After hearing everything from mark Gem didn't said anything......he didn't even moved...
Mark I'll get going now..gem said all of a sudden standing from his seat
Gem where are you going!? Mark asked worried about gem
Iam going to fourth...gem said and went back to fourth
As he entered the room..he seen fourth sleeping on bed...he took his steps gently towards fourth and sat beside bed...
He then gently caressed fourth's head...
Fourth...Iam sorry..Iam really sorry...gem teared up...Iam extremely sorry baby..please forgive me...gem kept on crying....he was literally shivering
And unknown to everyone his eyes started changing its colour...and slowly gem started hearing few sounds...
"Gem..you hurt him...you hurt him...you are about to kill fourth...you wanted to kill fourth"...the voice kept getting louder and louder...
No..I don't....gem closed his ears to stop hearing that voice...no...I don't.....gem kept on yelling to the voice which is getting louder...
"You don't love fourth...you wanna kill fourth...you don't love fourth...."
No..I love fourth...Ill never hurt him...gem kept on yelling back to the voices
" You deserve to die...." This time the voice was louder...
And gem instantly removed his hands that he had used to close his ears...
Yeah..I deserve to die...yeah....gem started searching for a sharp object but he was stopped when fourth held his hand...
Fourth was still sleeping and he held gem's hand unconsciously...
Phi...I love you na..I love you...fourth mumbled while sleep talking
And gem was brought back to his senses...he was back to his normal self...and he then kissed fourth's forehead gently
You deserve better baby...and I'll make sure you get it...gem said gently
And the next minute he again went to mark...
Gem...mark called him
We need to talk gem said and pulled mark with him to top floor of hospital
Gem what was that you wanted to talk!? Mark asked him curiously
Do you love fourth!? Gem asked him sternly
Gem....I...mark hesitated
Just tell me mark..I told you I heard your conversation right!? You told fourth rejected you..is that true!??
Well..it's true..I love fourth...mark said looking down unable to meet gem' s gaze..
Will you take care of him then!?
Gem!??...mark was confused
I'll help you to get fourth..please take care of him...gem said tearing up
Gem...what are you trying to do!?mark asked getting confused
I want him to be happy...gem said wiping off his tears
What!? But gem...mark was about to say something but gem interrupted him
I know it's hard to convince him but I'll try my best.. mark...please take care of him..you know my situation...who knows if I kill him...I can't forgive myself if I hurt him again...so please help me to take care of him..I'll try my best to stay away..and also if I ever gets my dark personality just give me anesthesia or something...so that I would faint
Gem...
Love him mark..please I beg you...gem pleaded him kneeling on his legs
Hm..I'll mark said while tearing up
But what about you gem!?
I'll be here till fourth agrees to be with you..and once you both get together I'll disappear..gem said looking at sky
Gem....
Mark you know very well if I see you both together my dark personality shows up...
Gem...what about fourth!?
I'll take care of it...gem said and went down to fourth's room
letting you go away from me is the only choice I was left with..my love
Gem said while crying holding fourth's hands..and his tears fallen on fourth's hand which made him to wake up
Phi...what happened why are you crying!? Fourth asked while hugging gem
Phi..I told you it's not your fault right...stop crying please...fourth pleaded gem while patting gem's back...
And the next day fourth was discharged from hospital...and went with gem to their home...
But fourth felt something was wrong because gem was avoiding his touch and also not speaking to him much...he was spacing out or he was going into washroom...and not coming out for a long time
So while eating dinner he thought of asking gem
Phi..is something wrong!? Fourth asked
Huh!? Everything is fine...gem tried to assure him
No...iam feeling something is wrong...you are kind of avoiding me today...did I do something to upset you!?..
No.. fourth...no you didn't
Then ..why are you behaving like this all of a sudden...
There is nothing fourth...really nothing
Are you sure phi!? Fourth teared up while asking
And gem couldn't see him like this...so he embraced the younger with a hug...
Phi..Iam sorry..fourth said while tearing up
No... fourth you didn't do anything...gem assured him
Phi..let's sleep..fourth said as he was tired and gem was afraid again he would do something to fourth..in sleep
Fourth you sleep in that room and I'll sleep in other room...gem said
Why!?...fourth asked surprisingly
Because you got recovered just now...you have to sleep comfortably...gem reasoned
I already told you..that you are my safe zone..so let's sleep...no more words..fourth said sternly and laid on gem's chest...he hugged gem tightly...
Fourth...he called him
Krup..
Mark is really nice guy right..gem said out of blue
Huh!? Why are you suddenly talking about phi' mark!? Fourth questioned and fourth was a little afraid thinking about gems dark personality
Nothing...he was really worried about you so much that he almost cried looking at you when I took you to hospital...
Ohoo...did he!??..fourth said awkwardly
You know what!??Gem continued...mark was the one who loved you first...gem said trying to be calm and not tear up as he was hurting internally
What!? Fourth asked surprisingly
Mark loved you before me..he had a love at first sight for you..but he then shown you to me and I loved you...iam such a home wrecker isn't Iam!?
No..you are not...even though phi mark loved me first...I loved you...I don't even know about phi mark's love...and even if I know about it I would still choose you..it's not a running race or some competition to see who loved me first...it's about the feelings and the connection we feel for other person...so you are not a homewrecker but my lover understood fourth said looking at gem
But mark still love's you I guess...gem blurted out
Phi...what are you trying to do...!?fourth asked frustatingly...
It's just iam saying...gem stuttered
I don't like this conversation between us...I love you...no matter who loves me I'll love you...even if you don't love me anymore I would still love you..understood fourth said angrily and moved to other side of bed...
Gem wanted to hug him cuddle him and kiss him..but he didn't do..it..instead he turned to other side..and before sleeping he didn't forget to take a sleeping pill..as he was afraid his dark personality shows up in the middle of night
And gain he started hearing the voices...
" Gem..you don't love him...you hurt him...even now he is hurting because of you...you hurt him you hurt him"... The voice got louder..
"You will kill him...you will kill fourth...you deserve to die...you don't deserve fourth...you hurt him" the voices got louder and louder
No....gem shouted and fourth immediately held gemini....
Phi...what happened..fourth asked worriedly
No...no..gem kept on saying so fourth just hugged him and patted his back..it's ok phi.....it's ok...I love you ...I love you phi...fourth whispered which calmed down gem..
And gem slowly drifted into sleep as he taken sleeping pill...