This weekend wala naman akong ginawa kundi mag review ng mag review at gumawa ng plates.
Its sunday,lunes nanaman bukas parang 5 minutes lang ah.I decided to sleep na baka ma late pa ako bukas
This past few days hindi naman na nagpapakita si xander,busy kaya siya?I decided to go to library wala kasi si amarah may group study daw sila.
While i was reading i saw xander,lalapitan ko na sana siya but nakita kong may lumapit sakanya na girl,agad namang hinawakan ni xander ang girl."Oh i see baka gf niya nga"i whispered to my self
Why it hurts?may feelings bako sa kanya? siguro? gulong gulo ako! No amorah jane wala kang feelings sakanya!
This whole week wala siyang paramdam nasan na kaya siya.
While i was reading suddenly my phone rang.
"Hey mom"
"How are you?" my mom ask
"im doing alright mom where's dad?"
"Nasa office nak"she said
My family is a business owner.Hayst I missed them so much
Fast forward
Im here at the library nagbabasa when suddenly a boy sat besides me
"Hey! How are you im sorry di ako nag paramdam this past few week"he said.What the hell nagpakita ka ng signs na may something tayo tapos bigla ka na lang hindi magpapakita!? argh gusto kong magalit pero wala akong karapatan
"No its okay no need to sorry"i said but dip inside,its not.
"Your not angry?" ano sa tingin mo?natutuwa ako!?
"Of course not"i lied
"Pano ako magagalit wala naman akong karapatan" i whispered
"What?" xander asked
hayst sana di niya narinig "Wala wala" i denied
This past few days kasama ko siya,and of course parang may something nanaman pero wala!
im hear at the library I hear a familiar voice,yeah it's xander with her friend.
"Hey may gusto ka ba kay amorah?" the boy said
Hindi agad naka sagot si xander
"Hindi,bakit ko naman sita nagugustuhan may girlfriend ako,and i love my girlfriend"he said while laughing
I heard that painful words i feel my tears start falling,its so much hurt
This day i was planning to confess with her but this happen
gusto kong mag wala,bigla akong nanghina,minsan na nga lang ma fall tas ganto pa
Im hear at my condo crying and crying
"Bakit ang sakit" asking my self while crying