...
Just after a few seconds , call disturbed my sweet thoughts it was rajveer uncles...I knew something is wrong
I quickly picked up the call
Rajveer -: eshanth beyta There is some emergency come to the farm house with rudra...
eshanth -: what happened uncle...
Rajveer -: we have got some information about kabir
Author
As eshanth heard the name of kabir his eyes turned dark as if he was devil himself, the aura he was releasing was darker than the night itself , he looked like he will burn the whole world right now, his jaw clenched just at the thought that his father's murder is still alive..he wanted to rip his skin off
eshanth -: yes I am coming...he is under my claws now ,now not even god will be able to save him from me, he will take his last breaths in my pure torture....just let me lay my fingers on him...then I will rip him apart
With that eshanth took his keys and left from there....
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Meanwhile when bhairavi reached home....she had messaged astha that she has left already...and astha said she has left too ( thats a lie guys she is still there )
As bhairavi entered the singh palace she looked like she was dead....pale skin, red puffy eyes cause of continues cries...her mother came infront of her...
Jodha:- so you are finally here just because you got married to the chandravanshi family..you think you can do whatever you want huh ? Who do you think you are huh...you low life bitch * grabs bhairavi's hair harshly *
Tears were streaming down bhairavi's eyes just as when jodha was about to slap bhairavi but her hand was stopped by a hand and as they looked it was fuming arav...he looked like he was going to kill jodha .....
Just as jodha relized it was arav she quickly leaves bhairavi's hair....she started trembling under arav's deadly soul piercing gaze ,
Arav quickly pulls bhairavi towards himself and then roared at jodha
Arav -: YOU BITCH HOW DARE YOU RAISE YOUR HANDS AT MY SISTER...DID YOUR SHITTY HEAD FORGET SO EASILY WHAT I SAID THAT DAY....JUST WAIT TILL TOMORROW AND THEN WATCH WHAT I DO TO YOU
Hearing this jodha quickly knew what was coming she tried to protest against him
Jodha -: yaah arav I am your mother you cant talk to me like this for this low life...why do you even take care of her , she is not even your real sister...
Hearing this only added fuel or petrol to arav's anger which was now at its peak and he growled back at jodha
Arav-: mother.....mother..huh...you call yourself mother....you are not my mother...for me you died 11 years ago....and she is more than my real sister...she is my only family alive for me....I dare you to touch her if you want to die so badly..
With that arav took bhairavi with him to her room...she was crying miserably....she sat down on the floor or more like fell on her knees...as if she was shattering like a broken glass...arav sat next to her....taking his little sister in his embrace...
Arav-: dont cry I will take care of these two...after your marriage tomorrow
bhairavi -: Bhai sa i dont deserve this marriage
Arav-: why mera baccha dont think like this You deserve everything
bhairavi -: bhaisa eshanth is too good for me...he loves me alot but I am hiding my past from him...and once he know this he will get hurt he will hate me
She started crying more miserably
Arav -: he wont hate you for your past...if he truly loves you he will accept it with his whole heart...
bhairavi -: but bhaisa
Arav-: I know how much you suffered all these years...but this marriage will give you all the happiness you deserve....talk to him once
bhairavi -: he loves me so much and I am going to hurt him....I wish I died that day with my mother...then all of this mess wouldn't have created...why am I alive...why mahadev...why did I have to fell for the guy I am going to hurt...
Arav-: he wont get hurt trust me...okay maybe a litle bit
Just then he got a call...he just hummed...and as each and every second passed his face got angrier and darker he looked at bhairavi and gave her a comforting smile and than quickly ran out side of the room and after a min his scream was heard
Arav -: YOU TWO TOUCH HER WHILE I AM AWAY AND I WILL RIP YOUR SOUL OUT OF YOUR BODY....AND STILL KEEP YOU ALIVE TO MAKE YOU GO THROUGH HELL
He vanished with that
and bhairavi locked herself in her room...she slowly moved towards a opened a box and took out a picture there was a little boy in it...looking at it a tear escaped from her eyes
bhairavi -: eshanth...I love you..more than you will ever know...people say girls now days dont actually fall in love with any boy....and they cheat...but its not with all the girls...I can die for mine...when you are in love with the right person then nothing except that person roams in your mind and your whole world roams around that single person....The right girl loves rightly too...
She caressed the photo again....a tear again flowed down
bhairavi -: sorry eshanth I didn't mean to stay alive that they...and even today I dont mean to hurt you....if I had died that day, you wont been going to suffer again all the pain....I will tell you all the truth on our wedding night...even if you kill me that night I will die happily I will take it as your love...even if you give me pain I will take it as you love for me...
