*few days later*
"are you ready for our first day with the cheifs?" tiff askes me "yeah a bit anxius and scared but im also exited ha lol" i say i really wish that we didnt have to start today but we have to i just really dont feel like interacting with anyone right now and i havent for the past few days i think i have just sliped into some sort of depression. yesterday i couldnt sleep there was so many thoughts in my head they got the best of me and i cut my wrists and thights again i offen feel like leaving this world behind but i stay because of tiff shes the reason i stay especelly right now when we have just moved to kanses so she has no one exept me right now also since cam cant come visit us right now since basketball season is right now.
"do you know what we are going do today?" tiff askes me pulling me out of my thoughts "umm yeah.. we are going to be interviewing some of the players" i say and tiffs face lights up "omg fr who?" she askes me and lookes at me befor she looks back at the road "uhh yeah its Patrick Mahomes, Travis Kelce and Trent McDuffie" i say as Tiffys face light up she loves Trent McDuffie
why i have no clue now dont get me wrong hes cute and a good player yk but its just kinda randome in my mind but i guess its probraly just as randome to her as me liking- loving patrick mahomes.
"if i wasent dating the most perfect man in the world i would go after Trent" she says and we both giggle.
*
we get out of the car the sunlight hit hard i take a hand up to cover from the sun as i let out a little groan "what i think its nice that the sun is so bright it makes my skin glow and it means that summer is comming and then i can TAN" tiff says as she giggles "yeah yeah i hate it" i say to her "yk we are like the sun and the moon your the moon and im the sun like grumby x sunshine" she says as she starts to skip into the building "is that from the books you read?" i say grumpy still with my hand blocking the sun "yep it is grumphy head" she says as she messes up my alredy messy hair yeah i forgot to tell you guys i have a bad hair day today aswell "yeah yeah fuck u" i say i know its mean but tiff know i love her and its not meant like that "i love you two" she says as i take my hand down since we have made it inside where andy reid is waiting for us "hello sir" tiff says as she stickes her hand out "hello ther nice to meet you but im more of a hugger" reid says as he pulls tiff into a hug lucky for him tiff is also a hug person "and is this my on screen person" he says letting go of tiffy "no she is" tiff says looking at me noding at me with her head "oh okay its just both of you look so beautiful its hard to know" andy says "hello im andy reid nice to meet you" andy says "right back mr reid" i say as he tries to give me a hug but i quickly step back "not a hugger?" andy askes me but tiff answers for me "no shes not a hugger but shes sweet just in her own wierd way she really just dont like physicl tutch that much aint that right tay" tiff askes looking at me i just give her a nod "well you girls' dressing room is just down here" anyd says as he opens a door "so you guys can just get ready and when you are jus come out on the field the guys will be there i will and your new team will also be there" andy says as he leaves and closes the door behind him.
"omg this is so cool" tiff says as we start to unpack our stuff makup extra clothes and such "yeah" i say as i find the clothes im going to have on while filming its some baggy pants, a white fittet tank top, a cheifs shirt (number 15 ofc), a black zip up hoodie and just some other exesories like belt durag bandana and other stuff, "you look really streaty today" tiff says making us both laugh i mean yeah i do look like that "you want me to give you sum light make up on?" tiff askes me she knows i dont like a full face of sephora on my face "yeah but keep it light" i say as i sit on a chair beside her and we face each other.
"okay we are done, are you ready to go out on the field" tiff askes me "yeah i am" i say as i go over and open the door for tiff to walk out "ladys first" i say as tiff goes first and i go after her, as we are walking to the field side by side i put my arm around her.
*
"hey im taylor but evreyone just calles me TJ or Tay and im 24" i say intruducing myself to our new team "HIII im Tiffany but evreyone calls me Tiff and im also 24" she says smiling tiff loves meeting new people "are you single" one of our camra men with the name Cameron askes her "no shes not she is dating and amazinf man hes 6'8 playes basketball in the NBA" i say as im very overprotective over tiff and her realationship with cam "i could said myself but thanks tay" tiff says "are you single" he suddenly askes me "no im dating you mom" i say i snap at him "sorry" he says "shes single but shes not looking for someone right now" tiff says as she looks at cameron "okay well guys lets start to set up so taylor can get started on her interviwes" the short dark red headed girl says her name is anastatia bur for sum reason she gets called rex so the team is her then cameron, shaun and alex hes a cool dude and hes trans.
