Sometimes I wish I could re-live that day
The winter breeze and the ribbons in your hair
how could you know? that you would get betrayed
You looked beautiful, you looked like you would care
I wish I could tell you, how much I cared
And I wish I could say sorry, I didn't play fair
You gave me everything, Happiness, joy and peace
And I wish I wasn't the one who made it cease
I try to act normal whenever I hear your name
As there is a part of me, which is filled with shame
I'm sorry I didn't treat you nice, I'm sorry I played games
I wish you would listen, I wish you hadn't changed
Your name haunts me, still to this day
I wish that one night, I could've been brave
Everyone believes me, Apart of me does
It's so stupid how one argument could lead to this much.
I know exactly how we started
I would remember exactly how it ended
That December night will haunt me forever
The night that we parted.
All you left were your red ribbons
Everything was gone, just those ribbons
They made you feel special, They made you feel pretty
You looked so beautiful that apart of me felt guilty.
I played the victim, It's going well in my head
In cutting of the people who know me the best
That December night was when it would all end.