"𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯"
after pablo said that my heart broke into pieces.
I felt so bad.
Ari: im sorry that this happened
linda: it's not your fault it's my fault i should have to him.
i said looking at pablo's way he was eating.
well not really he was playing with his food.
ari: don't be hard to yourself, you wasn't doing anything wrong.
after a while the boys stand up to leave and i looked at pablo, he looked at me with hurted face amd his eyes were sad.
i was feeling guilty.
he left.
and i left as well, ari left to his home and i got to my house.
pablo wasn't there of course.
it was just me.
i was alone.
arda is at her grandparents, pablo is mot here.
i called sira.
she answered.
she was with ferran and the boys, mikky was there as well.
linda: hey girl
i sad with an sad voice.
sira: omg look at your eyes
mikky came and looked at the camera.
mikky: lilo calm down pls, want us to come?
linda: i'll be fine
sira: we wanna be there for you.
linda: i wanna be alone...
sira: but u won't hangout the phone that's it.
she moved and left the camera at the table.
i could see mikky a bit, sira, ferran and....pablo.
he was beside them.
he looked at me one time and didn't even look at me in the eyes...
and then he totally ignored me.
everyone was speaking, just pablo not...he was so quiet.
i don't know how but that's how i fell asleep.
⁂𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫⁂
me and arda were eating breakfast together.
pablo haven't come back from that day.
i called him, texted him, he never picked up or reply to my messages.
arda really missed him, she think he hate her.
arda: ma...were papa
(where is papa)
linda: im sorry sweetie, papa has some works and it's not here, but he'll come back soon.
she started crying..
arda: me miss papa...
she said while crying.
i called pedri.
pedri: hola hermana
his face turned from happy to sad when he heard arda crying.
pedri: what happened.
he said looking away from his phone looking at someone.
linda: pedri i know pablo is there, arda is crying for days for him, she is thinking he hates her.
pedri looked again away from the phone and then rushed and left the phone somewhere.
and then pablo grabbed the phone.
he called arda and she immediately stopped crying.
pablo: mi vida, im so sorry baby
he said looking at arda
arda: pa
she said sobbing.
pablo: want me to take you today out for ice cream and go to the playground together.
arda clapped happily and nodded.
pablo smiled and then turned to me.
pablo: i'll be there in 20 minutes.
i nodded and then hanged up.
arda smiled at me.
i grabbed her hand and went upstairs to get her ready.
i got her all ready.
this was her outfit and the hair.
as we were coming downstairs the bell rang.
linda: go get ur bottle at the table and i'll open the door.
she nodded and walked slowly at the table.
i opened the door....it was pablo...
linda: hi, come inside.
pablo: hey
he said comingg inside.
he didn't even look to my face.
𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞.
arda came running
arda: paaaa
she screamed and giggled excitedly.
i smiled as pablo kneeled down and hugged her and got her in his arms.
she wrapped her little hands over his neck and kissed him on the cheek.
pablo: we'll be back at 2pm, for her sleep time.
he knows when she has her sleep time...
i nodded and then closed the door as they left.
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𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐢𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 ❤️