Freen
My body is shaking because of madness, Mon and I didn't talk for days after what happened and She didn't even replying on my textses and calls
I'm so frustrated
and earlier I witness her hugging Miran and they look so sweet Infront of me
damn her
Leaving her hurts me, leaving who I am killed me, like my life took in me on purpose
They cut my hair, they burned my girly stuff, dresses, shoe collection, bags.. that's when the time lolo died because of me, because I wanna go back being sam
They destroyed Samian they robbed her, I questioned god.. I am so happy being samian even I'm scared because of my sex, why he needs to took it from me, why he gave me this kind of problem? this kind of life?
I'm so thankful to Mon because I met her and fell in love with her. Mon and Mia are my only happiness. If there's no Mon and Mia, I think I could have killed myself years ago because of depression.
My kisses went down on her neck and sniffing her natural scent and it relaxes me, I was about to continue when she suddenly sobs
Parang akong binuhusan agad ng malamig na tubig dahil sa paghikbi nya
Lumayo ako agad sakanya
*Slap
"how dare you." she exclaimed but it ends up like a whisper
I took a deep breath
"I-I'm sorry."
she pushed me forcefully and walkout, she was about to leave my office when I called her
"Where do you think you're going?"
she sniffed and wiped her tears using her hand
"Ahmm."
"Balik."
she faced me and glared at me
{Mari.} I called my secretary in my intercom device {Guide Ms. Armstrong here.}
{acknowledge sir} sagot nito
{and please send the janitor here.}
{Yes sir.}
Mon walk back towards her desk and sip on her water bottle to drink water
looking at her red nose and teary-eyed eyes makes me regret what I did
My Jealousy overtaken me again..
I wanna slap my face right now, why I feel like I don't want to tell her the truth anymore?
I don't wanna ruined samian to her, she's really inlove with my oldself and it's so funny because even me get jealous with samian
This is wrong, dapat hindi ko nalang sya inassign dito, I felt bad because of my selfishness
11:00am when I decided to leave my office and visit my other properties
I already talk to Mari that she shouldn't forget to accompany Mon sa lunch time at dinner bago umuwi
"10 days nalang po sir matatapos na po yung nursery sa 14th floor ng building and nag hire narin kami ng nutritionist for their foods and personal medic if ever na may masugatan or lalagnatin."
"Good but make it faster as soon as possible dapat hindi na umabot ng 10 days."
He nodded
I decided to put nursery since ang ibang employee ko ay may mga anak rin na bata, and I'm thinking about Mia too.. Monica is already a full time worker and I hate everytime Miran fetching Mia at school
after kong makipag usap sa inassign ko na Tao para sa nursery ay dumaretso nako sa bar para sa private meeting namin ng investigator ko
I already talk to Xeis this morning and I still can't believe that my agent says there's a possibility that Xei is involved with this case
to the think that Mosco is already married to jihan and Miran is Mons dear friend tss.
I rolled my eyes and sip on my vodka
"Medyo kalat ang chismis na may tauhan nga ang mga xei sa factory nyo pero yung mga naging employees na ibang may alam ay parang ayaw mag salita like they know who are they but it seems like someone is threatening them."
My jaw tightened and feel so pissed by the Idea that they are involved with this bullshitness
"I already Invested money to their company and some of my employees is already there and I already warned them not to trust anybody except me, they need to be extra careful while working there."
"it's too risky isn't? becareful with the traitors boss."
"I know what I'm doing." I frowned
"What if Monica is also a spy or something."
Fuck
I get up and grabbed his collar pulling it tightly
"Hey boss I am just telling a possib-"
"Then Monica is an exception.. we're talking about Xei not with the Armstrong company, Think before you speak next time."
"Y-yes boss."
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Mon
"Mommy I missed you so much."
Mia said while caressing my cheeks we're lying on the bed and cuddling
"I missed you more."
"it's already bed time when you get home mommy and that's make me sad."
I hug her tight and kissed her forehead her little voice soothing my stress
she's a blessing to me
"How's your day today?"
"Boring and I feel so lonely."
I look at her face
"Why? hmm?"
she pouted
"I think I need a little brother or sister, so if you're not here, I have a sibling who can play with me."