She felt her eyes heavy and then everything went dark...she fell down on the floor and the photo fell next to her
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Astha was sitting in a cafe and gaurav was looking at her from his car which was parked next to the cafe...he was admiring her as if she was the most precious thing for him in this world...as if he never saw something as beautiful as her....astha was about to leave the cafe and as she walked out he drove the car in front of her...
gaurav -: come in let me drop you home....
Astha :- no I will book a ola
gaurav -: dont be stubborn sweetheart come in *husky voice*
' sweetheart ' made astha weak in knee she hoped inside the car...he drove but went to different route from her house
Astha-: hey where are you taking me...dont think of taking advantage of me..take me home...dont you dare to lay fingers on me
Hearing her words gaurav laughed loudly
gaurav -: hahah...you think of me so low.....haha you think I would go so low that I would take advantage of a girl...I am just taking you somewhere nice...you would love it
Astha-: so you are taking me on a date* in teasing voice*
gaurav -: if you want it to turn into a date...I can if you want me too
with that he winked at astha...and astha giggled...it would be a lie if astha says she felt uncomfortable with gaurav....its gaurav that she feels most at home with...safe, secured and loved...she wants to be with him all the time...even the silence between them is beautiful...cause its filled with comfort and love
He took her to his penthouse which has a magnificent view....as they both entered the penthouse...astha looked around and than settled at the couch
Astha -: nice pent house...why did you bring me here
gaurav -: you wanted this to be a date so I am making it one...lets start with song
Astha -: huh?
gaurav took his guitar from the side and dimed the light...and sat next to astha...and looked into her eyes lovingly....his eyes were filled with love...and astha understood where this was going....and she was lovingly every second of it....every second of her time...which she spends with gaurav is heavenly in her memories...he is the pure example of green flag no no no no no...he is actually a green forest....with that 2 min love eye contact...he started singing
Play apna banaley piya..
♡ when he finished the song
Astha -: wow you are amazing....you voice is like a angel soo beautiful
gaurav blushed a little at her complement seeing...this astha wanted to make him more blush but before she could....
gaurav kept his hand on her cheeks and looked directly into her eyes and with his thumb he caressed her cheeks slowly with love and passion filled in every touch...then he caressed her hair...and asked
"can I " astha blushed hearing and moved back from his touch
Astha -: no you cant
gaurav -: haha...stop thinking so much..priye..I wasn't talking about that...*giggled *...you are so cute * smiling *
And as he said that he tapped her nose with his index finger....she gave him a confused look
Astha -: huh ? Then what did you mean ?
With this gaurav moved closer to her and deeply kissed her forehead....melting astha's heart...she thought " how did I meet this gentleman "
And as gaurav moved back astha gave him a brightly...and he did the same
gaurav -: come let me make something for you...tell me what do you want..
They both got up and moved towards the kitchen...and astha was surprised that gaurav knows how to make food
As gaurav rolled his sleeves up and his veiny hands came in the vision of astha...she couldn't help but gwak at him...of course she would..his hands are a whole view...she shook those thoughts from her mind
Astha -: I want pancakes
gaurav nodded and got to work and asth sat on kitchen counter watching him work...she was impressed how he was cooking
Astha -: your wife will be very lucky
gaurav -: even you can be lucky * wink's at her*
Astha -: gosh what kind of proposal was this * laughs *
gaurav -: you want me to propose you fine I will
Astha -: gosh..you are so flirty..* blushing *
gaurav -: okay I wont flirt now...I dont want to make you uncomfortable *saying Seriously *
Astha -: I am not getting uncomfortable
And just like this these two spent their evening teasing each other and spent some Quality time...
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eshanth , rudra and rajveer were discussing how to capture kabir...
eshanth -: okay we will execute this plan..and we will increase the security at our home incase they try to attack our families...but I know they dont have the guts to come to lion's cave
Said eshanth with a devilish smirk
eshanth -: we will torture him in the dark area ( his torture room )
He said with dark cruel eyes...which sent shivers through all the body guards and rajveer and rudra...
Rudra and rajveer knew eshanth will make rivers of blood now....
Mahendra interrupted in between
Mahendra -: what about bhabhi...what if he tries to attack her..as from tomorrow her identity will be revealed
Hearing this eshanth's eyes turned red...just at the thought of someone looking at his bhairavi, his love...his soul...his pide...was boiling his blood he would burn that person alive, tear them apart..
eshanth -: no one will dare to lay a finger on her, and if they does then they will see the real devilish side of eshanth pratal singh chandravanshi...I will ripe the skin off from their body
Just then their conversation was interrupted by a call on eshanth's phone...it was arjun
eshanth picked it up
Arjun -: eshanth ...I have got all the information about bhabhi..
This brought sparks in eshanth's eyes...seeing this everyone forgot to breath...the guards never saw their boss's eyes looking so humanly...but one glare from eshanth and they lowered their gaze
eshanth -: good brk bring it to office
Arjun-: by the way....I think there is something you should see
Hearing this eshanth face looked angry...
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