"okay TJ are you ready to call the first guys over?" rex askes me and i nod "okay we are filming in 3, 2, 1, "and we are roling. i call the first guys over "Trent McDuffie" i say as he comes running over to us "hey guys i heard you wanted to ask some questions " trent says and i ask him some questions and we chat about diffrent things when we have all we want with trent for now he leaves and call over travis kelce "Treavis Kelce" i say and the big man comes over "travis kelce how are you" i ask him "im good what about you" travis askes me oh shit umm what do i say "im fine thanks but umm so how is it going with taylor and you?" i ask him so we can change the subject and it works, we get evreything we want with travis so now its the last one "Patrick Mahomes" i yell and he comes running "you" i say as i look at him "you" he says "do you guys know each other" rex askes me i look at tiff thats look rather confused until it hits her and her eyes says shit fr and i say with my eyes yes fr
' "can we just get 5 minuts guys?" patrick says as they nod and he drags me over to the opening that goes backstage "WTF WHERE YOU THINKING THAT NIGHT YOU HAVE A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND PATRICK" i yell at him as tears are threatning to fall "look i dont have a girlfriend and if you "knew" i had a girlfriend why would you sleep with me huh" patrick says to me "BECAUSE I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW IT WAS YOU ASSHOLE" i yell at him a few of the guys look at us "look me and brit we broke up a few monthes ago so chill out and calm down okay" patrick says wtf is wrong with him "WTF" i say as i slap him hard really hard he takes a few steps back as he lost balance when i slaped him "okay i deserved that but look i swear that night i didnt cheat on her okay we broke up a week befor that and i had been really sad and didnt want to do anything i didnt even want to go up to take a shower i stayed in bed all day not eating not doing anything thats why the boys took me out to get me in a better mood okay and if you still dont belive me i can ask the guys okay" he says oh i feel bad now especilly because i know what it feels like not being able to do anything "oh-.. i- im sorry i didnt know and i belive you and im sorry for slaping you and yelling at you i know how its feels" i say patrick looks at me and gives me a smile "its okay and i understand if you dont want to interviwe me today" patrick says as hes on his way to go as i take his hand "no i would l-l-love to" i say as i gulb and we go over and do the interviwe.
after the interviwe patrick pulls me into a room "look im so sorry for that night and i totally understand if you dont want to talk with me and just want to me to avoide you and only taalk during our interviews i totally understand that you hate me i would to and if you think i did somthing wrong just tell me and im so sorry okay i dont want you to hate me and befor you ask about brittany yes we broke up and yes we are still talking but its not my obtion she broke my heart bc she found someone else and now she wants to just be friends thats what she told me just a bit more violent okay and im sorry and if you want me to tell brittany i will and im sorry okay im so sorry i just dont want you to be mad at me im so sorry and i-i feel guilty and i dont know why" he says as he starts to break down i dont know what to do so i just tell him what i feel "look patrick im not mad at you well i was but that was befor you told me that you two wherent dating and if theres anyone who should feel guilty it would be me i slapped you and im sorry for that okay and you dont have to be sorry for anything you and brittany arent seeing eachother and your single so your allowed to do what ever you wont to and that brittany did that to you is awful and you should never have to go throught that no one should and definetly not you because from what i learned in that interview you are the sweetes guy but theres just one thing i dont understand is that night why did you just leave?" i ask him i want to hug him but i dont know if it will be uncomftrobel for him it will for me but right now i dont give a fuck about me you know what fuck it i take him in and imbrace him in a hug and he hugs me back crying into my shoulde "i dont know i was just scared that you would see whomb i was and you would get wierd and i was scared that rumors would start and im sorry i should have said somthing to you" he says as he cries harder "its okay patrick its okay" i say as i brush my hand on his back head slowly trying to get him to calm down "im sorry i wont do it again" patrick says as we leave since he calmed down.
"im sorry i wont do it again" i say as i break down tiff asked me to try on a cute tank top i didnt think and she saw my cuts "baby dont cut" she says to me as she hugs me "next time talk to me and then pls baby dont cut promise me" she says as i cry im so stupid i cant promise that.