School. He hadn't been in about a month and to be honest Blake didn't wanna go anymore. Without Alec, he had nobody. He would be alone, by himself. Plus everyone would know by now about the accident. The rumours spread around about the situation. What had happened, how it happened. He knew someone would make false accusations about it some way or another.
Taking a bite out of his toast Blake had finally gotten his cast off. His leg still healing. Looking out his kitchen window Blake ignored his mum as she walked into the room. Her eyes simply watching her child with nothing but regret. She knew she had done wrong, she thought it was the best idea but only time tells.
"How's your leg" She asked earning an eye roll from
Blake. Placing his toast down Blake got up from his seat. His mum only frowning as she watched her son ignore her.
"Blake please, you can't ignore us forever" Stopping in his tracks all Blake could do was sigh. He knew he was being mean, some could easily say he's overreacting. But to Blake that didn't matter. It had felt like his parents had broken their trust in him within seconds. All because of a fake rumour, fake photos. They had really believe the girl that sent them.
"Do you really expect me to just move on like nothing happened mum" He asked as he met his mothers gaze. She only frowned more as she leaned on the kitchen counter. Standing in silence Blake only scoffed before heading upstairs. Grabbing his phone, making sure he looked somewhat decent Blake headed back downstairs. Car keys in hand as he left the door. Unlocking his car all the boy could do was sigh as he sat upon the drivers seat.
Taking a deep breath Blake soon made his way to school. He knows he shouldn't be driving with a healing leg but he couldn't care. What else could life throw at him at this very moment. Parking his car into a parking space eyes were immediately on him as he got out of his car. Shutting the door behind him all Blake could feel were his nerves hitting a rise. His breathing becoming heavy, skin beginning to burn. He didn't like this. Whispers hitting his ears as he walked into school.
Opening his locker he heard that one voice he didn't want to. Jessica's. Closing his eyes he could feel anger strike his skin. Biting his bottom lip Blake merely wanted to be out of here, with the boy he loved. Somewhere safe, quiet peaceful. Adrian's voice also echoing down the hall as he heard them getting closer. Shutting his locker he turned only to find them standing in front of him.
"Look who it is" Adrian spoke, his voice cocky n sneer. Leaning his back on his locker behind him all Blake could do was hope he could rush away from this moment soon. He didn't wanna be here. In all honesty he didn't want to be alive right now. He just wanted to be gone, no one knowing him. Like he had never existed.
"Haven't you guys done enough" Blake merely commented back only earning the two to raise their eye brows. Smirks hitting their lips as they watched Blake. Feeling his skin burn more Blake felt his body shake. That same uncomfortable feeling hitting is stomach. He couldn't breathe. His lungs willing to give up on him. They made him feel claustrophobic, his lungs becoming heavy.
"No" They both responded in sync. Rolling his eyes Blake knew that was a wrong move. Earning Adrian to take a step closer. A sneer covering his face. Leaning back into the lockers behind him Blake felt his breath hitch.
"How's your boyfriend Jessica, how are you too holding up, huh" Blake commented only to earn a confused look on Adrian's face. Jessica's eyes only widened at this comment as if Blake had spoke something wrong. This only made Blake smile a little as he watched their reactions. Jessica's face merely changing from fear to nothing as she smirked once more.
"Nice try trying to trick me, but it's not gonna work Blake" Rolling his eyes Blake felt his skin burn more as Adrian took another step forward.
"Trying to make false accusations again Blake" The older boy only clicked his knuckles as he stood before the smaller boy. This action only making Blake flinch. However he couldn't help himself from letting out a small chuckle. From Jessica's reaction he knew this was a weak spot. Adrian didn't know what she had told Blake not long ago.
"Just going off what Jessica had told me, that how her and Alec were dating" Feeling confidence slowly boost in his skin Blake pushed himself off of the lockers. Jessica's eyes only widened again as she took a step back. However within an instant Adrian had grabbed onto Blake's top. Shoving him into the lockers behind Blake couldn't help but let out a groan to this action.
"Watch your mouth little boy" Hearing these words Blake bit his tongue.
"Little, that's a new one" Adrian's lips tugging into a scowl as he pushed Blake into the lockers behind much more. Placing his hands on the older boys arms Blake felt his chest tighten. He knew he was pushing a line but he couldn't help it. This topic clearly caused a few strings to break between Adrian and Jessica. Jessica hadn't told the other boy about this.
"You don't have your lover boy to protect you now Blake, I suggest you'd watch your mouth" Jessica spoke. Trailing his gaze to meet the cheerleaders Blake only smiled.
