Today was Tuesday. I woke up yesterday still on the sofa wrapped around namjoon, who had woke me at just gone. 7am saying he needed to get back to the dorm so he could shower and change before heading into work.
It was strange to wake up next to someone, I had never done that before. Even if it was only on the sofa.
After namjoon left, I messaged Pd.nim to say i was sick. He was OK about it as jins Stylist was going to be back, so they wouldn't be three short.
Namjoon had messaged throughout the day on Monday.
He had gone through with our plan to tell them I had quit. I told namjoon to let the others know it wasn't real, but he said he had to make it believable to all for yoongi to not notice.
None of the others were happy about it, especially jimin. Apparently, he was upset I had gone.
Namjoon told them he came to mine on Sunday evening to talk because they were all awake when he walked in through the door. So they all knew he had spent the night with me. Even yoongi, apparently, he wasn't happy about that.
He had pulled namjoon aside before they went to work to see if we had something going off between us. Namjoon just replied with what's it got to do with you if we have. Smiled and then walked away.
According to namjoon, yoongi was pissed off with him all day after he said that.
The good thing was he never said anything bad about me, just kept himself to himself once they all had a go about me quitting. They all told him he was unfair to drive me away, why he couldn't just drop being a dick for a few hours while we all worked. They said it wasn't hard for him to just get his hair and make-up done and just keep his mouth shut even if it was just me.
Even the other stylists had overheard their discussion, with jimin complaining that yoongi had gone and lost his favourite and best stylists hes ever had because he was selfish and couldn't just ignore me he had to just keep being a knob, namjoon had to pull sumi aside and explain i wasn't really quitting as of yet, but it may be a possibility depending on yoongi, she understood and privately told the other stylists.
But now it was Tuesday, and today was decision day.
I told nari everything that had happened as well she agreed with namjoon not to give everything up for him.
I decided I needed a spa day just to relax and gather myself, and I came out waxed, feeling so much calmer and like jelly after a full body massage.
Then I went and did a little retail therapy. Overall, it was an amazing relaxing day.
I messaged namjoon to say I was going to return tomorrow, and he should inform everyone once they had done working
Friday was one of the first award shows they would be attending, and everyone involved was invited to an after-party except the audience, of course.
Nari told me to go to the award party, let loose and have fun and not let him bother me, if they attend.
Hence, retail therapy. I had to find something worth wearing.
Namjoon messaged me later that evening to say he told them. They all took it rather well, namjoon made it look like Pd.nim and him begged me to come back.
Yoongi made no comment on it, but the rest were so happy.
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The following morning, I was up bright and early 4am, to be exact. manager sejin had arranged a car to take me to the location of their photoshoot. It wasn't going to be a long day today, so my plans after work were to go and buy myself my own vehicle.
I arrived on site and found where I would be working from and pulled out all the stuff I would need for both jimin and yoongi. My plan was to try and ignore him to the best of my ability with limited communication about working, and if things get out of hand or he won't stop, go to namjoon. The other stylists arrived not long after me, and we just had a general discussion and also what the plans are for the photoshoot, and the topic of the awards and after-party came up. Of course, all the girls were going, so at least I wouldn't be totally alone they all didn't want to miss out on a piss up.
They members all arrived just gone 6am, all making a beeline straight for me except for one individual who went and sat down on his own and pulled out his phone.
Jimin went and sat on his seat, ready to start, and I got stuck in. Once I got to his hair, he was falling asleep. I was having trouble holding his head up and trying to style it.
He must either be so tired or me playing with his hair is so relaxing that he is nodding. I can't blame him. I love people playing with my hair.
I asked jiha, jungkooks stylist, to just hold his head up while I quickly finished, and she could go back to jk as soon as I was done.
I thanked her, and I was kind of stuck, then once she went back to jk. This was the first time he had fallen asleep while I worked, and I didn't have the heart to wake him. But I couldn't also leave him sat like this he will fall.
I pulled my phone from my bag on the tabletop and texted namjoon, asking for help. I saw him pull out his phone quickly and look up at me. He just chuckled, then stood up and walked up to me and woke jimin and told him to go to the sofa. I would just redo the hair quickly if it needed it before he went out.
I followed jimin to the sofa as yoongi was also sat on there. He lifted his head from his phone when we walked over, stood up, put his phone away, and walked over to the table. All without saying a word.
He let me get on with what I had to do all shift.
Namjoon came to me a few times to see if I was OK
Once I was finished for the day, I packed away, and I left before they did and headed to the car dealerships across seoul. I had spent a good couple of hours looking for something to take my eye.
It was in the second dealership I found her. She was the McLaren 650S Spider convertible 2014 plate brand new in black.

Once everything was signed for, she was mine. I drove her back to my apartment and parked her in the apartments secure parking lot.
I spent the rest of the evening cooking and eating, showered, watching TV, and then I got another early night.
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Thursday was uneventful. Yoongi never spoke to me, but I knew he was watching me.
He was watching my movements while I worked on him mainly through the mirror when I was behind him as I caught his eye a few times. He was watching my interactions with everyone of the guys but mainly namjoon.
I didn't really have to do much on jimin and yoongi as it was a styling run-through, and then they went to practice for the Mama awards that evening we would be flying to Hong Kong. I was able to leave just after dinner, I checked my luggage twice to make sure I had everything, and my carry-on had my passport, earphones, etc.
Then went and saw mum and kwan.
I told them I wanted to pop in for an hour before we headed out at 5 pm. to catch our flight.
I decided after the weekend we had and how things were when I walked out. That now was the time I had to explain everything that happened between me and yoongi,
They comforted me while I explained everything from beginning to end.
They didn't know what to say honestly if anything they were angry for how he treated me but they made the promise not to tell Mr and Mrs Min because I didn't want him to know I had told my parents and then come for me again when they have a go at him.
I left at just gone half 3 and got back just before just before 4, I had an hour before. I was picked up to head to the airport, so I just put some music on and waited for sumi to message me that they were nearly outside.
The flight wasn't long, but we arrived at the hotel at 9.55 pm. Hong Kong time. I didn't even bother unpacking. I just grabbed my pyjamas and toiletries, jumped in the shower, and got ready for bed.
Tomorrow was going to be a very long day, but at least I didn't start until 3 pm.
I jumped into bed just before midnight, missing the one thing I wish I had with me. Yoongis t-shirt, but I would never see it again, so I had to get used to living without it and stick to my own pyjamas.
Falling asleep with the excitement of tomorrow's award ceremony, I hope they do well with their performance. i had yet to see it, plus the after party.