Napapikit ako at niyakap sya ng mahigpit
"Mia..."
"Mommy you really don't know who's my daddy?"
Napaupo ako and I look up, controlling my tears not to fall.
I should start finding her father.
hindi ko na kasi hinanap since galit ako sa taong may gawa nun at habang tumatagal napapaisip ako na pag dumating yung araw na mahanap man sya ay may kahati nako kay Mia, I really hate stranger like I'm scared what kind of people are they
"Mommy.."
I'm still looking up, that's why she got up and hugged me.
"I want to know who's my daddy, Mom please find him for me."
"Am I not enough?" my voice broke
Mon she's still a baby
"Mommy." She suddenly cried and made me look at her, but I hugged her immediately so she couldn't see me crying.
"Shh, sorry." I said, "If you really want to know who's your daddy, I will do my best to find him."
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"Oh bakit mugto yang mata mo?"
I looked outside the window and sighed deeply.
I'm here at yuki's car, kahahatid lang namin kay Mia sa school at ngayon bumabyahe na kami papuntang Chankimha
"Mia wants to know who her father is."
"What?"
"You heard me, now I don't know where to find him or how to find him, like asking every man in this world who is the guy who fucked me that night."
Yuki burst out laughing, that's why I glared at her.
"Yan ba iniyak mo buong gabi?"
"Tss."
hays napakatanga ko I swear, I want to crack my head open and turn on the switch in my fucking brain so I can remember that bastard.
I closed my eyes tightly doing a brain storming what should I do first
irereport ko ba sa pulis? na sa sobrang kalasingan ko ay nakipag talik ako sa stranger at nabuntis? then after 6 years ko pa bago hinanap?
I woke up naked that morning and don't know what happened.
"Hays alam mo bang pinasukan ng mag nanakaw yung 7/11 sa tapat ng school kahapon." yuki started the convos while making a U turn
"Hala.. really? nahuli ba nila yung may gawa?"
"Wala eh tumakbo daw at hindi na nakita." simpleng sagot nya
"Ano? bakit hindi nila tignan sa CCTV kung anong Identity?" tanong ko
"Sira daw ang CCTV nila, at yun yung mali nila." yuki smirked
tsk³
Napailing nalang ako at pumikit sinusubukang umidlip
wait..
Napadilat ako bigla ng maalala kung anong sinabi ko
tignan sa CCTV?
My mouth went open
yung CCTV ng bar....
may copy pa kaya? bakit ngayon ko lang naisip toh?
"What are you thinking?" yuki asked
I shook my head at nag isip pa ng malalim
"Hey mon? parang kang tanga ano?"
if there's a crime...
There's probably a witness.
and that time maraming tao sa bar
eh sino naman ang possible na witness?
oh damn
The Bar tender..
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Kakatime in ko palang pero parang gusto ko ng umuwi at mag umpisang mag imbistiga
dapat matagal ko natong ginawa.
so sobrang mapride ko eh hindi ko inisip ang mga posibleng maramdaman ni Mia pag lumaki syang walang tatay
masyado akong nabusy sa pag iisip kay samian... damn her
if she doesn't want to comeback then okay, she's not the only person in this world
"Goodmorning sir." salubong ko kay freen pag pasok sa office
he just ignored me and focus on his laptop
Hays.. kahapon eh hindi na sya bumalik sa opisina nya, nakonsensya siguro
pero bakit feeling ko galit sya?
"Goodmorning boss." ulit ko at naglakad na papuntang desk para ilapag dun ang mga envelope
he just frowned and continue what he's doing
I took a deep breath
I can't work properly if there's an unbreakable wall in between us
"Goodmorning Freen." I said while checking the envelopes
Sa sobrang tagal nya mag response ay hindi ko napansin na wala na sya sa desk nya dahil nag focus nako sa mga papel sa harapan ko
"I will give you a chance to change your position.. I'm not going to force you to work with me."
My soul almost left my body when he talked, and he placed the brown envelope on my desk.
When I looked up at him, his mouth fell open.
"What the hell has happened to your eyes?" he exclaimed.