"So you tell me you and Alec are dating but call him my lover boy, your only making yourself to seem like a slut Jessica, to be honest it quite sad"
Before he could even blink Adrian had slammed his fist into Blake's cheek. Causing the smaller boy to collapse to the floor below. Biting the gums inside his mouth Blake looked up only to be punched again. This time in the head. His vision becoming blurry. Ears ringing as the world around him began to spin. Before the older boy could continue his attack the voice of the principal came into view. Adrian and Jessica merely rushing off leaving Blake to push himself up.
"Blake my office now" Groaning Blake followed the principal to their office. Sitting upon the seat before the desk Blake only watched as the man sat down.
"I don't know what you do to make many people angry but it's your first day back since your incident, I expected better from you, young man" Blake only sat up as his mouth opened wide.
"Adrian attacked me, how is this my fault" Blake couldn't help but feel anger take over his body as he watched the principle shake his head.
"I'm disappointed in you, that's not the only reason I wanted to talk to you either Blake"
Feeling his leg begging to shake Blake felt confusion fill his system. Signalling for the man to continue Blake felt his gut twist.
"A certain girl had come to us not long ago showing us some photos of you" Hearing these words Blake felt his stomach fully drop. Jessica hadn't shown them to the school too had she.
"Let me guess Jessica did" Watching as the man nodded his head Blake sat fully up. Anger had taken over his body. This girl really was fucking up his life. For what, because she couldn't have the guy that had taken interest in him.
"Now these photos Blake are unacceptable, we don't allow child pornography in this school, so the school board and I have spoken and we think it's best if you don't come back to the school, I'm sorry but that's just unacceptable"
Blake's heart dropped.
"What, their fake, I would never do such a thing, I told my parents the same and the police, shes coming for me because she can't get the boy she wants, she's jealous of me, I would never take explicit photos of myself, never have, their clearly photo shopped"
The principal only clicked his teeth as he fiddled with the pen in his hand.
"I'm ashamed to even hear you try and say they are fake, why would Jessica make fake photos of you, she's a lovely girl"
Blake only scoffed to these words.
"Then your clearly blind sighted, she's not, she's a foul girl who wants nothing but to destroy my life, she always has, because of these fake photos my parents have already lost their trust in me, she's ruined everything, everyone's blind to her fake smile, she's nothing but an ignorant monster who wants nothing but the whole world to herself, never believed I'd be saying this but you must be that fucking dumb to think someone like me would sell their body online"
Watching as the principals face turned into one of shock and anger Blake felt his skin burn much more. He couldn't take this. The whole world had simply turned against him.
"How dare you speak to me life that young man"
"No, how dare you accuse me of such vile and outrageous acts that I've never taken part of in my life, if you can't believe a student like me from telling the truth you have no right to be in a school, you've failed me, just like my parents have, I hope your happy with yourself"
The principal was quiet. His lips clenched into a scowl as he sat upon his seat.
"You think you have every right to sit here and accuse me of taking these obviously photoshopped photos yet when bullying occurs your blind, you don't act upon the acts certain students do to others, I thought you would have learned by now but clearly not, yet you only seem to care when a student is selling photos of himself, you have never comforted me or helped me when I've been attacked or bullied by Adrian or others, you've just walked past, not batting an eye lid, yet you think you can come to me when I'm apparently selling photos of myself, disgusting, I trusted you, I thought I'd be able to come to you for help about anything, except you've shown me nothing but failure, you have no right to call yourself a teacher or even a principal"
"Blake"
"No, don't you even dare try and shut me down, you know I'm right, remember last year, a girl killed herself in this school because of bullying, she came to you, asked for help and you denied her, you pushed her away because what, you couldn't be asked, you simply don't care about your students, it's appalling, I've had enough of everyone's ballshit, I'm not gonna let you think you can walk over me too, what would you do if I killed myself too huh, would you even help me if I came to you, or would you push me away like you did to her"
Blake could feel tears brimming his eyes as he stood from his seat.
"No I wouldn't push you away"
Blake only scoffed to these words as he watched the principal shuffle uncomfortably on his seat.
"Your a fucking liar, the fact you've just sat there and lied to my face shows it all, your nothing but a false hope, I suggest you go home and think about how your going to help students in the future before another one kills theirselves, if they do, I hope the best for your career"
With that Blake walked out of the office. The receptionist having a look of shock on her face as she sat in her chair. Slamming the reception door behind him Blake could feel his head become dizzy. This was all too much for him to handle and to be honest he didn't wanna live this life anymore, not in the way it was headed.
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A/N - Suicide is no joke, if your ever feeling down or need to vent my DMS are always open my loves <3